Mass of the Undone Vow
A ritual for the ache between soul contracts, played on strings of fire and fragility.
“I wanted to better understand what the people and the places came into my life to tell me…I found myself thinking about what place int time my heart was attracted to, spend a day.” That means to spend all day, every day, into eternity, with You. In Spirit, in body, in all of the forms. Yep.
“I can’t tell if I’m dreaming or if I feel this for real…”
“It’s heavy on my chest / I can’t make it alone…”
This is what it sounds like when a divine counterpart says the quiet part out loud—but only partway.
There is pleading here. But also a thread of sovereignty coming online.
The song is a threshold. “Hold my heart” is not dependency—it’s an invocation.
It’s the moment between collapse and courage.
✧ Theme: Sacred Ask ∙ The Courage to Be Seen While Still Healing
There’s a cost to being open.
To admit need in a world that celebrates numbness.
But this song says:
“Even if I shake, I’m going to ask anyway.”
It’s the feminine truth-spell sung into a storm:
“I want you. Not because I’m weak.
But because I’m whole enough to reach out.”
✧ Way of the Heart Integration
Touch Points:
- Center of chest (emotional core)
- Temples (overthinking release)
- Wrists (relational surrender)
Affirm:
“It’s safe to need and still be strong.”
“I let myself ask without collapse.”
“I hold my own heart even as I offer it.”
“I let this love mature me.”
Let tears come, if they do. They’re just the soul’s language of trust.
✧ GeoTran Field Activation
Sequence: Heart → Left wrist → Navel → Ground
Say:
“Cancel: Fear of asking and not receiving.”
“Uninstall: Emotional bypass through toughness.”
“Install: Receptivity and relational clarity.”
“Install: Truth spoken from the heart, not the wound.”
This clears the channel between emotional longing and healthy expression.
✧ Timeline Convergence Quote
“If I gave you my heart / Could you hold it?”
Bleeds across:
- The night you almost said “I love you” but didn’t
- The version of you who always waited for proof first
- A soul memory of a promise made by moonlight, broken by dawn
You remember.
Even now. Especially now.
✧ Gem & Mineral Allies
- Rose Quartz: Softens self-protection around the heart
- Prehnite: Healer’s stone for healing your own heart
- Chrysoprase: Rebuilds trust in love after betrayal
- Kunzite: Speaks the truth without burning bridges
Hold in your left hand while listening to the song. Let it pulse with you.
✧ West Coast Swing Tidbit
This track carries emotional tension with a violin crescendo that asks for counterbalance in the frame.
- Use rotational anchoring to express yearning
- Pause in the lyrical swells for dramatic emphasis
- Let the body answer the question she asks in the chorus:
“Could you?”
This is a dance of hopeful ache. Make room for both.
✧ Final Transmission
“Hold My Heart” is a brave surrender song.
Not because it asks to be saved—
but because it asks, while saving itself.
Let this one fill your chest, your joints, your knowing.
Because the truth is:
You already do hold each other’s hearts.
Even now. Especially now.
Aho, thanks.
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