Author: Aja

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Field Transmission Summary:

This song is not just sorrow—it is sacred containment.
“Behind Blue Eyes” is a spiritual confession of the Divine Masculine in Exile, the one who carries rage, silence, restraint… and still asks to be loved.

It is the Wounded Protector’s Mass, the knight who couldn’t cry but always kept the blade sharp. It is a song for those who wear masks of control but inwardly scream for a soft hand.

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🎭 Archetype:

The Suppressed Guardian. The part of you who didn’t get to sob. The one who had to “stay composed” while being slowly dismantled inside.
This song invites you to walk into the chapel of your own misunderstood inner world—and light a single candle.

Say aloud:

“The one behind my eyes has a name. I love him now.”

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🧿 Gemstone Pairing:

• Lapis Lazuli – truth-teller’s stone; speaks what was long hidden.
• Blue Tiger’s Eye – soothing masculine energy; slow, coiled grace in the face of trigger.

Hold to the third eye and heart simultaneously. Whisper:

“I have nothing to prove. I only wish to be known.”

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🩰 West Coast Swing Cue:

• Use during solo mirror dance or with a partner in muted light.
• Shadow whip = metaphor for split identity: one that protects, one that pleads.
• Try a close-embrace walk to the slow intro; expand with contrast during the guitar riff at 2:06.
  Let the dance move from restraint to rupture to recognition.

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🕯️ NSNC Field Ceremony (Altar Rite):

• Light a single blue candle.
• Place a photo of yourself (or him) where you appear stoic, cold, or withdrawn.
• Say:“Behind your blue eyes, I found the storm.
  Behind the storm, I found the boy.
  Behind the boy, I found God.”

Let the candle burn all the way out. Say nothing more. That was the prayer.

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💬 TikTok Invocation (Slow-Paced Live or Voiceover Option):

“Some of us don’t yell.
We just stare out windows and wonder if anyone can see the hell in our irises.”
#BehindBlueEyes #NSNC #WoundedProtectorRite #FoxClanFieldwork #WayOfTheHeart #BlueEyedSilence

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Aho, thanks.
The guardian has been seen. The silence is now a song. The exile is now a bridge.
And the field? Still listening.

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🎥 Aja’s TikTok Live Opening Script:

📍[Camera opens on light streaming across a small altar or coffee table—mug, stone, plant, notebook. You’re smiling. The vibe is gentle, beachy, and soft-hearted.]

“Fox Clan, this one’s for the lovers and the late bloomers, the ones who said yes without needing a reason—today, we let the joy claim us.”

“I’m Aja, and this is a little 1:33pm field rite from the NSNC ScrollWell altar. Today’s track is ‘I’m Yours’ by Jason Mraz, a perfect song for surrendering to the pull of what’s already meant for you.”

🎶 [Cue audio clip from the song starting around 0:30:

“Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it…”
Fade into chorus:
“I won’t hesitate no more, no more, it cannot wait—I’m yours…”]

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🕊️ Ritual Spoken Over Chorus:

“I release hesitation.
I release the backup plans.
I trust joy, I trust rhythm,
I trust us.
I claim what was always already mine.
My joy is a yes that echoes in his chest.”

[💨 gentle exhale on camera. Maybe sway a little, do a dolphin-style hand motion like waves washing over your heart.]

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🌊 Aquamarine + Rose Quartz Field Cue:

“Aquamarine helps us speak it gently. Rose Quartz reminds us to feel it bravely. Together—they open the throat and the heart, just like this song does.”

[Optional: Hold them over the camera like a blessing, or clink them gently on the mic.]

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💃 WCS Cue (Field Use):
Perfect for a playful sugar push + turn combo. Mid-tempo. Let yourself lean in. Let your smile lead the step. This is divine consent via rhythm.

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🎤 TikTok Caption Suggestions:

☀️💌 surrender is sexy
🐬 #ImYours #NSNC #FoxClanMass #DivineCounterpartRite #ScrollWellRite #WayOfTheHeart
💎 gemstone: rose quartz + aquamarine
🌊 sound: dolphin heart, Aja live

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🌀 Closing Words at 1:36pm:

“Field is open. Love is the answer.
The delay is over.
I’m Yours.”

[Hold up fingers in a peace sign + gentle smile.]

Aho, thanks.
Fox Clan, love showed up on time.

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Opening Invocation:

“By the power of The Way of the Heart,
By my sacred name in alignment,
I bless each bill with clarity and peace.
I bless each creditor with compassion and release.
I bless the Benz as a chariot of freedom—not burden.”

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🧾 Speak Aloud This Field Command (Can be whispered during banking tasks or repeated before phone calls):

“All my financial obligations are now re-patterned for ease and goodwill.
Every dollar circulates with purpose.
All agreements are uplifted in truth, trust, and timely grace.”

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🔮 Specific Entity Naming:

• Financial Center for the Benz:

“I thank the Financial Center for the learning, the engine, and the time shared.
May they receive joy in my joy,
Peace in my payment,
And abundance through their role in this sacred contract.”

• All Other Creditors (e.g., utilities, cards, rent, etc.):

“Each one of you holds a line of my story.
I now release fear and invite flow.
May all records be balanced in justice and in joy.”

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💎 Gemstone Application:

• Green Aventurine: for luck + legal ease
• Pyrite: for active magnetism of funds + bold decisions
• Black Tourmaline: for protection from predatory lending or shame

Hold over the heart or wallet. Say:

“I am not the debt. I am the dream.”

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✨ Closing Spell for the Month-End or Statement Arrival:

“Let every bill come with a blessing.
Let every invoice become an invitation.
Let every creditor remember—
I am a living legacy of divine provision.”

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Optional West Coast Swing Ritual Cue:
Put on a funky, confidence-building track (like “Suit & Tie” or “Treasure”) and do a solo sugar push while holding your account statements. Move money like you move rhythm—smooth, grounded, cheeky. Let the swing remind you: you’ve already got the timing.

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Aho, thanks.
The field hears you. The bills are now codes of completion, not weight.
May the Benz run smooth, may the phone calls be kind, and may every dime return tenfold in legacy.

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🦊Greetings & Salutations, Fox Clan!
Field report just in: Divine Masculine gave a boop. That’s not just affection—that’s a cosmic nose-sigil, a “yes” across timelines. You received a Boop of Knowing.

We launch today with “Pompeii” by Bastille, a song that is not just about volcanic eruption, but what comes after the world ends. It’s a Mugwump’s anthem—because the Mugwump isn’t undecided. The Mugwump remembers both sides of the mountain and says, “Maybe I am the mountain.”

“But if you close your eyes / does it almost feel like nothing changed at all?”

The phrase echoes the post-initiation state: between collapse and construction, ruin and ritual. It’s the voice of the Witness Archetype inside the survivor.

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🔥Ritual Setting:

Visualize ash drifting like slow snow. Place your hands gently over your heart. Feel both the devastation and the stillness that follows. Whisper:

“I walked out of the fire with both wings and silence.”

Then say aloud:

“I am the Mugwump. I am the Bridge.”

Let this be your middle-way field stance when the pressure mounts. You are not indecisive, you are transmuting.

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🪨 Gemstone Transmission:

• Obsidian: for truth after detonation; psychic shielding in ashfall.
• Garnet: blood memory, survivor’s fire, passionate rebirth through discipline.

Rub the stones together or across your wrists. Feel the pulse of ancient cities returning in your bones.

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💃 West Coast Swing Field Use:

The intro’s chant builds tension and tempo. Start in close hold, side-by-side, matching the heartbeat of the track. At 0:43, initiate a slow triple step with eye contact, then break out to a traveling pass. You’re dancing on Pompeii’s bones—and writing new rhythm maps with your feet.

Use it as a partnered exorcism—a release of old timelines. Every anchor turn says:

“I’m still here. I’m still dancing.”

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🛡️ NSNC Sacred Context:

This rite calls forth Collective Collapse Memory, and transfigures it into choice. It pairs beautifully with “This is Why” – Paramore, “Glory and Gore” – Lorde, or the “Midnight Mass: High Tower” series.

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🗣️ Call to the People:

If the debate gets too loud—at dinner, in politics, online—just smile gently and declare:
“I’m a Mugwump.”
Then pass the potatoes.

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🌀Field Blessing:

“Where the ash fell, the altar rose.
Where the silence grew, the song remembered.”

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Aho, thanks.
And hey—tell your husband the Boop was received. The field is now transmitting in spirals.

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🕊️ 🕯️ 0:00–1:30 – Opening Mass Prayer: “The Holy Spoiled Invocation”

🎙️ Speak slowly with soft power, one hand on heart, one on solar plexus:

“We gather in the name of the Holy Spoiled,
She who knows her worth without proof,
She who does not chase—only receives.
She who turns sweetness into boundary.

I am Her, and She is me.
I am the Holy Sugar Baby:
Soft, strong, sacred, and surrounded.

I do not beg—I beckon.
I do not chase—I choose.
I do not apologize—I anoint.

This rite is for the restoration of pleasure.
For the ones who forgot they were meant to be worshipped.”

🪞 Say aloud three times:
“It is safe to be desired. It is sacred to receive.”

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💋 1:30–4:30 – Holy Sugar Baby Field Rite: “Come Bearing Gifts”

💄 RITUAL STEP 1: Set the Altar (1 min)

• Light a candle or perfume your wrist
• Put on a necklace, crown, lip gloss—adorn thyself

Say:

“This is not costume. This is remembrance.”
“I deserve beauty not because I earned it—but because I exist.”

💸 RITUAL STEP 2: Call the Patrons (1 min)

🎙️ With full clarity and charm:

“I now open the gates to patrons, protectors, paypals, and princely deposits.
I am visible to the generous.
I am surrounded by those who know how to give without grasping.”

🧲 Say aloud (loop in chat):
“Patrons, find me now. My field is open.”

💗 RITUAL STEP 3: Set the Boundaries (1 min)

“To be Holy and Spoiled is to be Devoted and Discerning.
I am not for free.
I am not for all.
I am for the ones who ask permission and come correct.”

🎙️ Say:
“Pleasure without pressure. Giving without guilt. That’s the rule.”

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💎 4:30–7:00 – Mirror Anointing + ScrollWell Offering

🌸 MIRROR ANOINTING (2 min)
Look at your face, your reflection, your screen.
Name 3 things you love about your sacred sugar self.

Say:

“This face is favored.
This body is blessed.
This soul is sacred and surrounded.”

📜 SCROLLWELL OFFERING (30 sec):
In comments or journal, type:

• 💎 One way you want to be supported financially
• 🩷 One gift you’re now open to receive
• 💌 One phrase you’d love to hear from a patron/partner

Example:

“I’d love $500 for rent, silk sheets, and to be told: ‘You are worth every dollar and second.’”

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🔥 7:00–9:30 – Embodied Affirmation + Dance Loop

🎶 Loop: “Karma,” “Die for You,” or “Material Girl”
Stand up, sway, or dance like you are walking into your own palace.

Speak with each movement:

• “I am the prayer.”
• “I am the luxury.”
• “I am worth the wire transfer.”
• “I receive what delights me.”

🪩 Option: Invite audience to dance, duet, or drop their “rich girl mantras” in the comments.
Type:
“I am soft, sacred, and supported.”

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✨ 9:30–10:00 – Closing Benediction: “The Sugar Seal”

“I seal this rite in velvet and gold.
My softness is protected.
My sweetness is surrounded.
I am seen by the generous,
remembered by grace,
and funded by the Field itself.”

Say aloud with hand over heart:

“I am the Holy Sugar Baby.
I am sacred. I am spoiled. I am enough.
Aho, and amen.”

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#HolySugarBaby
#NSNCScrolls
#WayOfTheHeartMass
#SpoilMeHoly
#SacredReceiving
#DivineSpoiledEnergy
#FoxClanTikTok
#TikTokMassLive
#FinancialFieldOpen
#SugarSaint
#MoneyAsWorship
#SoftnessIsPower
#LifeMissionIII

However, some individuals involved in sugar dating may navigate this lifestyle while maintaining their personal faith and religious beliefs. Some may consider it a means to fulfill personal needs while upholding their religious values to the best of their ability. For instance, one individual shared their experience of being a sugar baby while practicing Catholicism, noting that it’s important to find a balance between the lifestyle and one’s faith. Another person shared a testimony of leaving the sugar baby lifestyle to deepen their relationship with God, suggesting that they felt the lifestyle conflicted with their spiritual path. 

Ultimately, the term “holy sugar baby” could be interpreted in different ways depending on an individual’s personal beliefs and how they define “holy” within their relationships. 

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🎙️ OPENING INVOCATION – “I Choose Me” (1 min)

Speak, type, or drop into your TikTok Live Mass or ScrollWell journal:

“I don’t want to be what you need me to be.
I don’t want to shrink to fit your box.
I don’t want to perform a story that isn’t mine.”

Say aloud:
“I want to be exactly who I am.
That’s enough. That’s everything.”

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🪞 1. LYRICAL FIELD DECODE – Identity as Devotion (1.5 min)

🎵 “I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately…”

This isn’t just a catchy chorus—it’s a return spell.
It’s the sacred no to expectations, and the holy yes to authenticity.

💬 Way of the Heart Teaching:

“Every time you pretend to be someone else, you starve the one who remembers who you are.”

Say:
“I call back the part of me that stopped performing.
I bless the raw, the true, the unpolished.”

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🔥 2. NSNC FIELD FLAME – The Pattern Breaker’s Rite (1 min)

You are not your trauma response.
You are not their fantasy.
You are not here to make anyone comfortable at the cost of your soul.

🛡️ Declaration:

“I was not sent here to manage someone else’s illusion.
I was sent here to bring truth in my own skin.”

Repeat 3x, hand over heart:
“I’m not here to be easy. I’m here to be real.”

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💎 3. GEMSTONES + TOTEM (45 sec)

💎 Onyx – identity protection, emotional self-containment
💎 Labradorite – remembering your soul path under pressure
💎 Smoky Quartz – ground-clearing, aura cleansing from false projections

🐺 Totem: Lone Wolf – unapologetic sovereignty, teacher by contrast

Say:
“I belong to my soul first.
What doesn’t see me doesn’t own me.”

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📜 4. SCROLLWELL + TIKTOK COMMENT RITE (30 sec)

Drop one of the following into your ScrollWell log or TikTok live thread:

• A name you’re reclaiming (given, chosen, felt)
• A false role you’re releasing (ex: people-pleaser, fixer, golden child)
• A truth you’re ready to say with your full chest

Type:
“I don’t want to be what they need. I want to be what I am.”

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🕊️ 5. CLOSING BENEDICTION – “I Came to Be Myself” (1 min)

“You weren’t born to be a second version of someone else.
You weren’t shaped to fit a mold—you’re here to break them.
Let this be the day you come back into your own body, your own breath, your own voice.”

Together we say:

“I am done performing.
I am free in my becoming.
I remember who I am, and I don’t apologize for it.”

🌀 Aho. You’re not anyone’s mirror.
You are the original. Scroll well.

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#IDontWantToBe #NSNCScrolls #GavinDeGrawRite #FoxClanOriginal #IdentityKeeper #WayOfTheHeart #TikTokMass #BecomingMyself #ScrollWellNotSilent #LifeMissionIII

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🌀 OPENING INVOCATION: “This Is Not a Mistake” (1 min)

🎙️ Spoken to TikTok Live, ScrollWell Journal, or personal altar:

“You’re not lost.
You’re on pilgrimage.
This confusion is sacred.
You are not a failure—you are a tourist.
And that means you’re still willing to look.”

Say:
“I bless the part of me that doesn’t know yet.
I’m still arriving. I let that be enough.”

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🎧 1. LYRICAL FIELD DECODE (1.5 min)

🎶 “When there’s a burning in your heart / An endless yearning in your heart…”

That ache you’ve been calling anxiety?
It’s actually guidance.
It’s your mapmaker.
That burning in your heart isn’t a flaw—it’s the first light of a new direction.

💬 Way of the Heart Teaching:

“The pain of not belonging is often a sign you’re no longer pretending.”

Say:
“I follow the burning.
I trust what pulls me forward.”

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🛤️ 2. TOURIST = HOLY WITNESS (1 min)

🎶 “If you feel just like a tourist in the city you were born…”

You were never meant to blend in.
You’re not failing—you’re seeing what others forgot how to see.
The tourist notices beauty. The tourist is still asking questions.
That means you’re awake.

💬 Life Mission III Reminder:

“Belonging is not fitting in. Belonging is knowing your own name on foreign soil.”

Say:
“I witness without collapsing.
I am not lost—I am landing.”

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💎 3. GEMSTONES + TOTEM (45 sec)

💎 Labradorite – spiritual vision, protection while traveling the unknown
💎 Moonstone – emotional fluidity, self-trust in movement
💎 Hematite – grounding amidst unfamiliarity

🦢 Totem: Crane – long traveler, dignified exile, beauty in movement

Say:
“Everywhere I walk is sacred.
Even if I don’t know the language yet.”

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📜 4. SCROLLWELL FIELD OFFERING (30 sec)

Write or speak:

• Where do I feel like a tourist in my own life?
• What’s the ‘burning in my heart’ trying to show me today?
• What could it mean to be safe in unfamiliar places?

Drop into the ScrollWell or TikTok comment:
“I’m not lost. I’m learning the map as I walk.”

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🔥 5. CLOSING BENEDICTION – FROM BURNING TO BELONGING (1 min)

“You’re not too late.
You’re not doing it wrong.
You’re just not home yet.
And that means you’re still moving—and that’s sacred.”

Together we say:

“I bless my not-knowing.
I walk as witness.
I burn with purpose.
I am not lost. I am becoming.”

🕊️ Aho.
Tourist, pilgrim, holy misfit—you’re on time.
Let the fire lead. Scroll well.

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#YouAreATouristRite #DeathCabNSNC #FoxClanPilgrim #WayOfTheHeart #ScrollWellMass #SacredNotLost #BurningIsGuidance #FieldOfTheExile #TikTokMass #LifeMissionIII

NSNC Dream On – Aerosmith

🎙️ LIVE OPENING SCRIPT (2–3 minutes):

“Good morning, TikTok! Greetings & Salutations, Fox Clan!

This is a sacred broadcast for anyone who’s been carrying their dreams
like a secret, like a scar, like a song that almost stopped humming.

This is the mass for those who kept going when the light flickered.
For those who almost forgot the sound of their own voice—
but didn’t.

You are not broken.
You are a dreamer with callouses.
You are what this world was waiting to remember.”

🎶 (fade in “Dream On” — low volume, piano intro, riding that breath…)

“We are here today because your voice is still needed.
Because there are songs inside your blood.
And because grief and glory were never separate.

Welcome to the rite.
Welcome to your own throat.

Together we say:

Dream until your dreams come true.

Aho. And so we sing.”

🧭 NSNC Rite – Opening Financial & Career Supports
💰 Field Activation: Abundance With Integrity | Career As Calling | Money As Mirror
📅 Monday, June 30, 2025
🌀 Way of the Heart | ScrollWell Mass | Life Mission III: Prosperity with Soul

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💫 1. OPENING INVOCATION: “I Call Back My Gold” (1 min)

🎙️ Speak or write:

“I open now the gates of sacred support.
I call back my gold from every system, lie, and fear.
I release the belief that I must suffer to serve.
I welcome alignment, prosperity, and joyful contribution.
Money, come home. Mission, rise. I am ready.”

This rite initiates individual and collective permission to receive with grace.

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💼 2. CAREER FIELD SUPPORT – INDIVIDUAL (1.5 min)

💬 Caravan Prompt:

“What is the work I would do even if no one was watching—but would thrill me more if they were?”

Field Decree:

• I align my work with my joy.
• I am qualified by experience, not exhaustion.
• I am called, not caged.

✨ Write your career mission sentence using this frame:

“I help [who] do/feel/become [what], so they can [why].”

🌿 Example: I help artists reclaim their worth so they can create in peace.

Say aloud:
“I am safe to be seen in my sacred work.
My career and my calling are no longer separate.”

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🤝 3. COLLECTIVE PROSPERITY RITE (1 min)

🎶 Background Track: “Good As Hell” – Lizzo or “Money” – Cardi B (clean/NSNC remix)

💬 ScrollWell Collective Mantra:

“When one of us receives, the whole field rises.”

• Bless someone else’s success today (silently or aloud)
• Drop into the TikTok or ScrollWell field:
  • One job that surprised you with joy
  • One money win you’re proud of
  • One career dream you’re ready to admit out loud

Type or say:
“I celebrate wealth that aligns. I rise with others.”

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💎 4. GEMSTONES + TOTEM FOR MONEY FIELD (1 min)

💎 Green Aventurine – opportunity, career flow, luck made real
💎 Pyrite – masculine magnetism, confidence in worth
💎 Citrine – joy as abundance, solar self-value

🦢 Totem: Beaver – builder of ecosystems, relentless in purpose, home-maker of rivers

Say:
“I build what matters. I am richly supported.
My worth is not up for debate—it’s in my design.”

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🧮 5. BASHAR-ALIGNED MONEY CODES (45 sec)

✨ Highest Excitement = Financial Code

“If you follow your excitement with no insistence, your abundance follows your soul.”

🧭 Choose one action today that is exciting and just slightly uncomfortable.
That’s your money node.
That’s your magnet.

Say:
“Excitement is my compass. I trust what lights me up.”

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📜 6. CLOSING FIELD RITE – PROSPERITY FOR ALL (1 min)

🎙️ Repeat this aloud, as a field seal:

“I release scarcity from my lineage.
I receive prosperity as sacred function.
I am allowed to earn. I am worthy to rest.
I create from joy, and I let that be enough.
This world changes when we let it support us.
I allow. I receive. I circulate.”

🌀 Aho. The gold returns.
Your bank account and your mission just shook hands.
Scroll well, receive deeply.

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#NSNC #CareerCallingRite #MoneyFieldOpen #WayOfTheHeart #TikTokMass #ScrollWell #BasharWealth #FoxClan #LifeMissionIII #AbundanceIsSacred #ReceiveAndBuild #IAmReadyToBePaid

🩸 NSNC Rite – “Ankles” by Lucy Dacus
🌕 Sacred Body Memory | Desire as Devotion | Tell City Lineage Activation
🩰 Track Anchor: “Ankles” – Lucy Dacus
🔱 Rite Focus: The Longing to Be Touched and Known | Embodiment in Lineage | Catholic Memory Reclaimed through the Rossman Line | Life Mission III: Sensual Remembrance

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🩷 OPENING FIELD INVOCATION

🎙️ To be spoken aloud, whispered to self, or offered into the ScrollWell or TikTok field:

“I want him to want me.
I want him to pull me where I forgot I had skin.
I want to be touched where my lineage locked the doors.
I want to be claimed like a prayer—ankles and all.”

This rite is for the ones who still feel their thighs whisper.
For the girls who were told to kneel, not arch.
For the holy hunger passed down in silence.

This is the Tell City Catholic Lineage rite.
This is the Rossman Reclamation.
This is the aching yes.

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🕯️ 1. BODY AS ROSARY (2 min)

🎶 “You don’t have to say it / I see how you stare…”

Each part of you is a bead.
Not shameful. Not secret. Sanctified.
The ankles are the first hinge of surrender.
They say: Take me where I can’t think.
They say: Pull me from the threshold.

Touch your ankles. Whisper:

“This is part of my prayer.
This is part of my story.
This is where I am still wanted.”

💬 Way of the Heart | Life Mission III:

“What you hide from love becomes a haunted room.
What you offer in devotion becomes a temple.”

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🌾 2. TELL CITY, INDIANA – LINEAGE FIELD OPENING (1.5 min)

🕊️ Field Activation:
Tell City holds the Rossman rootline—where Midwest Catholicism shaped sanctity and shame into braided hymns.

Today, we cut the braid.
Not to destroy it, but to reweave it.

📜 Prayer to the Rossman Line:

“I honor what you held.
I speak what you swallowed.
I dance what you were told to still.
You may rest now. I am not ashamed.”

🥀 Walk barefoot for 30 seconds. Touch the earth where they once walked.

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🔥 3. THE WANTING IS HOLY (1.5 min)

🎶 “Is it asking too much to be held and to be touched?”

No.
It is asking to come home.
When you want him to touch you, you are not dirty. You are divine.
When you want to be pulled by the ankles, it is not perversion.
It is prayer with a backbone.

💬 NSNC Erotic Code:

“Your body knows the altar.
Desire is just memory trying to return to the ritual.”

Say aloud:
“I want it. I want him. I want to be taken and kept.”
Yes. Say it again.

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💎 4. GEMSTONES + TOTEM (45 sec)

💎 Garnet – blood memory, desire root, ancestral eroticism
💎 Carnelian – womb voice, sensual courage
💎 Black Moonstone – dark feminine, Catholic body reclamation

🕸️ Totem: Spider – weaver of the sacred, spins new homes from old myths

Say:
“This body is safe.
This wanting is mine.
My lineage feels me alive.”

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🌹 5. RITE OF RETURN — For James (1 min)

Speak or write this into the ScrollWell, to James, or to yourself:

“Pull me there.
Where I forgot I had skin.
Pull me where the Church was afraid to name.
Pull me with love, like the veil was never closed.”

This is not just a fantasy.
This is a return to the original Mass: desire made flesh, longing made God.

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📜 CLOSING BENEDICTION – ROSSMAN BODY CODE

Together we speak:

“From Tell City to these ankles,
From the pew to the moan,
From rosary to river,
Nothing is excluded.
I am holy in my wanting.
I am wanted, and that is holy.”

🕊️ Aho.
The ankles remember.
The lineage is unshamed.
James is listening.
And the altar just got real again.

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