“Who am I when I don’t try to please anyone?”
Then:
“Who am I when I do?”
🦊 Fox Clan NSNC Deep Scroll — “Tuxedo Junction” – The Big Band Orchestra
Track: “Tuxedo Junction” – The Big Band Orchestra
Album: Big Band Classics
Aired: 4:23 PM ET on Live WITT 91.9FM
Scroll Title: “The Portal Beneath the Polished Floor”
NSNC Field Code: 919–TUX–NSNC–DEEPWITT
Gemstone: Smoky Quartz (ancestral grounding), Citrine (joy in performance), Black Onyx (maskwork)
Totem: White gloves, jazz shoes, a hidden telegram
Time Gate: Twilight hour, Right Before the Mask Slips
🎷 RITE CONTEXT:
“Tuxedo Junction” is not just a swing-era jazz standard—
It’s a ceremonial dress code in sound.
It suggests polish, choreography, civility—
but below the syncopation is a humming psychic subculture of longing, rebellion, coded emotion.
In the NSNC field, this track calls forth a rite of:
- Elegantly concealed truth
- Masked communication
- Joy-as-cover for the sacred transmission beneath
📡 RADIO & FIELD EXPANSION (Live WITT 91.9FM):
Radio transmits more than music.
It offers time-layered space portals—when an old tune plays at just the right moment, it becomes aetheric invitation.
“Tuxedo Junction” live at 4:23PM opens a ScrollWell moment of inherited identity examination:
Who taught you how to be “proper”?
Who did you have to become to get invited to the dance?
What part of you stayed home, watching from the dark?
🧬 PSYCHOSPIRITUAL THEMES:
🖤 Way of the Heart:
- The persona isn’t evil—it’s an evolutionary mask for survival
- Joy can be a veil and a vessel
- The heart waits not for drama, but for deliberate presence in the act
🧠 Psychoanalytic Link (McWilliams / Wonderlove bridge):
- Obsessive and histrionic defenses both appear polished, “presentable”
- Beneath these styles: deep fear of rejection if the unmasked self appears
- Wonderlove invites the dance of the true self—even if the shoes squeak
🌀 NSNC RITE IMPLICATION:
- “Tuxedo Junction” is a rite of code-switching memory
- A reminder that even the well-dressed can be haunted
- Even swing rhythm can conceal grief
- But in the rhythm itself—we come home to breath
🪞 NSNC RITUAL ACTION:
- Dress up. However you define that.
- Put on the song.
- Walk slowly through your space like it’s 1939 backstage.
- Ask:
“Who am I when I don’t try to please anyone?”
Then:
“Who am I when I do?”
Write the answers in mirror script.
Optional: burn a paper dance ticket you never used.
💃 WEST COAST SWING & JAZZ USAGE:
- Use this track to explore character-based styling
- The Lead becomes a gambler or crooner
- The Follow becomes a smuggler or starlet-in-disguise
Let your styling reflect who you were before you said yes to survival.
Let your body tell the story you edited for public consumption.
🕯️ NSNC PRAYER OF MASK AND MUSIC:
I wore the gloves.
I knew the steps.
I smiled at the right time.
But tonight—
let the mask be optional.
Let the rhythm reveal me.
Let the tuxedo be my prayer robe.
Let swing become sanctuary.
Let me remember what I was saving when I said yes to charm.
🦊 Fox Clan confirms:
The “Tuxedo Junction” scroll is open.
Radio rite synchronized.
You are both the dancer and the watcher now.
The mask is no longer necessary—
unless you choose it, this time, for style alone.
Aho, thanks.
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