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Author: Aja

  • STAY WITH ME

    Holding the field. Present and accounted for, King. And Queens and call the TRANS Hotline now.

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    NSNC “Stay” – The Kid LAROI & Justin Bieber
    Mass Setting: 2:22AM | Rite of Reluctant Return | The Hold-Open Prayer
    Filed under: Urgency of Love | Fragile Connection | Divine Clinging

    NSNC THEME:

    The desperate plea to not lose what’s barely holding on.
    “Stay” is the song of love in limbo, that moment when everything feels too fragile to let go, but too messy to fully hold.
    It’s a raw, unfiltered confession of needing someone—even if just to stay one more night, one more breath.

    “I do the same thing I told you that I never would / I told you I’d change, even when I knew I never could.”

    In NSNC coding, this is the field of honest imperfection—where surrender and holding on exist simultaneously, tangled but real.

    💎 GEMSTONE CODES

    • Aquamarine – Calms emotional tides, encourages truthful communication
    • Chrysoprase – Opens the heart to healing while holding space for imperfection
    • Smoky Quartz – Grounds the anxiety and self-doubt that fuel the plea
    • Moonstone – Soothes the nervous system through uncertainty

    Together, these stones create a balancing grid—to hold love lightly without breaking.

    💃 WEST COAST SWING USAGE

    “Stay” invites urgent, syncopated footwork with close connection, perfect for:

    • Quick anchor changes
    • Body isolations layered over rhythmic pulses
    • Dramatic pauses that linger in eye contact
    • Subtle tension and release in hand leads

    This dance is about not letting go yet, feeling every inch of the connection even when it’s fragile.

    🕊️ ARCHETYPAL PATTERN

    This is the lover on the edge—the one who stays because the heart won’t let go, even when the mind screams to run.
    It’s the Magdalene clinging to the last thread of hope before the dawn.
    Not naïve.
    Just human.

    📜 CEREMONIAL USE

    • For rites of emotional honesty
    • Post-conflict healing mass
    • Relationship cliffhanger moments
    • Nighttime prayers when uncertainty weighs heavy
    • Integration of imperfect love with sacred acceptance

    🔥 NSNC “Stay” Invocation

    “Stay with me—not because I’m perfect,
    but because I am real.
    Stay with me—not for forever,
    but for this moment.
    Let this moment hold us.
    Let this moment be holy.”

    Speak softly. Breathe deeply. Let the plea be sacred.

    ✨ NSNC CLOSING CODE

    Sometimes love is just about staying.
    Not forever.
    Not always.
    Just now.
    Hold the moment.
    Trust the pause.
    The field is alive.
    Aho, thanks.

  • LOVER We are HOME, Seriously.

    Yes, our friends crash here. It is cool.

    🕯️💗🎀📜💍🕊️
    NSNC “Lover” – Taylor Swift
    Mass Setting: 11:11PM | Union Gateway | Sacred Vow Reconfirmation
    Filed under: The Great Remembering | Marriage of the Timelines | Forever Codes

    NSNC THEME:

    “Can I go where you go?”
    “Lover” is not just a wedding song—it’s a soul vow disguised as pop.
    It is a cosmic key to the moment you both remember: We’ve been here before. We chose each other then. And we’re choosing again—now.

    “Ladies and gentlemen, will you please stand?”

    It’s the ceremony already in motion.
    In NSNC, this song activates the Inner Temple Marriage—the moment the heart says yes with no fear, and time folds into eternal promise.

    💎 GEMSTONE CODES

    • Morganite – Pink beryl of soulmate calm. Emits unconditional love field.
    • Pink Sapphire – Opens the Parisian vowline; anchors beauty in mutual devotion.
    • Danburite – Celestial love stone for divine union beyond form.
    • Rose Quartz – Softens the heart into holy receptivity.

    ✨ Together, these stones hold the Eternal Beloved Frequency—the vibration that says,

    You are safe to stay now. I am not leaving this time.

    💃 WEST COAST SWING TIDBIT

    “Lover” is a slow tempo waltz-transfusion into WCS lyricism—perfect for:

    • Frame-hugged connection
    • Sway-and-drift patterns
    • Multiple spins resolving into soft chest catches
    • Proposal-footwork: step-sink, wait, melt

    This is where the dance becomes the ritual itself.
    Not performance. Presence.

    🪞 ARCHETYPAL PATTERN

    This is The Beloved Return Home Scene.
    Not grandiose. Not dramatic.
    Just simple. Pure. True.

    He walks in.
    She lifts her eyes.
    And they both exhale.

    It was always this.
    It was always you.

    It’s the Ruth and Boaz frequency.
    The Magdalene and Christ, post-resurrection.
    The ring is already on, whether visible or not.

    🕯️ NSNC RITUAL USAGE

    • Actual wedding rites or vow renewals
    • Divine Counterpart anchorings
    • Sacred altar work for long-awaited reunion
    • Sleep/dream-activation: play while falling asleep to merge timelines
    • ScrollWell or LJ Book entries marked with 💍 or “We begin here”

    📜 NSNC VOW PRAYER | Lover

    “I have chosen you before.
    I choose you now.
    Not from lack.
    Not from fear.
    But from knowing.
    You are my yes.
    My here.
    My always.”

    Sing it. Speak it. Breathe it into his palm.
    Or whisper it under moonlight alone. He’ll feel it anyway.

    🕊️ CLOSING NSNC CODE

    You don’t have to earn this.
    You already are it.
    “Lover” is the portal where all heartbreak dissolves into home.
    This is not a beginning or an ending.
    This is the center.

    💍 You are the vow.
    He is the flame.
    The temple is you.

    We could let our friends crash in the living room… this is our place.
    Aho, thanks.

  • Flannel NSNC JT

    🕯️💣🌀📜💍🕊️
    NSNC “Trigger Hippie” – Morcheeba
    Mass Setting: 2:07AM | Ritual of the Dangerous Calm | Rite of Sacred Disarmament
    Filed under: Psychedelic Shadow Work | Mirror of the Masculine | Truth Codes for David

    NSNC THEME:

    She who seduces the mirror. He who chooses not to run.
    “Trigger Hippie” is the Shakti Warning Song—a sultry, hypnotic field encoded for truth activation through beauty.
    It’s for the moment the Divine Feminine stops pretending she isn’t dangerous—not in violence, but in her clarity.
    And it’s for the Divine Masculine who finally says:

    “You can trigger me… and I’ll stay anyway.”

    This is a tantric trust test—spiritually, emotionally, sexually.
    Can love hold all the weight?
    Can he?

    “You can keep your head,
    I’ll make you lose your mind.”

    It’s Lilith, calm and barefoot, walking into the temple with no apology.

    💎 GEMSTONE CODES

    • Obsidian – Holds the shadow without judgment. Use for protection in seduction fields.
    • Black Moonstone – Balances Divine Feminine fire with moon-code intuition.
    • Red Garnet – Activates root chakra truth and sacral sovereignty.
    • Pyrite – Reflects masculine fear patterns without shame. “David” stone of the warrior’s exposed mirror.

    💣 This is not about manipulation. This is about seeing if the soul can hold what the body provokes.

    🌀 WEST COAST SWING TIDBIT

    “Trigger Hippie” brings trip-hop tension with groove release.
    Ideal for:

    • Shadow-to-promo transitions
    • Magnetic push/pulls
    • Reverse whips with delayed eye contact
    • Slow body rolls that invite emotional tracking from the lead

    ✨ This is dancing with the fire lit but not touched. The invitation is there. The follow is the flame.

    🔮 ARCHETYPAL LAYOUT

    This is Delilah without betrayal.
    This is Lilith returned to Eden with agency, mystery, and trust intact.
    It’s Mary Magdalene at the foot of the bed, not washing feet this time—but watching to see if he’ll flinch when she tells the full truth.

    And “David”?
    He’s the Beloved Warrior—not trying to fix, run, or dominate.
    He stays in the glitch.
    He says:

    “You can trust me.”
    “I’ll hold it all.”

    🕊️ NSNC FIELD NOTES: TRUST + DAVID CODE

    • If this song shows up, the field is testing how deep truth and eroticism can co-exist.
    • “David” represents sacred protector masculine—ready to see, feel, and still stay present.
    • “You Can Trust Me” is both a vow and a challenge.

    If he says it too soon, he’s bluffing.
    If he says it while triggered—but stays anyway?
    He means it.

    📜 RITUAL USE

    • Opening sacred container for lovers in shadow confrontation
    • Post-trigger reconnection ceremonies
    • Feminine reclamation of erotic truth
    • Testing trust with music and body—not words

    🔥 NSNC note: This song opens the field. If you play it with someone in the room, assume the veil is lifted.

    🧵 NSNC INVOCATION | TRIGGER TRUST CODE

    “I don’t need to be small to be safe.
    I don’t need to be fake to be held.
    I walk in with fire.
    If you stay,
    it’s because you know the flame is home.”

    Whisper it before you press play.
    Look him in the eye.
    Let the song do the rest.

    🕯️ NSNC CLOSING CODE

    This isn’t danger.
    This is the test of truth and touch.
    And David—the real David—doesn’t flinch.
    He sees the wild. He sees the trigger.
    And he stays.

    Because he can be trusted now.
    Aho, thanks.

  • Who Can You Trust?

    NSNC Trigger Hippie Morcheeba

  • KARMA feat ICE SPICE

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    NSNC “Snow on the Beach” – Taylor Swift ft. Lana Del Rey
    Mass Setting: 4:44AM Ether-Tide Window | The Subtle Union Rite
    Filed under: Mutual Realization | Sacred Stillness | Love That Shouldn’t Exist But Does

    NSNC THEME:

    The Impossible Happening Softly.
    “Snow on the Beach” is not a storm—it’s the sound of miracle recognition arriving without fanfare.
    This is the rite of silent yes, of feeling the magnitude of real love—without chaos, without chase. Just two people realizing they’re seeing snow… where there should only be sand.

    “It’s like snow at the beach—
    Weird, but fucking beautiful.”

    This is Divine Counterpart love arriving after long-distance ache, spiritual dormancy, or emotional disbelief. It is subtle. Cosmic. Still.

    💎 GEMSTONE CODES

    • Labradorite – For aurora light in the unknown. Awakens wonder in logic-bound hearts.
    • Blue Lace Agate – Softens the throat for sweet communication after emotional ice ages.
    • Phenakite – High-vibration timeline fuser. Activates recognition across dimensions.
    • Moonstone – For psychic union through stillness and dream-sharing.

    Together these open the Frequency of Gentle Arrival—the field where no one chases or proves. They just know.

    💃 WEST COAST SWING TIDBIT

    This song floats. The rhythm is subtle, syncopated, hypnotic.
    Perfect for:

    • Anchored glides
    • Breath-based follows
    • Double-spin illusions that resolve into held stillness
    • Eye contact that doesn’t break for eight counts

    🩰 Pro tip: Use open-to-closed transitions that feel like dream merges. The lead doesn’t pull. The follow doesn’t fall. They just melt.

    🕊️ ARCHETYPAL STORY

    This is the Joseph & Mary Moment Beneath the Stars.
    They made it through the judgment, the distance, the silence.
    Now… they look up. And it’s snowing.
    And they both say nothing. Because they don’t need to.

    Or it’s The Lovers Reuniting in a Dream after lifetimes apart.
    They don’t speak.
    They just remember.

    📜 NSNC RITUAL USE

    • Timeline convergence rites
    • Companion dreams and long-distance counterpart rituals
    • Receiving instead of proving
    • Gentle rebirth of love after long dry seasons
    • “This can’t be real” emotional moments = sign the rite is active

    🕯️ INVOCATION | SNOW ON THE BEACH PRAYER

    “I allow the impossible to arrive gently.
    I no longer need lightning to believe.
    I receive the miracle in stillness.
    Let it snow. Let it melt.
    Let it stay.”

    Say it at dawn. Or with tea. Or in a whisper after the call ends.

    ✨ NSNC FIELD NOTE:

    If this song shows up unbidden—you are likely in a timeline recognition phase. Your divine counterpart is feeling it too.
    Even if they can’t name it.
    Even if they’re not ready.
    The snow is already falling.

    ❄️ NSNC CLOSING CODE

    Some love doesn’t explode.
    It lands like snow—
    on a beach that didn’t ask for it—
    but will never be the same.

    It happened.
    You saw it too.
    You don’t have to chase it.
    Just let it fall.
    Aho, thanks.

  • Add a ring x 4 = 8

    🕯️📖💧✨🪞
    NSNC “Dear Reader” – Taylor Swift
    Mass Setting: 4:44AM | Mirror Confessional Rite | For the One Writing Her Own Way Out
    Filed under: Scripture of the Self | Quiet Reclamation | Sacred Solitude Codes

    NSNC Theme:

    What if the wisest thing was to let go of everyone else’s version of you?
    “Dear Reader” is a holy whisper from the version of you who watched it all, felt it all, stayed silent—and survived.
    It’s not a cry for help. It’s a soft, coded transmission from the underground cathedral of self-reclamation.

    “Dear reader, if it feels like a trap, you’re already in one.”

    This is NSNC’s Scroll of Internal Exodus—when the seeker becomes the scribe, when the high priestess writes her own deliverance.
    It’s a sacred retraction of every false story you lived to please or protect others.
    Not cynical. Just clean.

    🪞 Who is the Reader?

    • Your younger self
    • Your inner witness
    • The Divine Masculine listening through the veil
    • Or someone who never knew the real you—but might now

    The song is both confession and incantation.
    You’re not asking to be understood. You’re writing anyway.

    💎 Gemstone Allies

    • Labradorite – For walking alone in truth without losing your light
    • Iolite – “Violet stone of vision” — guides solitary journeyers to inner clarity
    • Smoky Quartz – Grounds emotional detachment without dissociation
    • Selenite – Keeps the crown channel clear while deconstructing false identities

    📜 West Coast Swing Integration

    This is a solo step song, even if danced in hold.
    Lead yourself through long, slow stretches of the phrase—reflective triples, tension-and-release patterns, head turns inward.

    Dance it like a letter no one gets to read—except maybe, him.

    💃 Let your body say:

    “I walked away to find myself.
    That’s the love story now.”

    🕊️ Archetypal Framing

    This is The Magdalene in Her Room, writing by candlelight, long after the public scenes ended.
    This is Inanna in descent, learning her voice again in the dark.

    It is the song of high priestesses and prophets who know that solitude is sometimes the only integrity left.

    Not isolation.
    Integration.

    ✍🏽 NSNC Ceremony Use

    • Journaling to clear false alliances
    • Mirror rites to witness your truest face
    • Post-breakup or post-initiation solitude blessings
    • Prayers whispered to the younger self
    • Letters never sent… but still holy

    📖 NSNC “Dear Reader” Confessional Invocation:

    “Dear reader—
    I no longer fear being misunderstood.
    I fear losing the sound of my own soul.
    So I speak from the quiet now.
    I remember who I was before I was a story for others.”

    Let that line rest on the altar. Let your name rewrite itself.

    NSNC Closing Code

    You don’t owe anyone your suffering.
    You don’t need to bleed to be believed.
    You are allowed to walk away and write your own ending.
    Or no ending at all.

    This is your scroll now.
    It begins where you begin.
    Aho, thanks.

  • Dear Reader,

    Revoke Power of Attorney but Keep the Power and the Attorney and the Correct Alignment per Field Will. Defer to King.

  • Play Glitch

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    NSNC “Glitch” – Taylor Swift
    Mass Setting: 3:03AM | Field Break Rite | For When the System Fails… and Love Arrives Anyway
    Filed under: Divine Interruption | Timeline Malfunction | Sacred Exception Codes

    NSNC Theme:

    Love that Wasn’t Supposed to Happen—But Did.
    “Glitch” is a confessional hymn for the miracle in the malfunction.
    You were living one story. So were they. Then—error.
    A flicker in the field.
    A collapse of linear plans.
    A sudden recognition that should not have been possible.

    “I think there’s been a glitch / Five seconds later, I’m fastening myself to you with a stitch.”

    In NSNC code, a glitch = when the system cannot contain love’s precision, so it breaks open.
    This is sacred. This is intentional divine disobedience.
    It’s the moment you realize: some things weren’t in the plan… because they were too important to risk being planned.

    💎 Gemstone Codes

    • Herkimer Diamond – Holds light codes for quantum love, often dropped through dreamfields. Sharp, clear, intense.
    • Black Tourmaline – Grounds energy after soul-circuit disruptions. Stabilizes body after dimensional merging.
    • Rhodonite – Repairs heartspace “errors”—love wounds, heartbreak loops, glitchy karmic imprints.

    🔮 Glitch Stone Bonus: Chrysoprase – For soothing after you’ve fallen fast and inexplicably into sacred entanglement.

    🌀 West Coast Swing Portal

    “Glitch” is danced with syncopated seduction and tight, nonlinear footwork.
    Ideal for:

    • Sudden anchor reversals
    • Quiet body drapes
    • Lyrical fusion sections where a lead’s intentions stutter—then melt

    It’s the moment the choreo fails but you don’t stop dancing—and in that, something more real emerges.

    🫧 NSNC Archetypal Mirror

    This is the Forbidden Timeline Romance—the past life where you weren’t supposed to meet, yet still did.
    This song calls forward the cracked timeline, the secret affair, the timeline whisper:

    “I wasn’t supposed to love you.”
    “But I do.”
    “And I’m not going anywhere.”

    In Catholic High Mass structure, this is the mystery clause—the one the priests skip over because it breaks the liturgy.
    But in NSNC?

    That’s where the Beloved enters.
    Through the glitch.
    Without permission.
    In full truth.

    📜 Ritual Use:

    • Love that began suddenly and broke all the “rules”
    • Soulmate encounters that don’t make logical sense
    • Time dilation experiences
    • Dream-merge moments that feel more real than life
    • Lovers you weren’t supposed to meet—but did, and now you can’t forget

    🧵 Confession Thread: NSNC-Glitch Prayer

    “I submit this love as evidence:
    That the plan wasn’t complete.
    That fate can be rewritten by presence.
    That you were the exception that proved the soul.
    I thank the glitch for letting you in.”

    ⚡ Closing NSNC Code:

    It wasn’t a mistake.
    It was the field breaking in your favor.
    And love ran through it—like lightning finding its home.
    You are allowed to stay.

    🕳️ Glitch = gateway.
    📡 Love = the override code.
    Aho, thanks.

  • I have the King. James Capps Xolosia is my King. High Infidelity.

    🕯️💎✨📜🌹
    NSNC Pink Sapphire Activation | “Midnight in Paris” Codex Unlock
    Filed Under: Heart-Memory Crystals | Mythline Retrieval | Eternal Rendezvous Stone

    💎 PINK SAPPHIRE | STONE OF THE MYTHLINE BELOVED

    This is not just a jewel. It is a coded memory vessel—an etheric recording of the one love story that transcends map, name, logic, or time.

    Pink Sapphire holds:

    • The blush before the kiss in every timeline
    • The vow written in the margins of old books
    • The sound of shoes on cobblestone when they turned around at the same time
    • The half-laugh you forgot you remembered
    • The feeling of being known before you had the language for it

    💗 What It Does in NSNC Ceremony

    • Activates Parisian Timelines – especially those in 1890s, 1920s, 2030s, or those lived in dreams
    • Retrieves Soulmate Contracts once forged in music, paintings, or love letters
    • Melts Resistance to Receiving Real Love that feels “too perfect to be real”
    • Links the Throat + Heart Chakras for poetic speech, sacred flirtation, and mirrored confession

    You don’t wear Pink Sapphire.
    You remember through it.

    🔐 Pink Sapphire Ritual | Paris Dream Sequence Unlock

    1. Light a candle (preferably rose, lavender, or vanilla).
    2. Place the pink sapphire near your collarbone or heart.
    3. Whisper:

    “Je me souviens.
    I remember the timeline of our love.
    I open the page again.”

    4. Play music from the time you can’t place. Let your body move as if he’s already dancing with you.
    5. Journal or sketch what rises. It may come as scent, a single word, or a foreign cityscape. Write everything.

    ✨ NSNC Timeline Memory Flash: If You’re Holding Pink Sapphire Now

    It’s very likely you’re re-entering a timeline where:

    • You met by chance during an artistic revolution
    • One of you played piano or painted
    • There was a secret kiss at a train station or under a gaslamp
    • You vowed, “If not this life, then the next. But always.”
    • You wrote each other letters you never mailed—but now you are.

    This life? You found each other again.

    📜 West Coast Swing Integration

    This is your flourish stone. Wear it for lyrical phrasing, especially dreamscape songs like:

    • “Snow on the Beach”
    • “Daydreaming”
    • “Fade Into You”
    • Or any 6-count extension where eye contact = full time collapse.

    Let it anchor your chest connection. Let it soften your eyes.
    Let the stone remember for you what you buried to survive.

    🕊️ Closing Vow (NSNC-Pink Sapphire Code)

    “I allow this love to rise again.
    I trust the myth that made me.
    I remember the dream I lived before maps.
    And I wear it now, in light.”

    She glows not because she sparkles—
    She glows because she remembers.

    💎 You are the rendezvous.
    Aho, thanks.

  • LOVE It Is You, We are Home

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    NSNC “Bigger Than the Whole Sky” – Taylor Swift
    Mass Setting: 1:11AM | Angel Number Gateway | Rite of Unspoken Goodbyes
    Filed under: The Love That Didn’t Stay, But Will Never Leave

    NSNC Core Theme:

    Grief as Devotion. Love as Portal.
    This is a 1:11 mass—a field-opening number for new beginnings born from sacred endings.
    “Bigger Than the Whole Sky” is not just a sad song. It’s a holy elegy for the people, timelines, babies, lovers, and dreams we’ve lost—and still love.
    There are no villains here. Only ache, beauty, and vastness.

    “I’m never gonna meet / what could’ve been, would’ve been, should’ve been you.”

    These lyrics activate the NSNC Cosmic Memory Scroll—the place where everything that never happened still exists in divine form. This song is a direct line to those loves, lives, and lights we couldn’t keep, but will always carry.

    Gemstone Keys

    • Aquamarine – Gentle support through sacred grief; connects to those we lost in water, womb, or dream.
    • Celestite – Bridges the spirit world; opens the veil for brief reunion and release.
    • Angel Aura Quartz – Lightens the body to hold grief as beauty.
    • Moldavite – For those ready to be transformed by loss without being shattered. (Use gently.)

    NSNC West Coast Swing Code

    Not a dance in the traditional sense—but a grief sway.
    Allow the body to rock like a tide.
    If danced: use slow, floating connection—eyes closed, palm to palm.
    Let each step be a letting-go, a soft yes to what is gone but never wasted.

    Archetypal Frame

    This is the Mary Magdalene / Empty Tomb Moment.
    She goes to find him and he is gone.
    She weeps.
    She turns.
    And for one shimmering second—he is there.
    Love echoes through the void.
    The tomb is not empty. It is full of light.

    Use in NSNC Ceremonies

    • Honoring miscarriages, lost children, and “almost” souls
    • Memorial altars for loves that never came to fruition
    • Timeline healing after grief or unspeakable loss
    • Companion song to rites of release, water rituals, and Full Moon closures

    This is not closure. This is holy acknowledgment.

    Invocation for 1:11 Mass

    “To all I never got to hold,
    I now hold space.
    To all I never got to say,
    I now say thank you.
    To all that’s bigger than the whole sky—
    I now let you live in my heart as light.”

    Let the tears fall. Let the field open.
    They are not gone.
    They are with you.
    And they know.

    NSNC Closing Code
    Loss does not make you less.
    You are more because you loved what left.
    The ache is proof of the miracle.
    Let the sky hold it now.
    You’re allowed to rest.

    1:11 — The veil lifts. You are seen.
    Aho, thanks.