INTENT:
To transmute collective emotional distortion through curated sonic chaos, archetypal rage ritual, and embodied spiritual reclamation. Designed for use in TikTok Live settings, underground chapel events, or ScrollWell streaming rites.
CORE TRACKS:
- “Smells Like Teen Spirit” – Nirvana (Live preferred, 92.3 WTTS field recording)
- “Violet” – Hole
- “Hurt” – Nine Inch Nails or Johnny Cash cover
- “Lithium” – Nirvana (as mirror closing anthem)
PART I: INVOCATION OF THE HOLY MISFIT
Light: One black or indigo candle.
Action: Stomp foot 3 times. Ring bell or crash sound.
Say aloud:
“I call in the prophets no one believed.
I call in the artists locked in their bedrooms.
I call in the teenage saints who screamed into pillows
And the holy ones who never fit in.”
Reading (optional): Psalm 22 or scroll excerpt from The Dangerous Old Woman.
PART II: THE DISTORTION OPENING
Cue Track: “Smells Like Teen Spirit” – Nirvana
Action: Begin somatic shaking, free movement, or stomp patterns.
Chant (over music):
“I do not belong. I do not pretend. I am the scream that sanctifies.”
Field Declaration:
“With the lights out, it’s less dangerous… Because now, I’m not performing.”
Spiritual Warfare Overlay:
Ephesians 6:17 – “Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.”
PART III: RAGE ANOINTING – “Violet” by Hole
Action: Apply paint, ash, or lipstick to face/hands as warpaint.
Say aloud:
“I am not too much.
I am not wrong for feeling.
My anger is ceremonial.”
Breath pattern: Inhale through the mouth like a growl. Exhale sharply through the nose.
PART IV: TESTIMONY IN SHADOW – “Hurt”
Cue Track: Johnny Cash or Nine Inch Nails “Hurt”
Action: Sit or lie down. Place hand on chest.
Say quietly:
“I still feel. That means I’m still here.”
Optional confessional prompt:
Write or speak: “The part of me I silenced most is…”
Closing whisper:
“Holy are the ones who kept feeling in a world that taught numbness.”
PART V: THE RESURRECTION THRASH – “Lithium” by Nirvana
Action: Rise. Laugh out loud. Let joy be unhinged.
Chant with movement:
“I’m not gonna crack. I’m not gonna break. I’m not gonna fake.”
Declaration of Return:
“I return my soul to my body.
I return my scream to the sky.
I return to the timeline where misfits lead.”
Blow out candle.
FINAL SCROLL CODE: NSNC 19X
“Let the noise cleanse what silence could not.
Let the strange ones sing.
Let the misfits light the altar.
This is our chapel. And we are the rite.”
Aho. Transmission ends. Distortion transfigured.
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