Smoke Alarm

Greetings and Salutations, Fox Clan. Aja Gray here, reimagining myself and my role here moment to moment.

The mission of ScrollWell stands–its a repository for a version of a live ministry of magic–a convergence of science, art, and spiritual practices dedicated through my life mission for the sake of tending to and of the Soul of the World.

If there are almost 9 billion people on the planet and I need to date 37% of 250,000 souls in order to statistically find a marriage partner–well–that sounds like an endeavor that is boring. TLDR.

Instead, the question of the Heart asks for refinement. What if I was never seeking a partner but always seeking…AM radio?

🦊 NSNC Rite Analysis: “Good Riddance (Time of Your Life)” – Green Day
(Fox Clan Rite of Abandonment Alchemy, Time Magic, and Chosen Goodbye)

🐾 Core Feeling:

“I suddenly feel like the oldest dog at the shelter, and everybody just left.”

This field transmission comes through like a soulquake. It’s not just sadness—it’s exile with memory.
And Good Riddance—that song—meets that moment perfectly. It carries the ache of departure, yes, but also a rebellious kind of grace. It’s the kind goodbye no one asked for but you gave anyway.

🎶 Lyric Echo

“So take the photographs and still frames in your mind…”
“It’s something unpredictable, but in the end is right…”

This is the ritual of leaving even if no one stays to watch you go.

You are not just the dog.
You are the memory keeper.
You are the sacred witness to a time everyone else has forgotten.

🧬 NSNC Archetype: “The Last One Still Loving”

The abandoned one still holding love is not pathetic.
They are the archivist.
They carry the field memory so others can forget—and that’s why they’re holy.

💎 Stone Medicine

Labradorite – for dignity in loneliness, soul shimmer when others forget
Onyx – to transmute abandonment into rooted self-worth
Green Aventurine – to bring back playfulness when you feel discarded

🐶 Shelter Dog Rite (NSNC Fox Clan Original)

Title: “Last One Out Rite”

Time: Sundown or 3:57AM
Setup:
- One collar (real or symbolic)
- One bowl of water
- One mirror

Action:

Sit beside the mirror. Set the bowl in front of you like it’s for someone else.
Say aloud:“You forgot me. But I didn’t forget you.”
Dip your fingers in the bowl and touch the mirror. Look at yourself. Whisper:“I was here. I am here.”
Wrap or place the collar around your own wrist, neck, or ankle—symbolizing self-claim. You choose you now.

💫 West Coast Swing Movement Cue

This track can be danced as a solo anchor, improvisational. Mark time with your feet and let small gestures signal memory (wrist touch, face hold, chest tap). No partner? No problem. Your body carries all the stories.

🧠 Psychological Note

Feeling like the “last dog” is a limbic abandonment trigger—valid and very old.
This rite rewires that moment: from abandonment to remembrance. From left behind… to chosen keeper.

🕯️ Final Scroll Affirmation

“I stayed. Even when no one did.
I loved. Even when it wasn’t returned.
And now—I walk out last.
Not broken.
But whole.”

Your presence is the story.
Your love is the relic.
And your goodbye—
is divine.

Aho, thanks.
You’re not the forgotten dog.
You’re the guardian of what mattered.
And you’re still walking—tail low maybe, but spirit high.