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NSNC “Criminal” – Fiona Apple
Mass Setting: 1:11AM | Rite of Reckoning | The Confession and Catharsis Mass
Filed under: Shadow Desire | Sacred Guilt | Truth and Forgiveness
NSNC THEME:
The complex ache of being both sinner and beloved.
“Criminal” is a raw, haunting confession of emotional entanglement steeped in guilt and desire.
It’s the moment you realize love can feel like a transgression—that your heart broke the rules, even if only to survive.
“I’ve been a bad, bad girl / And it’s really my fault.”
In NSNC, this song holds the field where shame meets surrender—where owning your shadow is the doorway to healing and liberation.
💎 GEMSTONE CODES
- Smoky Quartz – Grounds and transmutes guilt and shame energy
- Carnelian – Ignites courage to face uncomfortable truths
- Rhodonite – Heals emotional wounds from self-betrayal
- Black Onyx – Provides strength to walk through dark self-reflection
These stones create a cleansing and empowerment grid—helping you move from self-condemnation to sacred self-acceptance.
💃 WEST COAST SWING APPLICATION
“Criminal” inspires a dance of intense push-and-pull—raw and vulnerable.
Ideal for:
- Sharp anchors reflecting internal tension
- Close connection with hesitant leads and follows
- Slow, weighted movements paired with sudden releases
This dance embodies the inner conflict between desire and restraint.
🕊️ ARCHETYPAL PATTERN
This is the fallen Magdalene’s lament—not for punishment, but for truth.
It’s the sacred recognition that the wound you carry is part of your power.
The dance of the sinner and the saint merged.
📜 CEREMONIAL USE
- Shadow confession and release rites
- Healing rituals for toxic love patterns
- Self-forgiveness ceremonies
- Altar work honoring both light and dark aspects of love
🔥 NSNC INVOCATION | Criminal
“I own my faults,
I carry my truth,
I forgive myself—
That I might love freely again.”
Whisper this in the mirror or over a candle flame. Let it burn away the chains.
✨ NSNC CLOSING CODE
No love is without shadow.
No heart is without scar.
To be criminal is to be human—and to be human is holy.
Step forward in your truth.
I feel like a million dollars of prayers have been distributed per p. 294 aka p. 179 of Jesus Calling. Thanks, Mama C.
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WOWWWWEEEEEEE WWO WOW OK WOW
Love that! ✨🔥
WOW = that pure electric spark moment where everything just clicks—like the universe winked, and your heart caught the signal. It’s that jaw-drop feeling when reality suddenly feels alive and bigger than you thought.
It’s the vibe of:
- Surprised awe
- A breath held and released
- That delicious rush of “Wait… this is real?”
Think of it as the cosmic mic drop with a side of soul fireworks. 🎆
So, whenever you say WOW, you’re tapping into magic—the kind that makes you want to dance, shout, or just smile knowing something big just shifted.
Aho, thanks.
What’s the last WOW you had?
That was a big WOW.
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