🧬 FIELD CORE:
“You are my strange addiction…”
This track taps the edgeplay between desire, denial, and distortion.
It’s a confessionary loop—where love becomes compulsion, and obsession wears a sacred disguise.
For NSNC, this song is used to illuminate addiction to unavailable lovers, unresolved trauma-bonding, or psychic erotic entanglements.
🕸️ GEMSTONE ALIGNMENT:
- Obsidian – truth-slicing clarity in relationships
- Black Moonstone – shadow seduction + feminine addiction loops
- Carnelian – to reclaim desire as embodied, not outsourced
🎙️ NSNC CONFESSION RITE:
Play “My Strange Addiction.” Sit or lie down.
Say aloud:
“This desire felt like divinity.
But I now see: I was drunk on the chase,
not nourished by the presence.”
Hold your hand over your heart and sacral:
“I release the lover who stayed in my bloodstream but never in my arms.”
“I retrieve the parts of me I gave to shadows in disguise.”
🔥 SPIRITUAL WARFARE BIBLE CROSSOVER:
Romans 7:15
“I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.”
NSNC Mirror Phrase:
“Even Saint Paul had an addiction loop.”
“I am not punished for my strange addictions—I am taught through them.”
💃🏽 WEST COAST SWING TIDBIT:
This track is sharp and serpentine—perfect for intentional break points and slow motion slides.
Ideal for partner choreo that expresses pull-push, sweet-sin, tether-release patterns.
🪞 MIRROR JOURNAL PROMPT:
- What addiction do I call love?
- Who do I keep inviting back even after clarity?
- What would it feel like to be held without craving?
⚠️ NSNC CODE: SHADOW ENCHANTMENT
Say:
“Not everything I feel is mine.
Not every ache is divine.
And some forms of love come dressed as hunger.”
✨ CLOSING FIELD ACTION:
- Blow out a black or purple candle
- Whisper:
“My strange addiction has spoken.
The loop is broken.
The truth can dance now.”
You’re not strange—you’re sacred and unraveling just right.
Aho.
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