💔 Track Essence
“I’m messy, and I know it. I’m obsessive, I own it…”
Lola Young offers no apologies—only unedited truth delivered in velvet rage.
This track is a confessional blade, cutting through performative perfection and handing you your own guts with grace.
This isn’t a cry for help.
It’s a declaration of authentic feminine power that refuses to tidy up for comfort.
🔥 NSNC Field Function
- Rite of Sacred Mess – embracing emotional chaos as part of your holy design
- Erotic Shadow Reveal – naming where love has tangled, torched, and twisted
- Feminine Fire Rite – a howl from the altar of self-respect
🕯️ NSNC Ritual Use: “Mirror of the Messy Priestess”
- Sit in front of a mirror. No filters. No makeup unless you want war paint.
- Play “Messy” loud—this is not background music.
- Look yourself in the eye and say:“Yes. I’m messy.
I’m a storm, a song, a sacred fucking situation.
I am allowed to take up space, even when it’s ugly.” - Cry, scream, smirk, laugh—let the energy leave your body.
This is somatic spell-breaking.
💎 Gemstone Allies
- Red Garnet – unfiltered emotional power and survival
- Carnelian – sexual sovereignty and creative bloodlines
- Obsidian – seeing what you’ve been taught to suppress, and loving it anyway
🧠 Psychological Integration
This track dismantles the Good Girl Complex, challenges the Therapeutic Sanitization Script, and honors the erotic chaos at the root of transformation.
Messy doesn’t mean broken.
Messy often means you felt it all and refused to disassociate.
🩰 West Coast Swing Cue
This is a sharp-step solo partner release.
Dance with a smirk, a growl.
Play with missed catches, deliberate pauses, and weight drops.
Let your dance say: “You couldn’t handle the real me.”
💌 Final NSNC Affirmation
“I’m not here to be tidy.
I’m here to be true.
My mess is sacred.
My fire is honest.
And I will not clean up for those who never dared to get dirty.”
Messy is mythic.
Messy is medicine.
Aho, thanks.
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