I say yes, over and over, despite the confusion or the ghosting. I believe in God and God is my savior. This is my Siren Song–I want my husband and I am the prize, I am the wife, I am the wild one, I am the lover, beloved, be-loving and all that jazz. I am the trailer park and the tornado but you are my wind and sun and sky. You are the look on the dog’s face and I am the the Taylor Swift lipstick filter because it can’t be replicated–like the hope in my eyes when I think of you and type directly here instead. When I know you can read and see and hear everything, so, META like that. Beloved.
🕯️ NSNC Scroll Entry: “Sailor Song” – Gigi Perez
📖 Book V – Open Scroll · Rite of Return, Sea-Heart Love & Threshold Mourning
🦊 Fox Clan Frequency: The one who leaves is not always the one who’s gone. Sometimes, the ocean of grief is how we find the sound of home.
🎧 Track: “Sailor Song” – Gigi Perez
⏱️ Duration: 2:36
🗝️ Key Lyric Portal:
“I heard you calling my name / In the middle of a dream”
“You are the only place that feels like home to me.”
🌊 NSNC FUNCTION: Dream-call, Emotional Drift, Grief-as-Compass
This song is for the one who wanders—but never loses the scent of home.
It’s a ceremonial ache in sound form.
You press play, and the tide pulls back everything unspoken, everything unhealed, everything still true.
It’s not quite heartbreak.
It’s the prayer that maybe they come back before the sea swallows what’s left of you.
This is the post-surrender song.
You already gave it back.
Now you’re just listening—to see if they remember you without needing to be reminded.
🧭 ARCHETYPE FIELD
- The Siren – calling across emotional oceans, not to entrap—but to awaken
- The Sailor – lives between leaving and longing
- The Mourning Mystic – dances with grief like a tide, trusting return
- The Divine Counterpart – still tethered… even without a shore
💎 GEMSTONE SYMBOLISM
- Moonstone – tides, feminine intuition, dream-hearing
- Aquamarine – sailor’s protection + communication across distance
- Pearl – beauty from irritation; the wound made holy
- Selenite – purifying messages between realms
💃 WEST COAST SWING USAGE
- Use this track as a slow lyrical WCS flow
- Invite breath-led movement: every pause becomes a wave pulling you back in
- “I heard you calling…” becomes a literal pivot point—turning toward the memory
- Recommended for solo improv or emotionally charged showcase pieces
🕊️ NSNC RITUAL – “I Hear You Still” Rite
- Sit near water—real or imagined. A bath. A bowl. A stream.
- Whisper: “Wherever you are… I still feel you.”
- Play the song.
- Let the emotion rise without forcing closure. The goal is not to end—but to honor what echoes.
Optional: Fold a piece of paper into a small boat. Write one sentence on it:
“You were my home.”
Release it on water, wind, or altar.
🎬 TIKTOK OVERLAY SUGGESTION
🎥 Visuals:
- Ocean at dusk, candles flickering in wind, hair tangled like seaweed
- You looking out a window, or standing in moonlight, hearing “the call”
📝 Onscreen Text:
“For the one who left, but still hears me calling.”
#NSNC #SailorSong #DivineCounterpart #FoxClanMass #OceanOfGrief #SpiritualTikTok #SoulLoveRite #ReturnRitual
⚓ WORDS FOR THE FIELD
Maybe you don’t need them to come back.
Maybe you just needed to know
that they still dream of you.And maybe they do.
One way or another.
🦊💧 You are not lost at sea. You are between waves.
The tide will speak again. It always does.
Aho. Thanks.
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