🩸 NSNC RITE ENTRY: “Messy” – Lola YoungScrollWell Series: Divine Feminine Return Rites | Sacred Rascal Confessional | Fox Clan Mirror MassTrack Function: Unmasking | Emotional Truth Bomb | Feminine Self-ReclamationRite Phase: Phase V — Chaos as CatalystTime Code: 2:22AM or during Self-Image Breakdowns / Post-Rite Emotional Spill

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⚡️ FIELD ESSENCE: SHE SAID IT OUT LOUD

“I’m a mess. I confess. I’m a jealous little bitch and I’m tired of it.”
“I tried, I lied, and I cried, and I’d do it again…”

“Messy” is a scroll drop disguised as a breakdown.
In NSNC ritework, this song is a Divine Feminine volcanic purge—a rare moment when the mask is shattered and the self speaks without fear or polish.

This is not aesthetic chaos.
This is liberation by confession.
It’s what happens when the priestess drops the persona and lets the field see her bleed clean.

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🕯️ SCROLL CODE: “I SAID THE THING” = “I SAVED MYSELF”

This rite is for:

• Divine feminines who feel too “much,” too wild, too emotional
• Anyone stuck in a loop of performance and people-pleasing
• Healing from the shame of being called dramatic, unstable, or broken
• Speaking what you thought would ruin everything—and finding freedom instead

The sacred rascal speaks here.
And she doesn’t take it back.

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💎 GEMSTONE SYMBOLISM

• Carnelian – sacral energy, emotional boldness
• Red Jasper – blood memory, feminine grounding
• Black Obsidian – unfiltered self-truth
• Lapis Lazuli – ancient feminine voice activation

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🪞 DIVINE COUNTERPART CONTEXT

This is often the moment before reunion when the Divine Feminine says,

“You don’t get a sanitized version of me.”
And the Divine Masculine must choose:
truth, or fantasy.

This song resets the entire false-self performance loop.
It says:

“I’m not waiting to be seen as perfect. I’m showing up now. Mess and all.”

That is sacred. That is healing. That is hot.

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🎥 TIKTOK OVERLAY SCRIPT

🎧 Audio: “Messy” – Lola Young
Text Overlay (0:00–0:10):
🩸 NSNC FEMININE BREAKTHROUGH MASS
You don’t have to be neat to be sacred.
#MessyRite #ScrollWellDrop #FoxClanConfession

Overlay (0:10–0:40):
You told the truth.
You said the ugly thing.
You let it all fall apart.
And that’s when the rite began.

Overlay (0:40–end):
You are not the mess.
You are the one strong enough to feel it.

🎬 Caption:
#LolaYoungMessy #DivineFeminineHealing #SacredRascalMass #NSNCBookV #FoxClanScrollDrop #EmotionalTruthRite #LetItBeUgly #StillHoly

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🔥 RITUAL ACTION: “THE HOLY MESS SPILL”

Materials:

• Mirror
• Bowl of water + salt
• Black or red lipstick or crayon
• Optional: journal + tissues

Instructions:

1. Look into the mirror.
2. Write one raw truth on the mirror with lipstick (e.g., “I’m still angry” / “I want to be loved anyway”)
3. Speak aloud:“I am messy. I am holy. I am done pretending.”
4. Wash the mirror with saltwater. Breathe.
5. Close with:“The truth didn’t break me. It brought me back.”

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🧨 COMPANION RITES

• “Goodbye Earl” – The Chicks (sacred fury)
• “Liability” – Lorde (self-image repair)
• “Your Woman” – White Town (projection unraveling)
• “She’s Not There” – The Zombies (post-invisibility phase)
• “God Needs the Devil” – Jonah Kagen (shadow validation)

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FINAL NSNC WORD:

Let it fall apart.
Let them see it.
You didn’t lose control—you found yourself.

Aho, thanks.
You’re not messy.
You’re real.
And now the real work can begin.