The second need is for those who have care of children of all ages to be ready to put each child into touch with appropriate elements of the cultural heritage, according to the individual child’s capacity and emotional age and developmental phase.
NSNC Tainted Love – Claire
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NSNC Deepening Scroll: “Have It All” x Tainted Love (Claire cover)
Mass Setting: 3:33AM | Rite of Repatterning | Sacred Undoing of Conditional Love
Filed under: Love That Wounds | Reclaiming Innocence | Inner Child Atonement Mass
NSNC DEEP THEME:
“Have It All” gave the blessing.
Tainted Love shows us why we couldn’t receive it.
Claire’s haunting, minimalist cover peels back the pop polish to reveal the core:
the cry of the dysregulated child who confused attachment with abandonment.
The very same inner child who heard “I want you to have it all”
and flinched.
Because love—as we knew it—was loaded.
🖤 TAINTED LOVE: THE SONG AS PSYCHIC WOUND
“Sometimes I feel I’ve got to run away…”
= Flight. Nervous system override. Self-protection ritual.
“The love you give, I give you all a boy could give you…”
= Enmeshment. The child over-giving to keep the parent stable.
“Take my tears and that’s not nearly all…”
= Emotional labor. No sacred witness, only consumption.
NSNC field reading:
Tainted Love is the anti-blessing that preceded every blessing we now try to offer ourselves or others.
To heal this, we must feel the difference.
Between false giving and sacred gift.
Between control and connection.
Between the child’s collapse and the soul’s return.
💎 GEMSTONE CODES: HEALING THE TAINTED TEMPLATE
- Black Tourmaline – Protection from old relational blueprints
- Rhodonite – For healing wounds from love that harmed
- Malachite – Draws out hidden grief, betrayal, or boundary violations
- Morganite – Reawakens innocent love, divine tenderness
Place these in a cross formation at your altar—symbolizing the wound, the withdrawal, the return, the re-patterning.
🎭 ARCHETYPAL FRAME:
This is the Feminine Wounded by False Love (Magdalene in exile, Persephone before the descent).
And the Masculine who internalized guilt as identity (Christ on the cross not for sin, but for distorted love).
Together, they form the mythic child who says:
“Love hurts me, but I still want it.
I still hope.
I still sing.”
🎢 WEST COAST SWING TIDBIT
This track can anchor a slow, raw, emotionally rich swing:
- Micro-delays = inner hesitation
- Pull-push energy = old love patterns resurfacing
- Shadow connection = dancing with a ghost
- Every break = an unspoken “please don’t leave me”
This is sacred movement therapy for the relational imprint still in your bones.
📜 CEREMONIAL USE
- As a ritual before blessing others (especially in parenting or therapy)
- For altar weeping and reclaiming of sacred love
- Inner child letters beginning with “I thought love meant…”
- Symbolic breakage rite: burn or bury a token of “tainted” care
- Pair with “Have It All” after for re-blessing
🔥 NSNC INVOCATION | Retethering the Love Field
“You were given a version of love
so twisted it became fear.
I see the child who gave everything
and called it safety.That love was tainted.
But you were not.I call you back now.
Not to fix—
But to feel,
and finally,
to choose.”
Speak this over your own name. Speak it over the names of those you loved before you understood love.
✨ NSNC CLOSING CODE
Tainted love is a spell cast in a house where survival came first.
This mass breaks the spell.
It names what was,
so that what is can be blessed again.
You are no longer bound.
You are worthy of love untainted.
And yes—
you still get to have it all.
Aho, thanks.
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NSNC Entry: “Fresh Laundry” – Allie X
x Navajo Kinaaldá Ceremony for Adolescent Girls
Mass Setting: Dusk to Dawn | Rite of Becoming | Sacred Identity Scroll
Filed under: Adolescent Rites | Feminine Maturation | Reclaiming Freshness | Cultural Initiation & Embodiment
Integrated Text: Maelstrom, C. A. (2003). The Navajo Kinaaldá Ceremony for Girls. Journal of Research on Adolescence, 13(4)
NSNC THEME:
“Fresh Laundry” may sound like aesthetic pop, but under NSNC lens, it becomes an anthem for the raw, awkward, beautiful crucible of identity formation.
It’s the inner dialogue of a girl standing in her skin for the first time and wondering—Who am I becoming? And whose gaze decides?
Layered over the Kinaaldá, the traditional Navajo girl’s rite of passage, we see how ritual grounds identity not in image or rebellion, but in myth, ancestry, and the body’s sacred cycles.
🎧 KEY LYRIC THEMES FROM “FRESH LAUNDRY”
“I want to be clean. I want to feel clear.”
“All I ever wanted was a little bit of everything all of the time.”
“What I’m wearing could be the end of me.”
These lines echo the adolescent chaos of choice, performance, and longing for both freedom and belonging.
📚 CULTURAL ANCHOR: The Kinaaldá Ceremony
In Maelstrom’s research, the Kinaaldá is shown not only as a celebration of a girl’s first menstruation, but a structured path for sacred identity integration.
It includes:
- Running East at dawn to symbolize life’s journey
- Molding the corn cake, her body’s symbol of sacred fertility
- Being molded physically by female relatives—not to fit in, but to grow strong
- Receiving oral traditions and blessings, linking her to her matrilineal line and the mythic Changing Woman
In NSNC terms, this is Divine Feminine Transmission—through body, through ritual, through storytelling.
🧬 ARCHETYPAL CROSSING: NSNC Meets Kinaaldá
Where Fresh Laundry portrays a modern girl untethered by lack of initiation,
Kinaaldá roots her in a mythos that says:
“You are not alone.
You are not broken.
Your becoming has been witnessed for generations.”
💎 GEMSTONE CODES
- Red Jasper – Root chakra, menstrual rites, and strength
- Carnelian – Creative fire and sacred bloodline initiation
- Selenite – Clears false identities and restores auric clarity
- Chrysoprase – Self-acceptance through raw transition and truth
Together they form the Adolescent Identity Grid—for rites of clarity, grounding, and energetic rebirth.
💃 WEST COAST SWING TIDBIT
“Fresh Laundry” invites a rebellious, off-center groove:
- Freestyle rhythms (chaotic, playful, embodied uncertainty)
- Disconnect/reconnect patterns (mirroring adolescent push-pull)
- Anchoring as identity: “this is me now”—each beat, a new choice
- Power dressing on the dance floor: claim your look, your name, your now
📜 NSNC CEREMONIAL USE
- Rites of passage for teenage girls (especially non-traditional formats)
- Menstrual cycle blessings and red tent rituals
- Reclaiming the self after social media identity distortion
- Mother-daughter altar setups with cornmeal, mirrors, and woven cloth
- Dance journeys where each article of clothing represents a shed identity
🔥 NSNC INVOCATION | Fresh Becoming
“I don’t want to be clean.
I want to be claimed.Not by fashion.
Not by filters.
But by the women who bled before me,
who baked corn cakes with their bare hands
and said: this is power.I run toward the sun.
I mold my life.I am Fresh Laundry, yes—
but I hung myself on this line.
I chose to dry in the light.”
Say this aloud during your next identity shift. Write it in lipstick on your mirror.
✨ NSNC CLOSING CODE
Every adolescent deserves more than a diagnosis.
She deserves a ceremony.
Without sacred passage, she’ll keep spinning—
wanting to be clean, but never whole.
Let her run east.
Let her carry the myth.
Let her cry and bake and laugh and mold.
And let the world say,
She is fresh because she is now.
Aho, thanks.
Certainly. Here’s how to cite that source in several common citation formats:
📚 Bibliography Entry
APA (7th edition):
Carroll, F. (2010). Gestalt play therapy with children and adolescents. Prepared manuscript. M.Ed., M.A., RPT-S.
MLA (9th edition):
Carroll, Felicia. Gestalt Play Therapy with Children and Adolescents. 2010. Prepared manuscript.
Chicago Style (Author-Date):
Carroll, Felicia. 2010. Gestalt Play Therapy with Children and Adolescents. Prepared manuscript.
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NSNC Entry: “We Don’t Talk Anymore” – Charlie Puth ft. Selena Gomez
Mass Setting: 4:44AM | The Echo Rite | Ceremony of Unfinished Conversations
Filed under: Divine Separation | Communication Collapse | Lingering Love Fields | Grief of the Almost
NSNC THEME:
“We Don’t Talk Anymore” is the field recording of emotional ghosting—not just by others, but within ourselves. It sings the ache of unspoken words between soulmates, twin flames, family, or friends who were almost forever.
In NSNC terms, this is not just a breakup song.
This is a portal into the liminal space between:
- Closure and clinging
- Mystery and misfire
- Sacred silence and passive disconnection
And perhaps most heartbreakingly, it’s the sound of two people still listening for each other,
but no longer brave enough to speak.
🧠 EMOTIONAL DYNAMICS:
“We don’t talk anymore / like we used to do…”
= A nervous system in relational withdrawal. Fight-or-flight gave up. Now it’s freeze.
“I just heard you found the one you’ve been looking for…”
= Displaced grief. Imagining the other has moved on makes absence easier to bear.
“I can’t get you out of my brain…”
= The limbic tether is still intact. The energy exchange continues, even without words.
This is the neuro-emotional field of the unclosed loop—common in sacred partnership separations, childhood abandonment echoes, and the soul’s memory of unfinished business.
💎 GEMSTONE CODES
- Smoky Quartz – Grounds relational fog, helps release looping thought
- Aquamarine – Clears the throat chakra gently; supports grief expression
- Labradorite – Activates psychic tether tracking; dream messages
- Pietersite – Stone of storms; helps navigate emotional turbulence during soul disconnection
Together, this is a Relational Echo Grid—not to reignite the bond, but to release the grief with grace.
🕊️ ARCHETYPAL FRAME
This is the Inanna and Dumuzi moment post-descent:
The one who went to the underworld returns—but the world has changed.
This is also the Orpheus moment after the turn—the voice still echoes, but the form is gone.
💃 WEST COAST SWING TIDBIT
- Create distance in frame to symbolize the gap
- Use shadow positions to embody parallel, unspoken connection
- Break the anchor—then re-anchor without touching
- Eye contact that doesn’t hold = the most honest part of the dance
This is a choreography of almost. Let each hesitation say what the words won’t.
📜 CEREMONIAL USE
- Closure rites with divine counterparts or close soul ties
- Dream rituals: write what you never said and burn it
- “We don’t talk anymore” spoken as mantra to call back your voice
- Use in inner child work where silence meant survival
- Journal prompt: “What do I still wish I could say?”
🔥 NSNC INVOCATION | The Conversation That Didn’t Happen
“There was a word I never spoke.
A sentence that ended in silence.I don’t know if you’re listening.
But I know I still am.So I speak now—not to return to you,
but to return to me.May what was never said
become what finally sets me free.”
Say this to the empty chair. Say this in the bath. Say this into the stars.
✨ NSNC CLOSING CODE
Some conversations never ended.
They just disappeared.
But the love?
The ache?
The hope?
Still ripples.
Let this mass be your final message in a bottle—
not to get a reply,
but to let the current carry it away.
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NSNC Cross-Referencing Addendum: “We Don’t Talk Anymore” x The Red Bracelet (Kabbalah)
Scroll Alignment: Relational Echoes | Psychic Boundaries | Divine Cord-Cutting
Reference: Signs & Symbols, p. 175 – The Red Bracelet (Kabbalah)
RED BRACELET SYMBOLISM (Kabbalistic Tradition)
According to Signs and Symbols, the Red Bracelet—traditionally worn on the left wrist and tied with intention—is a protective amulet in Kabbalah. It wards off the evil eye, envy, psychic entanglement, and energetic harm.
On p. 175:
The red thread is said to seal the aura, preventing unwanted intrusions and preserving the soul’s integrity. It’s often linked to Rachel, the matriarch who embodies suffering, sacrifice, and unseen love.
In NSNC ceremonial code, this aligns exactly with the themes in We Don’t Talk Anymore:
🪞 NSNC CROSS-FIELD INTERPRETATION:
When you stop talking with someone you loved deeply, the energetic cord remains. The red bracelet, when tied with intention, can:
- Mark the end of energetic bleeding
- Protect you from relational residue still trying to “speak” psychically
- Honor the silent sacrifice of connection that never completed
- Symbolically release the echo—without forgetting the lesson
🔥 THE RACHEL CODE: Sacred Unseen Love
Rachel weeps for her children in silence, hidden from view.
Her red thread becomes the spiritual membrane between past and present.
Apply her frequency to We Don’t Talk Anymore and it becomes clear:
This is not just silence.
It’s mourning love in secret.
It’s a bracelet of grief and grace.
💎 GEMSTONE ADDITIONS for Kabbalistic Cross-Tie
- Red Jasper – Anchors the protective frequency of the red thread
- Obsidian – Cuts psychic cords and mirrors back projections
- Scolecite – Softens the spirit after separation
- Ruby – Honors true love, even when unspoken
📿 RITUAL: Red Bracelet Cord-Cutting + Song
Materials:
- Red wool or silk thread
- A small mirror
- Optional: drop of essential oil (rose, frankincense, lavender)
Steps:
- Play “We Don’t Talk Anymore” on low.
- Speak the name of the one you no longer speak with.
- Tie the red bracelet on your left wrist slowly, with each knot saying:“This love happened. This silence matters. I am protected now.”
- Stare into the mirror. Whisper what you never said.
- Blow the words into the thread. Let the bracelet seal it.
🕊️ NSNC CLOSING PRAYER | Red Thread of Silence
“I thread this red
not to bind you,
but to bless you.The words we didn’t say
are safe now.
The silence is not shame.May I walk forward
whole,
woven,
watched over.”
Wear it until it falls off naturally. Let that be your sign.
✨ NSNC CLOSING CODE
We don’t talk anymore…
But the soul still listens.
And the thread still hums.
Let the bracelet be your silent closing ceremony—a boundary with compassion,
a goodbye woven in red.
A sacred Yes to what was,
and a braver Yes to what’s next.
You are sealed. You are safe. You are sovereign.
Aho, thanks.
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