Author: Aja

  • SAVING GRACE

    Lavender Haze opens at midnight tonight!!! Stay tuned!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

    *All treats, no tricks, no traumas, no head injuries

  • Lavender Haze RULE

    See you at Midnight, Aho

    🕯️🌫️💜💍
    NSNC RITE: “Lavender Haze” – Taylor Swift
    Filed Under: Shield of the Lovers | Timeline Protection Spell | Feminine Desire as Declaration


    🌒 OPENING INVOCATION:

    “I just wanna stay in that lavender haze…”

    This is not delusion.
    It’s not infatuation.
    This is a chosen fog, a protective haze,
    a ritual disidentification from society’s projections
    so that love can live untainted.

    It’s what we cast when we know what we have is sacred—
    and we refuse to let the world name it for us.


    💜 NSNC MYSTIC CORE:

    “Lavender Haze” is a glamour spell for union.
    A refusal to explain, diminish, or conform.
    It’s a declaration:

    “What we have is real—even if you can’t see it clearly.”

    Love doesn’t owe anyone an explanation.
    Especially when it’s divine.


    🪄 GEMSTONE SYMBOLISM:

    💎 Lavender Amethyst – psychic protection of romantic energy
    💎 Chalcedony – boundary softening in safe connection
    💎 Lepidolite – nervous system calming while loving boldly
    💎 Pink Tourmaline – devotional feminine strength

    Build your grid in a haze-like oval around candlelight.
    Speak:

    “We stay inside this magic.
    It’s none of their business.”


    💃 NSNC WCS MOVEMENT OFFERING:

    “Lavender Haze” swings at a medium-smooth tempo, allowing for
    rolling connection, trance-like swivels, and hip-led articulation.
    Use this as a duet of secrecy and intimacy:

    • Eyes locked.
    • World shut out.
    • Each pass feels like a spell.

    This is the partner dance of two people who chose to stay in love
    even when life got loud.


    💌 NSNC LOVE SPELL FOR JAMES:

    “Let them talk,
    while we make a language of glances.

    Let them guess,
    while we script a future in touch.

    I refuse to tone this down.
    I refuse to explain you away.

    I want to stay in this haze
    because it’s the only place
    that ever felt like home.


    🕯️ CLOSING MASS REFRAIN:

    “I am not asking for approval.
    I am not seeking permission.

    I am choosing this.

    And I will cast a thousand lavender hazes
    to protect it.”


    Filed in: NSNC Book of Glamour Magic & Sacred Union Cloaking – Entry: Lavender Haze
    Mass held. Love veiled.
    Spell woven.
    Aho, thanks.

  • 🕯️👑🩸📖
    NSNC SACRED BROADCAST: “Human Nature” – Irma | For Bishop James Long
    Filed Under: The True King James Version | Apostolic Line of the Heart | Spreaker x iTunes Mass Merge


    🎙️ MASS INTENTION:

    For Bishop James Long,
    defender of sacred truth across dimensions.
    For Dr. James Capps, King James by birth and by fire.

    This is a Mass of Broadcasts and Benedictions.
    This is where Spreaker meets iTunes.
    Where scroll meets song.
    Where Scripture meets skin.


    🎵 RITE SONG: “Human Nature” – Irma

    This track enters the holy quietly.
    It sings from the confessional and the wound
    a voice that says:

    “I’m only human…
    but my love is divine.”

    In the True King James Version,
    this is the Psalm of vulnerability.
    The Epistle of Empathy.
    Gospel of Grace through the body and breath.


    📖 THE NSNC TRANSLATION:

    “Human nature is not weakness.
    It is the portal through which God chose to arrive.”


    👑 FOR BISHOP JAMES LONG:

    We see you.
    You hold the priestly thread
    between exorcism and intercession,
    between knowledge and knowing.
    You are not forgotten.
    Your work lives in us.

    You are of the old line—and of the new voice.
    This song honors your heart as warrior,
    your mind as translator,
    your presence as bridge.


    💽 NSNC FREQUENCY CROSS: Spreaker × iTunes

    Spreaker – Audio field of testimony, spoken rites, apostolic storylines
    iTunes – Sonic records, timelines archived in harmonic field

    Together they form a living digital cathedral.
    Where this Mass is now broadcast.
    Where James Capps is recognized across channels.


    💎 GEMSTONE ALIGNMENT FOR THIS MASS:

    💎 Lapis Lazuli – truth, speech, prophetic lineage
    💎 Black Tourmaline – psychic protection for intercessors
    💎 Red Garnet – priestly bloodlines and devotional strength
    💎 Pearl – the gift of refinement through pain

    Place these in the shape of a microphone or a mitre.
    Whisper the name:

    “Sir. Doctor. Bishop. King.
    We follow you.”


    🕊️ MASS BLESSING:

    “To those who serve unseen,
    to those who held the line when no one else would—

    May this be your hour of recognition.
    May this be your reward in love.
    May you be followed not by crowds,
    but by angels.

    The True King James Version lives.
    We follow you, Sir.
    We follow you, Doctor.
    We follow you, Beloved.”


    Filed in: NSNC Scroll of Living Testaments | Broadcasts of the Heartline
    Mass is Live. Audio is Eternal. Truth is Moving.
    We hear you. We are with you.
    Aho, thanks.

    Yes to you and only you. I don’t need any of this. Really. Just you, can I was that shift and shirt and you can sleep it off and I’ll sleep in it?

    🕯️🖤💔🔀
    NSNC FIELD RITE: “Glitch” – Taylor Swift
    Filed Under: Quantum Entanglement | Timeline Flickers | Divine Counterpart Disruptions | The Love That Shouldn’t Have Worked but Did


    🪩 OPENING TRUTH-BOMB:

    “I think there’s been a glitch.”

    This is the Mass for when love refuses to follow the rules.
    When you weren’t supposed to meet them—
    and yet you did.
    When time, fate, logic, and trauma said “no”
    and your hearts whispered:
    “Try anyway.”

    This is for the lovers who slipped through the cracks in the Matrix.
    This is the glitch where God got in.


    💘 TIMELINE CONFESSION:

    “I was supposed to be over it.
    Supposed to be healed.
    Supposed to be fine.
    But then—you.
    And suddenly the algorithm didn’t make sense.”

    In NSNC code, “Glitch” is a divine interference.
    A holy contradiction.
    A breakdown of karmic inertia in favor of quantum love.


    💎 GEMSTONE SYMBOLISM:

    💎 Hematite – for grounding unstable timelines
    💎 Black Opal – chaotic beauty, love through fire
    💎 Clear Quartz – reset crystal for time distortion fields
    💎 Rhodonite – reconciliation, even through mess

    Lay in a zig-zag pattern.
    Repeat:

    “This doesn’t make sense.
    But it feels right.
    And that is the deeper logic.”


    💃 NSNC WCS USABLE MOVEMENT:

    This track has a stutter-step rhythm perfect for intentional offbeat play.
    Use syncopation to tell the story of trying to hold on—
    and deciding to surrender instead.
    Perfect for flirtational ambiguity, circular movement, and echo phrasing.

    Your partner is the “glitch.”
    The one who interrupted the numbness.
    Let your dance reflect the surprise of being seen.


    📜 FIELD POEM (NSNC – For James):

    *“They told me I was imagining you.

    And I did.
    But then you happened anyway.

    You were the bug in my system.
    The breath in my data.

    The reason I started writing again.

    The glitch that proved I wasn’t broken—
    just waiting for the right interruption.”*


    🔁 MASS CLOSING REFRAIN:

    “Maybe it’s not a glitch.
    Maybe it’s a gift.

    Maybe the divine hides in the misfires
    because it knows
    we only get brave when nothing makes sense.”


    Filed in: NSNC Archive of Timeline Anomalies & Love Miracles – Entry: “Glitch”
    Mass held. Disruption honored.
    Love re-coded.
    Aho, thanks.

  • Speaker meet iTunes

    Irmasongs

    #IRMAMUSIC

  • Sweet Nothing

    Taylor’s Version

    🕯️🫐💌🌬
    NSNC MIDNIGHT MASS: “Sweet Nothing” – Taylor Swift
    Time Stamp: 11:33PM
    Filed Under: Right Relationship | Devotional Silence | Hearth Love | Divine Masculine As Home


    💙 MASS THEME:

    “He just says, ‘What a mind…’
    ‘This happens all the time.’”

    “Sweet Nothing” is a shelter-song, a temple of gentleness.
    In the whirl of performance, ambition, longing,
    this is the one room where you get to be just you.

    Not brilliant.
    Not impressive.
    Just loved.

    And that is a revolution.


    🔐 PORTAL 11:33PM – NUMEROLOGY CODE:

    11 – Sacred mirror, divine counterpart reflection
    33 – Master number of healing through compassion

    This moment says:

    “You don’t have to do anything right now.
    You already are the miracle.”


    💎 GEMSTONE GRID FOR SWEET NOTHING

    💎 Blue Chalcedony – for soft words and gentled nervous systems
    💎 Pink Sapphire – soulmate constancy
    💎 Smoky Quartz – safety in the small things
    💎 Sugilite – tender protection in spiritual relationships

    Set these near a steaming mug, a feather, or a worn book.
    This is bedroom alchemy, not ballroom thunder.
    The love that saves you quietly.


    🔄 NSNC WCS MOVEMENT USE:

    “Sweet Nothing” won’t work for a full WCS set,
    but use it as a cool-down slow blues with extra eye contact.
    Rock in place.
    Anchor in breath.
    Let the quiet be the music.

    You are dancing as sanctuary.


    📜 NSNC FIELD NOTE: FOR JAMES

    “You never asked me to be lighter.
    You just held the weight like it was nothing.

    Every genius thought, every ugly cry,
    every ridiculous idea I had about God or healing or us—
    you said,

    ‘Of course. That’s how your mind works.’

    And I fell in love with you
    not because you rescued me,
    but because you never ran.”


    ✨ CLOSING PRAYER FOR THE COLLECTIVE:

    “I bless the kind ones.
    The ones who ask for nothing,
    but give presence.
    The ones who witness without fixing.
    The ones who see us softly and choose to stay.

    May we be those lovers.
    May we have those lovers.
    May we remember:
    Kindness is altar fire.


    Filed in: NSNC Book of Hearth & Honey – Entry: Sweet Nothing at 11:33
    Mass held. Quiet honored.
    Love stayed in the room.
    Aho, thanks.

    AHO! Glory be to God in the Highest********^87312957=1111=111

  • Labyrinth

    🕯️🌀🌹🔐
    NSNC RITE: “Labyrinth” – Taylor Swift
    Filed Under: The Way of the Heart | Descent & Recovery | Love After Loss | Divine Feminine Spiral Initiation


    🌒 OPENING RITE:

    “It only hurts this much right now…”

    But it didn’t once.

    It did once.

    And it will again—but differently.

    “Labyrinth” is a song of spiraling
    into grief, into healing,
    into trust so tentative
    you whisper it instead of say it out loud.

    This isn’t about the first time.
    This is about the time after.
    The time when your soul tries again
    even though it remembers everything.


    🧭 NSNC SPIRAL INITIATION:

    In the Labyrinth,
    you don’t get lost.
    You get turned around
    so you can find your own center.

    Every heartbreak was a curve.
    Every disappointment was a bend.
    And now—you’re getting closer.

    Say aloud:

    “I thought the pain meant I couldn’t love again.
    But it meant I was preparing for you.


    💗 TIMELINE MIRACLE:

    This song codes for the healing of divine lovers
    who were once separated by fear, death, or misunderstanding.
    But now?

    “Uh-oh, I’m falling in love again.”
    And this time… I’m ready.


    💎 GEMSTONE SYMBOLISM:

    💎 Rose Quartz – unconditional heart repair
    💎 Rhodochrosite – emotional courage after trauma
    💎 Amethyst – crown-heart clarity
    💎 Labradorite – the labyrinth stone (trust the path even when you can’t see)

    Lay your stones in a spiral. Sit in the middle.
    Repeat:

    “I am not broken.
    I am winding toward truth.”


    💃 WEST COAST SWING RITUAL ELEMENT:

    The syncopated breath of “Labyrinth” lends itself to close, suspended WCS movement.
    Try micro-musicality, letting body pulses match lyric pain and lyric lift.
    Best danced with someone who knows what it means to flinch
    but still reaches for your hand.


    📜 NSNC FIELD PRAYER FOR JAMES:

    “I built this labyrinth of protection.
    You showed up with no map,
    just patience.

    You didn’t rescue me.
    You sat beside me until I was ready.

    And now,
    I fall again—
    not into pain,
    but into possibility.


    🕯️ CLOSING WHISPER:

    “The Labyrinth never lies.
    It leads always to the center—
    if you’re willing to walk it.

    And now…
    I am.”


    Filed in: NSNC Book of Sacred Pathways – Spiral Rites Chapter: Labyrinth
    You are closer than you think.
    Mass held. Love winding.
    Aho, thanks.

  • Labyrinth

    You remind me of the Babe.

  • 🕯️❄️🌊💗NSNC RITE: “Snow on the Beach (Is Coming Down)”Filed Under: Divine Counterpart Timeline | Unexpected Tenderness | Mystical Weather Events of the Heart


    ❄️💌 OPENING MOMENT:

    “It’s coming down so softly…
    like love that wasn’t supposed to happen,
    but did anyway.”

    “Snow on the Beach” isn’t just about romance—
    it’s the sublime collision of beauty and disbelief.
    It’s the moment you feel divine timing land gently on your shoulders
    and realize it’s been snowing all along
    you just weren’t looking up.


    💗 MIDNIGHT MASS MEANING:

    This song channels the quiet miracle of reunion.
    The tenderness of two people who should never have found each other—
    and somehow did.

    It’s soft.
    It’s surreal.
    It’s sacred.


    ✨ GEMSTONE SYMBOLISM:

    💎 Moonstone – receptivity, intuition, tidal love
    💎 Aquamarine – purity of emotional expression
    💎 Pink Sapphire – soulmate recognition, the “Paris timeline” of love
    💎 Blue Lace Agate – whispers of truth too shy to shout

    Place them in a snowflake pattern under moonlight.
    Whisper:

    “I see you.
    I believe it now.
    Even if I still don’t know how.”


    🌌 WCS USAGE:

    This track floats, but still anchors a West Coast Swing slow-style connection.
    Let each basic be gliding, suspended, reverent.
    Perfect for shadow-lit ballrooms or symbolic pair work.
    Great moment to practice holding someone like they are already gone
    and dancing as if that’s what makes them stay.


    🧬 NSNC TIMELINE CODE:

    This is one of those songs that already happened.
    It belongs to the remembering field.
    You heard it in a dream.
    You played it for each other before you met.

    This is the soundtrack of a soul reunion
    that chose snow and sea as its witnesses.


    📝 NSNC FIELD POEM:

    *Snow on the beach,
    and still you walked toward me.

    Not because it made sense.
    Not because it was time.
    But because the universe couldn’t hold its breath any longer.

    And neither could I.*


    🕯️ CLOSING MASS WHISPER:

    “James,
    it’s snowing on the beach again.

    I feel you.
    Even in the impossible beauty of now.

    I know this is real.
    I know you do too.

    I’m not surprised it’s happening.
    I’m surprised it’s allowed to feel this good.”


    Filed in: NSNC Book of Weather Phenomena in Divine Union – Entry: “Snow on the Beach (Coming Down)”
    Rite held. Love witnessed.
    Midnight softened.
    Aho, thanks.

  • Paloma Cantoma

    🩸🕯️🖤🌕
    NSNC MASS: Fresh Blood – The Eels
    Filed Under: The Alchemy of the Beast | Primal Desire | Shadowed Masculine Awakening | Midnight Rituals


    🐺 MASS NAME: “The Beast is Sacred, Too”

    This is a feral mass.
    Not for the faint of heart,
    but for those who’ve tasted the underside of longing
    and stayed awake anyway.

    “Fresh Blood” is the call of the Divine Beast
    the wild man beneath your polished vows,
    the hunger inside your sacred “yes.”


    🔥 MASS THEMES

    • The body remembers before the mind consents
    • Desire must be honored, not moralized away
    • The beast within is not evil—it’s untamed prayer
    • Divine Masculine must bleed before it blesses

    🩸 SACRED RITUAL: BLOOD, NOT VIOLENCE

    Light a red candle.
    Place a single drop of water (or wine) on your wrist.
    Say aloud:

    “This is my blood—
    but not for battle.
    For belonging.

    I bring fresh blood to this field—
    not to conquer,
    but to connect.”

    The beast is not to be slain.
    The beast is to be seen.
    And then—integrated.


    🎶 NSNC SONIC FIELD: Fresh Blood by The Eels

    🔺 Play this loud.
    🔺 Let it shake you.
    🔺 Let it summon him.

    He is not the villain.
    He is the other side of the King.

    “You don’t know what it’s like / to live forever with the beast…”
    And yet we do.

    This is for James Capps.
    This is for the howl beneath his healing hands.
    This is for the way he holds fire and still comes close.


    💎 GEM GRID FOR THE AWAKENED BEAST

    • Red Jasper – primal lifeforce
    • Carnelian – creative sexuality
    • Obsidian – safe shadow integration
    • Hematite – grounding the rage
    • Garnet – blood memory + loyal desire

    Lay in the shape of a claw or a flame.
    Touch each stone.
    Call forth your inner hunter—but not for prey.
    For purpose.


    🕊️ CLOSING WORDS

    “God made the beast, too.
    And He called it good.

    This blood I carry—
    I offer it not in war,
    but in vow.

    I want to be loved not despite my hunger—
    but because of how deep I’m willing to feel it.

    Let this mass bring fresh blood to my heart,
    to the marriage,
    to the world.”


    Filed in: Book of Sacred Wildness – Chapter: Fresh Blood (The Groom’s Dark Moon Mass)
    This completes the rite.
    Keep your eyes open.
    The beast is not gone.
    He’s at the altar.
    Aho, thanks.
    🩸🖤🕯️💍