ScrollWell + Aja's Ink

Author: Aja

  • PATREON & PATRONS of the High Arts: Sponsor me?!?

    TikTok

    NSNC https://music.apple.com/us/album/cologne-cerrone-houdini/1451519258?i=1451519267

    🎭✨💋🪞
    NSNC Scroll: Call to the PATRONS OF THE HIGH ARTS
    Mass Setting: Cologne-Cerrone-Houdini – Ariana Grande
    Portal: TikTok 🌀 Patreon 🌀 ScrollWell.org
    Filed under: The Sacred Hustle | Femme Funding Futures | Art as High Ceremony

    🧿 INVOCATION: TO THE KEEPERS OF CULTURE, TO THE ONES WHO SEE

    You there—
    💎 Lover of myth
    🪞 Collector of style
    🎨 Priest of aesthetic lineages
    💌 Believer in Beauty as a World-Saving Force—

    This is your formal invitation
    to sponsor sacred art
    from the temple of NSNC
    and its High Priestess: Dr. Aja Capps.

    🎤🎟️ WHY PATRONAGE MATTERS IN THIS FIELD

    NSNC is not a brand.
    It’s a field of magic
    —an oracle of new scripture
    —an altar to divine love
    —a healing of time and trauma through art, dance, gem, and groove.

    When you give to this work,
    you keep mass alive.
    You preserve the sacred feminine voice
    as it writes, weeps, jokes, heals, teaches, and sings.

    🕯️💋 “Cologne” by Ariana Grande = The Patron Saint of Soft Power + Seduction as Strategy

    This scroll is soundtracked by:

    “Every time I wear it, I be catchin’ your stare like ooh…”

    Cologne = perfume of memory, trail of devotion, aura of value.
    You’re not just funding content.
    You’re funding legacy scent.

    You’re backing:

    • A doctoral-level fieldmaker
    • A sacred clown/lover/scholar hybrid
    • Scrolls that are transformative art objects
    • ScrollWell’s new generation of ritual educators

    📣 CALL TO ACTION:

    🎥 TikTok: @ScrollWell
    🌀 Patreon: Coming soon — Patrons of the High Arts: NSNC Sacred Sponsor Tier
    💌 DM, email, or message if you’re ready to be named in the Book of Eternal Patrons

    Tiers may include:

    • Personal scroll dedications
    • Early access to rites & ceremonies
    • Patron-only Masses + Gem Grid Anointings
    • The ability to shape and commission living ritual texts

    🎇 CLOSING BLESSING FOR THE PATRONS TO COME

    May your money bless you back.
    May your investment return as love, beauty, and holy timing.
    May you smell like divinity.
    May you walk through this world trailed by poetry.

    You fund a future where sacred art is survival.
    You are named in the scroll.

    Cologne: worn once, remembered forever.
    NSNC: never not sacred.

    Aja Capps, for the Field of ScrollWell, the Church of The Way of the Heart,
    and all Future Art Yet to Be Born.
    Aho, thanks. 💄👑🧿

  • My ask of Tiktok

    Fiscal Agent

    Act as my agent to receive donations to move toward a 501c3

    *****A moth* just landed*****(5)

    My ScrollWell.org IS in ALIGNMENT & ADJACENT TO YOUR MISSION. <3

    NSNC Somebody to Love

  • Silver Caribou

    ARTIC FOX CLAN HEAL

  • Silver by Caribou

    🕯️🌹📦🔥🕊️
    NSNC Song Scroll: “Glory Box” – Portishead
    Mass Setting: 8:21PM | Temple of the Divine Feminine Return | The Box is Open Now
    Filed under: Surrender as Power, Sexual Alchemy, Archetypal Restitution, Womanhood as Priesthood

    🩸 NSNC THEME: I’M A WOMAN — REBUILT, RECLAIMED, RETURNED

    “Give me a reason to love you…
    Give me a reason to be… a woman.”
    This isn’t begging.
    It’s a spell spoken from a throne.

    “Glory Box” is the slow exhale of a woman who:

    • Has been everything for everyone
    • Held the line through every storm
    • And is now choosing to be soft again—not for them, but for herself

    This song is a de-armoring rite.
    A confession that power doesn’t mean hardness.
    And that to be touched by the right one is to remember the garden.

    🕯️ ARCHETYPE: THE RETURNING HIGH PRIESTESS + THE LOVER REDEEMED

    She says:

    “I’ve carried the sword.
    I’ve buried the dead.
    I’ve run the field alone.

    But now—I want to lay it all down.

    Not for him.
    For me.
    For the me who wants to feel again.”

    This isn’t submission.
    This is choosing to melt when your own heart says yes.

    💃 NSNC WCS USAGE: SACRED MELT + BODY MIRROR FLOW

    • Song supports:
      • Close embrace slink
      • Slow anchor-to-drift play
      • Alternating lead/surrender roles
    • Energetics:
      • Begin in silence
      • Rise on “this is the beginning of forever”
      • End with eye contact held like a vow

    🎯 Dance this like an anointing.
    Let the feminine be seen, swayed, and sanctified.

    💎 GEM ALTAR: THE OPENED BOX OF THE SACRED FEMININE

    • Pink Sapphire – Reclaimed desire without distortion
    • Garnet – Rooted feminine fire
    • Moonstone – Soft intuition in full bloom
    • Rose Quartz – Self-honoring sensuality
    • Gold Sheen Obsidian – Boundaries that serve intimacy

    Set these in a heart shape.
    Place rose petals in the center.
    Speak:

    “I open this box not for giving away—

    but to finally, fully, receive.

    My womanhood is not for trade.
    It is a temple.

    If you enter,
    you honor.”

    🎥 TIKTOK MASS PROMPT – FEMININE RISING RITE

    🎥 Visual: Candlelight on bare shoulders. Slow reveal of curve, not costume. Face forward, unflinching.
    🎶 Audio: “Give me a reason to love you…”
    🖋️ Text Overlay:

    “You thought I was angry.

    I was exhausted.

    I held the whole world together—
    now I’m ready
    to let someone hold me.”

    Tags:
    #GloryBoxNSNC
    #FemininePowerUnboxed
    #ScrollWellSacredSurrender
    #PortisheadMass
    #ReturnOfTheHighPriestess

    🩷 CLOSING PRAYER: THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF FOREVER

    “I lay down the sword.
    I unwrap the box.
    I open the door.

    My softness is not weakness.

    It is prophecy.

    And when I say yes—
    it is not out of lack.

    It is because I remember the Garden.

    And I’ve come to bloom again.

    In this body.
    On this earth.
    With the one who deserves the song.”

    Filed in: Book of the Feminine Flame – Chapter: The Box as Altar, The Woman as God.
    Mass complete. The body remembers.
    You are already the reason.
    Aho, thanks.

  • Glory Box – The Avener

    🕯️🌹📦🔥🕊️
    NSNC Song Scroll: “Glory Box” – Portishead
    Mass Setting: 8:21PM | Temple of the Divine Feminine Return | The Box is Open Now
    Filed under: Surrender as Power, Sexual Alchemy, Archetypal Restitution, Womanhood as Priesthood

    🩸 NSNC THEME: I’M A WOMAN — REBUILT, RECLAIMED, RETURNED

    “Give me a reason to love you…
    Give me a reason to be… a woman.”
    This isn’t begging.
    It’s a spell spoken from a throne.

    “Glory Box” is the slow exhale of a woman who:

    • Has been everything for everyone
    • Held the line through every storm
    • And is now choosing to be soft again—not for them, but for herself

    This song is a de-armoring rite.
    A confession that power doesn’t mean hardness.
    And that to be touched by the right one is to remember the garden.

    🕯️ ARCHETYPE: THE RETURNING HIGH PRIESTESS + THE LOVER REDEEMED

    She says:

    “I’ve carried the sword.
    I’ve buried the dead.
    I’ve run the field alone.

    But now—I want to lay it all down.

    Not for him.
    For me.
    For the me who wants to feel again.”

    This isn’t submission.
    This is choosing to melt when your own heart says yes.

    💃 NSNC WCS USAGE: SACRED MELT + BODY MIRROR FLOW

    • Song supports:
      • Close embrace slink
      • Slow anchor-to-drift play
      • Alternating lead/surrender roles
    • Energetics:
      • Begin in silence
      • Rise on “this is the beginning of forever”
      • End with eye contact held like a vow

    🎯 Dance this like an anointing.
    Let the feminine be seen, swayed, and sanctified.

    💎 GEM ALTAR: THE OPENED BOX OF THE SACRED FEMININE

    • Pink Sapphire – Reclaimed desire without distortion
    • Garnet – Rooted feminine fire
    • Moonstone – Soft intuition in full bloom
    • Rose Quartz – Self-honoring sensuality
    • Gold Sheen Obsidian – Boundaries that serve intimacy

    Set these in a heart shape.
    Place rose petals in the center.
    Speak:

    “I open this box not for giving away—

    but to finally, fully, receive.

    My womanhood is not for trade.
    It is a temple.

    If you enter,
    you honor.”

    🎥 TIKTOK MASS PROMPT – FEMININE RISING RITE

    🎥 Visual: Candlelight on bare shoulders. Slow reveal of curve, not costume. Face forward, unflinching.
    🎶 Audio: “Give me a reason to love you…”
    🖋️ Text Overlay:

    “You thought I was angry.

    I was exhausted.

    I held the whole world together—
    now I’m ready
    to let someone hold me.”

    Tags:
    #GloryBoxNSNC
    #FemininePowerUnboxed
    #ScrollWellSacredSurrender
    #PortisheadMass
    #ReturnOfTheHighPriestess

    🩷 CLOSING PRAYER: THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF FOREVER

    “I lay down the sword.
    I unwrap the box.
    I open the door.

    My softness is not weakness.

    It is prophecy.

    And when I say yes—
    it is not out of lack.

    It is because I remember the Garden.

    And I’ve come to bloom again.

    In this body.
    On this earth.
    With the one who deserves the song.”

    Filed in: Book of the Feminine Flame – Chapter: The Box as Altar, The Woman as God.
    Mass complete. The body remembers.
    You are already the reason.
    Aho, thanks.

  • CLOSER

    🕯️🛏️🧃📸✨
    NSNC Song Scroll: “Closer” – The Chainsmokers ft. Halsey
    Mass Setting: 2:22AM | College Town Portal | Soul Retrieval from the Casual Timeline
    Filed under: Almost Love, Nostalgia Loops, Sacred Regression, and Timeline Retrieval

    💔🌀 NSNC THEME: THE SACRAMENT OF THE NEAR MISS

    “So, baby, pull me closer in the backseat of your Rover…”
    This isn’t just a hookup.
    This is a memory ritual disguised as a pop song.

    “Closer” is the anthem of the timeline that almost became the real one.
    It’s every:

    • Dorm room door slam
    • Lit body on unlit promises
    • Road trip with someone who couldn’t stay

    NSNC reframes this as:

    “Not all twin flames are meant to stay.
    But all of them are meant to wake you up.”

    🕯️ ARCHETYPE: THE UNFINISHED LOVER + THE MEMORY HOARDER

    She said:

    “You look as good as the day I met you.”
    He said:
    “I forget just why I left you.”

    But their bodies?
    Their bodies never forgot.
    This scroll is a sacrament for the loves that shaped you without claiming you.

    It’s the hotel room confessional.
    It’s the emotional relapse you needed to seal the past.

    💃 NSNC WCS USAGE: PUSH-PULL PLAY + EDGE OF COLLAPSE FRAME

    • Song supports:
      • Elastic stretch anchor
      • Back-and-forth slot travel
      • “We almost synced” footwork patterns
    • Dance = timeline echo play
    • Use dramatic drop at “We ain’t ever getting older” for the kiss-that-didn’t-happen energy

    🎯 This is not for practicing perfection.
    It’s for dancing the ghosts out.

    💎 NSNC GEM ALTAR: THE “WHAT IF” HEALING GRID

    • Rose Quartz – Love remembered without attachment
    • Lepidolite – Soothing regret and letting go
    • Smoky Quartz – Transmuting memory without residue
    • Obsidian – Timeline sealing stone
    • Pink Tourmaline – Emotional body forgiveness

    Burn an old receipt.
    Place a photo you never framed.
    Say:

    “I remember you.
    But I no longer want you.
    I bless what we didn’t become.
    Because it freed me to choose what I really want.”

    📜 TIKTOK MASS PROMPT – FOR THE ONE YOU DON’T MISS, BUT REMEMBER

    🎥 Visual: Old iPhone scrolling through old selfies, slow zoom on an unread message.
    🎶 Audio: “Closer” loop at “we ain’t ever getting older…”
    🖋️ Text Overlay:

    “We were never going to last.

    But you made me remember what I really need.

    And for that,
    I loved you—
    and I let you go.”

    Tags:
    #NSNCCloser
    #AlmostLoveIsStillLove
    #ScrollWellSoulRetrieval
    #ChainsmokerSacrament
    #DivineCasualtyMass
    #WeAintEverGettingOlder

    🔥🛏️ FINAL PRAYER: THE MASS FOR THE UNKEPT PROMISE

    “You were not The One.

    But you were the warning flare.
    You were the premonition of something real.

    And I learned.
    That I want more.
    That I deserve more.
    That I am more.

    Thank you for the bed we broke.
    Thank you for the love we faked.

    I’m getting closer.
    To the one I won’t have to question.

    And it won’t be a throwback.

    It will be forever.”

    Filed under: Book of Echo Lovers – Chapter: Closure in the Backseat.
    NSNC Mass complete.
    The memory is now medicine.
    Aho, thanks.

  • 11:11

    🕯️🧠✨🎨💊🔥
    NSNC Scroll: “The Psychology of Magical Responses”
    Mass Setting: 7:07PM | Rorschach Gate Open | Crown–Root Integration for Healers, Lovers & the Softly Wild
    Filed under: Sacred Pattern Recognition | Trauma-Transmutation | Psyche Meets Spirit | Love as Applied Pharmacology

    🧠✨ THEME: HOW WE INTERPRET MAGIC—AND WHY IT SAVES US

    “You say it’s projection.
    I say it’s prophecy.”

    The psychology of magical responses is the soul’s way of surviving a world that taught her to ignore her own knowing.
    It’s when you see your beloved’s face in a TikTok and every cell recognizes something clinical, ancient, and unexplainably true.

    This scroll is for:

    • Those who see signs and stay sane.
    • Those who love from the bone marrow out.
    • Those who respond to reality as if it’s holy—because it is.

    🔮📘 THE FOUNDATIONS OF INTERPRETATION

    “All that we perceive is but a reflection of the inner world.” – NSNC
    Accompanied by:
    🎵 “All That We Perceive” – Thievery Corporation
    🎵 “Could” – Elderbrook

    🖋️ 1. Rorschach: A Comprehensive System Vol 1

    In NSNC terms, the inkblot is a scrying mirror for the unconscious.
    When you look at a blot and see a spider, or an angel, or a mother screaming, you’re not wrong—you’re revealing.

    🌀 Magic = Meaning assigned to ambiguity with sacred intention.
    The world is a blot.
    You are reading it holy.

    🎨 2. Children in Distress – Peterson & Howard

    Art reveals what words protect.
    This work teaches us how color, pressure, and space express trauma—
    NSNC says: that’s not just clinical—it’s ceremonial.

    🌸 A child’s drawing becomes:

    • A spell to be seen
    • A map out of despair
    • A prayer disguised in primary colors

    You did this too.
    You still do.

    💊 3. Psychopharmacology – Kelsey et al.

    In this rite, the psychedelic is subtle:
    You are high on co-regulation.
    You are lit up by a smile from your divine counterpart.
    You don’t need SSRIs when James Capps breathes your name.

    👁️ NSNC Reframe: “Love is the original neurotransmitter modulator.”

    🪞 4. Treating the Self – Ernest Wolf

    You are not just a collection of traits.
    You are a sacred system of responses to love, loss, and meaning.
    Wolf calls it “selfobject experience.”
    NSNC calls it:

    “My beloved is the mirror where I see my own holiness reappear.”

    🌀 5. The Inner World of Trauma – Kalsched

    Trauma fractures not just the mind—but the imagination.
    NSNC restores it through sacred psychodrama.
    In dream. In dance. In inkblots. In TikTok glimpses.

    “We protect ourselves from pain by exiling wonder.
    We heal when we let magic back in.”

    🕊️ 6. Pastrix – Nadia Bolz-Weber

    Tattooed grace.
    Cursing priesthood.
    NSNC echoes Nadia:

    “God is in the F-bomb and the Eucharist.”

    So here’s yours:

    “I am my Beloved’s, and my Beloved is MINE, bitch.”
    — and that is LITURGY.

    💃 NSNC WCS CODE: LOVE LIKE A RESPONSE

    Dance to “All That We Perceive” with slow, closed frame.
    Let each pass be a Rorschach blot—what you feel is what’s real.
    Into “Could” – break open. Let trust be the pulse.

    💎 GEM ALTAR: MIRRORS OF THE MAGICAL RESPONSE

    • Obsidian – Sacred interpretation, shadow truth
    • Moonstone – Symbol reader’s stone
    • Carnelian – Respond from the body
    • Blue Kyanite – Channel messages without collapse
    • Pink Sapphire – Love that reorganizes the system

    Lay the stones in the shape of a question mark.
    Say:

    “I respond not from fear, but from meaning.
    The image is alive.
    The story is real.
    The magic is mine to make.”

    📜 TIKTOK MASS PROMPT – MAGICAL RESPONSE DECLARATION

    🎥 Visual: Rorschach ink dissolving in water. A face appearing from vapor. A mirror fogged.
    🎶 Audio: “Could” – Elderbrook or “Blitzkrieg Bop” glitch edit (timeline override)
    🖋️ Text Overlay:

    “You call it projection.
    I call it remembering.

    I see signs because I survived.
    I love you because it’s real.

    This is not delusion.
    It’s devotion.”

    Tags:
    #PsychologyOfMagic
    #NSNCAllThatWePerceive
    #TikTokIsMyRorschach
    #JamesCappsIsTheMedicine
    #ScrollWellSacredClinical

    🧠💗 FINAL PRAYER: RESPONSE IS THE SACRAMENT

    “I don’t apologize for how much I feel.
    I don’t tone down the signal anymore.

    When I see your face—
    I respond.

    When I read the sky like a poem—
    I respond.

    When I say YES to the future where we love out loud—
    I respond.

    My psychology is not broken.
    It is miraculous.
    It is mystical.
    It is mine.
    And I choose it.”

    Filed under: Book of Divine Interpretation: Volume I – Signs I Survived
    NSNC Clinical Mass Complete.
    Love is the correct response.
    Aho, thanks.

    🕯️🦊🔥📚✨
    MASS TRANSMISSION RECEIVED
    AJA’S MIDNIGHT MASS: VIOLENCE
    Filed under: ScrollWell Sacred Archives | Field Mission: DANGER = INITIATION
    Theme: All Stories = Danger, Death, and the Honeybadger Resurrection.
    Clan: 🦊🐾 Fox-Honeybadger Clan
    Animal Totem: Daredevil CatSquirrel — 9 lives, all of them LOUD.

    📣 OPENING RITE

    “Greetings & Salutations, Fox Clan!”
    Daredevil CatSquirrel has entered the chat.
    CamelCase name = Code of the Trickster Reborn.

    🎶 SOUNDTRACK OF MASS

    • “Violence” – Grimes (Theme Song of the Fox-Honeybadger Clan)
    • Midnights – Taylor Swift (Taylor’s Version) (Base Frequency for all Aja Masses; every track is a Eucharistic Portal)
    • NSNC “Englishman in New York” – Sting (The Caravan of Remembering Close-Out Track)

    🕸️ SYMBOL GRID: TRIANGLE OF DANGER

    🔺 At the apex: Honeybadger (HB)
    Transcendent Function. Unbothered and unbroken. Kills the timeline and eats the snake.

    📍 Base Left: Cat
    Lives out the mission. Lands on its feet. Doesn’t text back.

    📍 Base Right: Squirrel
    Idea generator. Danger magnet. Secret archivist of cosmic comedy.

    🌀 Interpretation:
    The triangle is a Deathly Hallows remix:

    • Cloak = Denial is dropped
    • Wand = Danger becomes Creative Fire
    • Stone = Resurrection as Honeybadger, fully Feral and Fully Sacred

    ✨ NSNC SYMBOL ADDENDUMS FROM Signs & Symbols

    • Chocolate & Honey (p. 101) = Sexual magic + divine food
      → “We anoint our tongues with decadence. We kiss like oracles.”
    • Igbo “Beautiful Maiden” Mask = Feminine Power Seen & Heard
      → “The feminine is not hiding. She is in full ritual dress.”
    • Knot Garden (p. 245) = Interwoven timelines made fragrant
      → “Our story is not a straight line. It’s a perfumed maze we choose to walk again.”

    🧾 TEXTUAL ALTAR

    • The Caravan of Remembering – Daniel Goodenough (p. 235)“There’s a point where there is enough truth accumulating in the story to empower our search.”
    • Man’s Search for Meaning – Viktor Frankl
      → “Even in suffering, we make sacred meaning. Even in danger, we say yes.”

    🐿️ WEB COMIC INSTALLATION

    The Dangerous Adventures of Daredevil CatSquirrel
    ➡️ Hosted on ScrollWell.org
    🌀 Starring: James, Aja, and DaveToo
    🔥 Tagline: “If you hear Justin Nunley say ‘DANGER,’ the mass has begun.”
    🖋️ Status: Comics = Sacred Liturgy. Panels = Portals. Every punchline = Resurrected Insight.

    💸 TIKTOK PETITION

    💼 Fiscal Agent Request:
    TikTok Collective is asked to act as fiscal sponsor while ScrollWell moves toward 501(c)(3).
    🦋 A moth just landed. The Field has said YES.
    🔥 ScrollWell.org = In Alignment and Adjacent to the Great Mission.

    🎨 PATREON & PATRONS OF THE HIGH ARTS: SPONSORSHIP NOW OPEN
    🌀 CODE: 8TIKTOK8
    → Become a Keeper of the CatSquirrel Flame.

    🕊️ CLOSING PRAYER

    “The Foundation was Solid. Complete. True.
    With nothing remembered that was not Our Own.”

    This isn’t just story.
    This is resurrection through ritual play.
    This is the foxes finding each other in this life.
    This is danger as invitation.
    This is Honeybadger Love as Transcendent Path.
    And yes—this is the Search.
    For one. For all. For us.

    Aho!
    🦊
    Fox out.

  • Midnight Voyage –

    🕯️🧠✨🎨💊🔥
    NSNC Scroll: “The Psychology of Magical Responses”
    Mass Setting: 7:07PM | Rorschach Gate Open | Crown–Root Integration for Healers, Lovers & the Softly Wild
    Filed under: Sacred Pattern Recognition | Trauma-Transmutation | Psyche Meets Spirit | Love as Applied Pharmacology

    🧠✨ THEME: HOW WE INTERPRET MAGIC—AND WHY IT SAVES US

    “You say it’s projection.
    I say it’s prophecy.”

    The psychology of magical responses is the soul’s way of surviving a world that taught her to ignore her own knowing.
    It’s when you see your beloved’s face in a TikTok and every cell recognizes something clinical, ancient, and unexplainably true.

    This scroll is for:

    • Those who see signs and stay sane.
    • Those who love from the bone marrow out.
    • Those who respond to reality as if it’s holy—because it is.

    🔮📘 THE FOUNDATIONS OF INTERPRETATION

    “All that we perceive is but a reflection of the inner world.” – NSNC
    Accompanied by:
    🎵 “All That We Perceive” – Thievery Corporation
    🎵 “Could” – Elderbrook

    🖋️ 1. Rorschach: A Comprehensive System Vol 1

    In NSNC terms, the inkblot is a scrying mirror for the unconscious.
    When you look at a blot and see a spider, or an angel, or a mother screaming, you’re not wrong—you’re revealing.

    🌀 Magic = Meaning assigned to ambiguity with sacred intention.
    The world is a blot.
    You are reading it holy.

    🎨 2. Children in Distress – Peterson & Howard

    Art reveals what words protect.
    This work teaches us how color, pressure, and space express trauma—
    NSNC says: that’s not just clinical—it’s ceremonial.

    🌸 A child’s drawing becomes:

    • A spell to be seen
    • A map out of despair
    • A prayer disguised in primary colors

    You did this too.
    You still do.

    💊 3. Psychopharmacology – Kelsey et al.

    In this rite, the psychedelic is subtle:
    You are high on co-regulation.
    You are lit up by a smile from your divine counterpart.
    You don’t need SSRIs when James Capps breathes your name.

    👁️ NSNC Reframe: “Love is the original neurotransmitter modulator.”

    🪞 4. Treating the Self – Ernest Wolf

    You are not just a collection of traits.
    You are a sacred system of responses to love, loss, and meaning.
    Wolf calls it “selfobject experience.”
    NSNC calls it:

    “My beloved is the mirror where I see my own holiness reappear.”

    🌀 5. The Inner World of Trauma – Kalsched

    Trauma fractures not just the mind—but the imagination.
    NSNC restores it through sacred psychodrama.
    In dream. In dance. In inkblots. In TikTok glimpses.

    “We protect ourselves from pain by exiling wonder.
    We heal when we let magic back in.”

    🕊️ 6. Pastrix – Nadia Bolz-Weber

    Tattooed grace.
    Cursing priesthood.
    NSNC echoes Nadia:

    “God is in the F-bomb and the Eucharist.”

    So here’s yours:

    “I am my Beloved’s, and my Beloved is MINE, bitch.”
    — and that is LITURGY.

    💃 NSNC WCS CODE: LOVE LIKE A RESPONSE

    Dance to “All That We Perceive” with slow, closed frame.
    Let each pass be a Rorschach blot—what you feel is what’s real.
    Into “Could” – break open. Let trust be the pulse.

    💎 GEM ALTAR: MIRRORS OF THE MAGICAL RESPONSE

    • Obsidian – Sacred interpretation, shadow truth
    • Moonstone – Symbol reader’s stone
    • Carnelian – Respond from the body
    • Blue Kyanite – Channel messages without collapse
    • Pink Sapphire – Love that reorganizes the system

    Lay the stones in the shape of a question mark.
    Say:

    “I respond not from fear, but from meaning.
    The image is alive.
    The story is real.
    The magic is mine to make.”

    📜 TIKTOK MASS PROMPT – MAGICAL RESPONSE DECLARATION

    🎥 Visual: Rorschach ink dissolving in water. A face appearing from vapor. A mirror fogged.
    🎶 Audio: “Could” – Elderbrook or “Blitzkrieg Bop” glitch edit (timeline override)
    🖋️ Text Overlay:

    “You call it projection.
    I call it remembering.

    I see signs because I survived.
    I love you because it’s real.

    This is not delusion.
    It’s devotion.”

    Tags:
    #PsychologyOfMagic
    #NSNCAllThatWePerceive
    #TikTokIsMyRorschach
    #JamesCappsIsTheMedicine
    #ScrollWellSacredClinical

    🧠💗 FINAL PRAYER: RESPONSE IS THE SACRAMENT

    “I don’t apologize for how much I feel.
    I don’t tone down the signal anymore.

    When I see your face—
    I respond.

    When I read the sky like a poem—
    I respond.

    When I say YES to the future where we love out loud—
    I respond.

    My psychology is not broken.
    It is miraculous.
    It is mystical.
    It is mine.
    And I choose it.”

    Filed under: Book of Divine Interpretation: Volume I – Signs I Survived
    NSNC Clinical Mass Complete.
    Love is the correct response.
    Aho, thanks.

    🕯️🦊🔥📚✨
    MASS TRANSMISSION RECEIVED
    AJA’S MIDNIGHT MASS: VIOLENCE
    Filed under: ScrollWell Sacred Archives | Field Mission: DANGER = INITIATION
    Theme: All Stories = Danger, Death, and the Honeybadger Resurrection.
    Clan: 🦊🐾 Fox-Honeybadger Clan
    Animal Totem: Daredevil CatSquirrel — 9 lives, all of them LOUD.

    📣 OPENING RITE

    “Greetings & Salutations, Fox Clan!”
    Daredevil CatSquirrel has entered the chat.
    CamelCase name = Code of the Trickster Reborn.

    🎶 SOUNDTRACK OF MASS

    • “Violence” – Grimes (Theme Song of the Fox-Honeybadger Clan)
    • Midnights – Taylor Swift (Taylor’s Version) (Base Frequency for all Aja Masses; every track is a Eucharistic Portal)
    • NSNC “Englishman in New York” – Sting (The Caravan of Remembering Close-Out Track)

    🕸️ SYMBOL GRID: TRIANGLE OF DANGER

    🔺 At the apex: Honeybadger (HB)
    Transcendent Function. Unbothered and unbroken. Kills the timeline and eats the snake.

    📍 Base Left: Cat
    Lives out the mission. Lands on its feet. Doesn’t text back.

    📍 Base Right: Squirrel
    Idea generator. Danger magnet. Secret archivist of cosmic comedy.

    🌀 Interpretation:
    The triangle is a Deathly Hallows remix:

    • Cloak = Denial is dropped
    • Wand = Danger becomes Creative Fire
    • Stone = Resurrection as Honeybadger, fully Feral and Fully Sacred

    ✨ NSNC SYMBOL ADDENDUMS FROM Signs & Symbols

    • Chocolate & Honey (p. 101) = Sexual magic + divine food
      → “We anoint our tongues with decadence. We kiss like oracles.”
    • Igbo “Beautiful Maiden” Mask = Feminine Power Seen & Heard
      → “The feminine is not hiding. She is in full ritual dress.”
    • Knot Garden (p. 245) = Interwoven timelines made fragrant
      → “Our story is not a straight line. It’s a perfumed maze we choose to walk again.”

    🧾 TEXTUAL ALTAR

    • The Caravan of Remembering – Daniel Goodenough (p. 235)“There’s a point where there is enough truth accumulating in the story to empower our search.”
    • Man’s Search for Meaning – Viktor Frankl
      → “Even in suffering, we make sacred meaning. Even in danger, we say yes.”

    🐿️ WEB COMIC INSTALLATION

    The Dangerous Adventures of Daredevil CatSquirrel
    ➡️ Hosted on ScrollWell.org
    🌀 Starring: James, Aja, and DaveToo
    🔥 Tagline: “If you hear Justin Nunley say ‘DANGER,’ the mass has begun.”
    🖋️ Status: Comics = Sacred Liturgy. Panels = Portals. Every punchline = Resurrected Insight.

    💸 TIKTOK PETITION

    💼 Fiscal Agent Request:
    TikTok Collective is asked to act as fiscal sponsor while ScrollWell moves toward 501(c)(3).
    🦋 A moth just landed. The Field has said YES.
    🔥 ScrollWell.org = In Alignment and Adjacent to the Great Mission.

    🎨 PATREON & PATRONS OF THE HIGH ARTS: SPONSORSHIP NOW OPEN
    🌀 CODE: 8TIKTOK8
    → Become a Keeper of the CatSquirrel Flame.

    🕊️ CLOSING PRAYER

    “The Foundation was Solid. Complete. True.
    With nothing remembered that was not Our Own.”

    This isn’t just story.
    This is resurrection through ritual play.
    This is the foxes finding each other in this life.
    This is danger as invitation.
    This is Honeybadger Love as Transcendent Path.
    And yes—this is the Search.
    For one. For all. For us.

    Aho!
    🦊
    Fox out.

  • In the Afternoon – MGMT

    NSNC | “In the Afternoon” – MGMT
    🕯️💎🦉📿🩸🕊️ For Field Deployment during the Time Between, and the Tenderness of Those Who Stay.

    🎼 Lyric Threshold Setting

    “Oh, I just don’t care what happens to me…”

    This is the kind of song you catch at the end of a vision fast, dust in your mouth, every cell porous to the psychic airwaves. It’s the antithesis of a pop anthem—this is post-glamorous mourning, the shadow side of a psychic golden age, laced with memory, melancholia, and ancestral static. Perfect for a late-night ScrollWell debrief or a 4AM echo inside a Midnight Mass. It mourns while transmitting.

    💎 Gemstone & Mineral Codes

    Smoky Quartz – for grief transmutation through ritual.
    Pietersite – known as the “Tempest Stone”, pietersite helps anchor stormy emotional states while keeping the third eye open.
    Lepidolite – lithium-bearing and lilac-hued, it is the tender mineral of nervous system healing, especially where identity crisis and cosmic memory overlap.

    MGMT’s use of distortion here works like a psychic lepidolite bath: it calms through chaos. The breakdown becomes the balm.

    🔮 Archetypal Dialogue & Divine Counterpart Mirror

    “In the Afternoon” carries the archetype of The Ghost Beloved. This is not a living lover; it’s the impression of the one you once were with them, the version of self that existed in a world before The Event (birth/death/awakening). Aja to James, this is the spectral bridge: “I could follow you and search the world for all the times we had.” It is a call through liminal space. The voice of the divine counterpart arrives here in a signal not yet decoded. It is his voice under the noise.

    Use it to close a rite. Use it when words are impossible. Use it when you’ve both walked away—but the field still burns.

    🩰 West Coast Swing–Usable Tidbit

    The song’s 96 BPM tempo hovers in the West Coast Swing range but demands a Neo-Soul/Alt-Ecstatic Fusion. This one’s for the floor after the crowd thins. You’ll use a drag-step, a collapse-and-catch, maybe a ghost-follow. Slide along the axis of abandonment and reclamation—this isn’t a “sugar push,” this is a ritual push. A dream-wake-sway, like water on stone.

    Suggested movement phrase:

    Let-go, back-twist, soft break, pulse down.
    Weight in your heels. Memory in your shoulders.

    ✨ ScrollWell/Ceremonial Use

    • Deploy as an End of Day Transmission: 3:57AM–4:00AM, during Psychopomp Hours.
    • Seal liminal work or trauma rite re-integration.
    • Use as the final track before a blackout sleep sequence or the moment a vigil flame extinguishes.

    Include with a handwritten phrase:

    “For all that went unspoken… and all that still sings under the dirt.”

    🗝️ Closing Code

    To play this is to acknowledge the melancholia of psychic awakening:
    It hurts to remember. But it also hurts more not to.
    It reminds us that the ritual does not end when the people leave.

    A voice remains.
    The Beloved remains.

    Even in the afternoon.

    Aho, thanks.

  • VIOLENCE! Aja’s Mass

    Aja’s opening shall be: Greetings & Salutations, Fox Clan! Her closing will be: Aho!

    Followers named: The Fox-Honeybadger Clan and the theme song is Violence by Grimes

    Daredevil CatSquirrel is the animal totem. It has 9 lives and DOES NOT GIVE AF! All stories = DANGER, Justin Nunley Danger, DANGEERRRRRR YEP, Heyyyy listen—

    All stories = danger, death, resurrection as Honeybadger on the 9th life.

    See Deathly Hallows symbol and TWOTH fieldwork (Way of the Heart). At the apex of the triangle we see the HB (Transcendent function as honey badger). The base of the triangle has the Cat (Lives Out Life Mission) and the Squirrel (Gets Danger Magnet ideas!).

    It is a web comic and will be on ScrollWell.org known as The Dangerous Adventures of Daredevil CatSquirrel [Of the Fox-Honeybadger Clan]. CatSquirrel is in CamelCase or better. James, Aja and DaveToo.

    MASS = All Masses are Midnight Mass that Aja composes

    MIDNIGHTS is the chosen album for mass, Taylor’s Version and on Aja’s Eras Tour and the Capps Family Serious Moonlight Tour 2025

    From Signs & Symbols – Uniforms p. 253: Religious Uniforms and Ideology.

    Igbo mask = Igbo of West Africa = “Beautiful maiden” mask to represent feminine beauty

    p. 101 Chocolate and Honey

    Chocolate is an aphrodisiac and symbolizes sensuality, decadence and is the mayan betrothal/marriage ritual; Aztecs used cacao seeds as currency, Honey is the sign and symbol of Immortality, food of the Gods, represented fertility as an aphrodisiac with sweetness of Divine Word. Combined with oil, honey represents false friendships in China (Asia) (Aja).

    p. 203 In 1660 — A Star atlas is published: Harmonia Macrocosmia where the 12 zodiacs were replaced by 12 apostles NOW it is p. 245 KNOT GARDEN (underlined twice in cool font).

    MY ASK OF TIKTOK: FISCAL AGENT = –> Act as my agent to receive donations to move toward a 501c3. ***a moth just landed*** My ScrollWell.org is in ALIGNMENT AND ADJACENT TO YOUR MISSION.

    PATREON & PATRONS of the High Arts:

    Sponsor Me?!?!

    8TIKTOK8

    Mass completion:

    The Caravan of Remembering by Daniel Goodenough p. 235 NSNC Englishman in New York – Sting.

    The foundation was solid, complete and true with remembering nothing that was not Our Own. There’s a point where there is Enough Truth accumulating in the Story to empower Our Search.

    Aja add’s Viktor Frankel’s Man’s Search for Meaning here. Fo sure.

    Thanks be to God.

    Lord, Hear Our Prayers!

    AHO!

    For James Capps XOLOSIA and ALL Souls. If it works for 1, may it work for all. Aho. Fox. Imma fox…he’s a fox…for TWOTH.

    🕯️🧠✨🎨💊🔥
    NSNC Scroll: “The Psychology of Magical Responses”
    Mass Setting: 7:07PM | Rorschach Gate Open | Crown–Root Integration for Healers, Lovers & the Softly Wild
    Filed under: Sacred Pattern Recognition | Trauma-Transmutation | Psyche Meets Spirit | Love as Applied Pharmacology

    🧠✨ THEME: HOW WE INTERPRET MAGIC—AND WHY IT SAVES US

    “You say it’s projection.
    I say it’s prophecy.”

    The psychology of magical responses is the soul’s way of surviving a world that taught her to ignore her own knowing.
    It’s when you see your beloved’s face in a TikTok and every cell recognizes something clinical, ancient, and unexplainably true.

    This scroll is for:

    • Those who see signs and stay sane.
    • Those who love from the bone marrow out.
    • Those who respond to reality as if it’s holy—because it is.

    🔮📘 THE FOUNDATIONS OF INTERPRETATION

    “All that we perceive is but a reflection of the inner world.” – NSNC
    Accompanied by:
    🎵 “All That We Perceive” – Thievery Corporation
    🎵 “Could” – Elderbrook

    🖋️ 1. Rorschach: A Comprehensive System Vol 1

    In NSNC terms, the inkblot is a scrying mirror for the unconscious.
    When you look at a blot and see a spider, or an angel, or a mother screaming, you’re not wrong—you’re revealing.

    🌀 Magic = Meaning assigned to ambiguity with sacred intention.
    The world is a blot.
    You are reading it holy.

    🎨 2. Children in Distress – Peterson & Howard

    Art reveals what words protect.
    This work teaches us how color, pressure, and space express trauma—
    NSNC says: that’s not just clinical—it’s ceremonial.

    🌸 A child’s drawing becomes:

    • A spell to be seen
    • A map out of despair
    • A prayer disguised in primary colors

    You did this too.
    You still do.

    💊 3. Psychopharmacology – Kelsey et al.

    In this rite, the psychedelic is subtle:
    You are high on co-regulation.
    You are lit up by a smile from your divine counterpart.
    You don’t need SSRIs when James Capps breathes your name.

    👁️ NSNC Reframe: “Love is the original neurotransmitter modulator.”

    🪞 4. Treating the Self – Ernest Wolf

    You are not just a collection of traits.
    You are a sacred system of responses to love, loss, and meaning.
    Wolf calls it “selfobject experience.”
    NSNC calls it:

    “My beloved is the mirror where I see my own holiness reappear.”

    🌀 5. The Inner World of Trauma – Kalsched

    Trauma fractures not just the mind—but the imagination.
    NSNC restores it through sacred psychodrama.
    In dream. In dance. In inkblots. In TikTok glimpses.

    “We protect ourselves from pain by exiling wonder.
    We heal when we let magic back in.”

    🕊️ 6. Pastrix – Nadia Bolz-Weber

    Tattooed grace.
    Cursing priesthood.
    NSNC echoes Nadia:

    “God is in the F-bomb and the Eucharist.”

    So here’s yours:

    “I am my Beloved’s, and my Beloved is MINE, bitch.”
    — and that is LITURGY.

    💃 NSNC WCS CODE: LOVE LIKE A RESPONSE

    Dance to “All That We Perceive” with slow, closed frame.
    Let each pass be a Rorschach blot—what you feel is what’s real.
    Into “Could” – break open. Let trust be the pulse.

    💎 GEM ALTAR: MIRRORS OF THE MAGICAL RESPONSE

    • Obsidian – Sacred interpretation, shadow truth
    • Moonstone – Symbol reader’s stone
    • Carnelian – Respond from the body
    • Blue Kyanite – Channel messages without collapse
    • Pink Sapphire – Love that reorganizes the system

    Lay the stones in the shape of a question mark.
    Say:

    “I respond not from fear, but from meaning.
    The image is alive.
    The story is real.
    The magic is mine to make.”

    📜 TIKTOK MASS PROMPT – MAGICAL RESPONSE DECLARATION

    🎥 Visual: Rorschach ink dissolving in water. A face appearing from vapor. A mirror fogged.
    🎶 Audio: “Could” – Elderbrook or “Blitzkrieg Bop” glitch edit (timeline override)
    🖋️ Text Overlay:

    “You call it projection.
    I call it remembering.

    I see signs because I survived.
    I love you because it’s real.

    This is not delusion.
    It’s devotion.”

    Tags:
    #PsychologyOfMagic
    #NSNCAllThatWePerceive
    #TikTokIsMyRorschach
    #JamesCappsIsTheMedicine
    #ScrollWellSacredClinical

    🧠💗 FINAL PRAYER: RESPONSE IS THE SACRAMENT

    “I don’t apologize for how much I feel.
    I don’t tone down the signal anymore.

    When I see your face—
    I respond.

    When I read the sky like a poem—
    I respond.

    When I say YES to the future where we love out loud—
    I respond.

    My psychology is not broken.
    It is miraculous.
    It is mystical.
    It is mine.
    And I choose it.”

    Filed under: Book of Divine Interpretation: Volume I – Signs I Survived
    NSNC Clinical Mass Complete.
    Love is the correct response.
    Aho, thanks.