Author: Aja

  • ⛪️ ScrollWell Call to Mass | 7:45PM Update NSNC Californication — Red Hot Chili Peppers “First born unicorn / Hardcore soft porn”


    🕖 Time Gate: 7:45PM — Crossroads of Venus Square the Nodes
    🌉 Location: West Coast → Heartland → Mountain Threshold
    🪞 Portal Type: Mirror Mass — “As Within, So California”
    🕊️ Theme: Revelation of the Golden Shadow through Hollywood’s Ashes


    🎶 NSNC Californication: Song Analysis

    💒 Archetypal Message:
    “Californication” offers a psalm of pilgrimage through the underbelly of glamour, commodified eros, and artificial paradise. This is Mary Magdalene’s field under siege, where truth is distorted through projection, consumption, and hunger for divinity in disguise. Yet it also reveals how even the most profane longing contains encoded sacred desire. This is a Theophany of the Fallen Bride, waiting in postmodern exile.

    💎 Gem & Mineral Symbolism:

    • Pyrite: Fool’s gold, Hollywood’s glamour—surface shine masking inner emptiness, but also shielding raw potential.
    • Bismuth: Iridescent metal of ordered chaos. Shifts in identity and form, yet always rooted in one’s divine patterning.
    • Blue Kyanite: Clears false voices, aligns one to soul-truth. Useful now to cut through projection loops and “plastic surgery dreams.”

    💃 West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit:
    “Californication” is in a slinky 90 BPM groove—ideal for moody lyrical phrasing and sinuous triple steps. Create tension with extended body isolations and delayed compression in the anchor to echo the song’s seductive pull-and-release. Lean into the minor key to dramatize emotional storytelling.

    🕯️ Ritual Use:
    Tonight’s Mass is about reverse projection—returning stolen archetypes to their holy origins. If you’ve felt your beauty, fame, love, or genius misused, use this track to ritually call it back. Light a single candle and whisper your full name into a mirror while the guitar riff opens. Witness what comes. Write nothing down. Burn a rose petal in offering.

    🗝️ ScrollWell Note:
    This is one of NSNC’s threshold tracks. Once heard consciously, it can’t be unheard. Let it unbind the collective spell of false fame and initiate the Real. “Space may be the final frontier,” but Love is the First One. Walk backward through the silver screen until you find the doorway to the garden.


    ✝️ Closing Thought:
    It’s the Church of the Disenchanted now gathering the relics. The dream was never the problem. The forgetting was.

    Aho, thanks.
    —NSNC 💽📿 ScrollWell

  • NSNC I Ain’t Gonna Be the First to Cry – Bob Moses

    Rite of Emotional Impasse | Mass of the Stubborn Heart | The Crossroads of Surrender


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    This is the myth of two wounded warriors, lovers who would rather bleed quietly than show their tears. Echoes of Tristan and Isolde, both aching but bound by pride, mirror wounds, and standoff energy. Neither yields—and so time stretches into ache.

    The ritual here is the Threshold Rite:

    “Will you come forward? Or must I walk away without revealing the cost?”

    It’s a mass of sacred resistance—not because love is gone, but because fear says vulnerability equals defeat.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This mirrors the Silent Prayer before Communion, where the priest bows inward and speaks only to God. In this song, both lovers are bowed—not to God, but to ego, afraid the first tear will unmask their heart.

    But what if the first to cry… was the one closest to grace?

    “Tears are not weakness—they are the wine of the altar.”


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Blue Kyanite governs this rite—stone of truth, communication, and bridging unspoken gaps.
    Jet grounds it—ancient fossilized wood that absorbs grief and helps release stubborn armor.

    “When one of us cries, the soul of the other softens. Always.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    This track supports emotive micro-musicality and syncopated tension holds. Use center pulls, weighted anchor moments, and breakaway pauses to emphasize the push-pull dynamic. It’s a dance of nearly-but-not-yet. Let your body almost say it.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine, holding back with a shaking heart:

    If I cry, I’m afraid I’ll lose you. If I don’t—I already have.

    From the feminine, dignified but breaking inside:

    I’m not cold—I’m afraid to be the only one open.

    From the future, when one finally let go:

    I broke first, but we both healed. That was the first act of real love.


    This is a Mass for those still standing in the doorway, unsure if vulnerability is a curse or the only holy path left.
    It reminds us:

    Sometimes, love begins when pride ends.

    Face it.

  • NSNC Candy Shop – 50 Cent

    Rite of Erotic Play | Mass of the Sovereign Body | The Divine Masculine as Initiator of Pleasure


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    “Candy Shop” is the Myth of the Tantric King—the masculine who knows his power not through dominance, but through deep, attuned seduction. This is not conquest—it is mastery of timing, listening, and the pleasure of the Beloved.

    In archetypal love story, this reflects Krishna’s flute to Radha, or Solomon’s Song of Songs:

    “Let him kiss me with the kisses of his mouth…”

    This is the Sacred Trickster Rite, where erotic play becomes alchemy—sweetness given, power shared, innocence and heat braided into bliss.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This is a radical echo of the Kiss of Peace in the liturgy—except here, it’s shared through eyes, hands, breath, mouth. The rite is physical, but the soul remains fully awake.

    “Your delight in me is how I feel God.”


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Pink Tourmaline governs this mass—pleasure with heart, sensuality with soul.
    Amber brings the ancestral, warming the root and solar plexus—offering safety in heat, and memory in touch.

    “This is the sweetness of my flesh—and the dignity of my desire.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    Perfect for slow grind WCS with playful isolations—try contrabody play, booty rolls, and funky synced hits. Make it consensual and cheeky, not crass. Lead with tease, timing, and respect—this is sweetness with sovereignty.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine, sovereign and generous:

    I don’t take—I awaken.

    From the feminine, claiming pleasure as birthright:

    Your hands know the path—my body is ready.

    From the future, where power and play are one:

    We made joy into ritual—and our laughter into liturgy.


    “Candy Shop” becomes a high erotic sacrament when the masculine leads with attuned presence and the feminine receives with reverent embodiment.
    Pleasure becomes holy when it honors both the body and the soul.


  • NSNC Cocaine – Robin Thicke

    Rite of the Shadow Kiss | Mass of False Fire | The Lover’s Awakening at the Crossroads


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    “Cocaine” plays out the myth of Persephone in the club, of the Lover lost in the glamour of shadowplay—attracted, entangled, enchanted. It’s the erotic lure of numbness, the seduction of what seems easier than intimacy.

    But in that slippery haze, a voice inside still asks:

    Would you love me if I were real?

    This is the Initiation Rite of Temptation—where the divine counterpart appears not as salvation, but as a mirror. It’s the moment you see that what you chase is not escape—but connection in disguise.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This track echoes the Confiteor: “I confess… through my fault, through my most grievous fault.” But here, it’s not about shame. It’s about telling the truth in the presence of love.

    “Even in the places I hide—I long for you.”


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Labradorite holds this space—mystical stone of illusion piercing, psychic clarity, and spiritual reclamation.
    Carnelian warms it—grounding sensual fire and restoring creative soul-force.

    “Not all highs are holy—but I can become sacred again.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    This song’s slick, sultry groove allows for seductive foot drags, slow leans, syncopated play, and body slides. It’s perfect for a flirtation-led dynamic, mirroring temptation—but let truth lead the follow.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine, caught but awakening:

    I kept chasing the high—but it was always you I wanted.

    From the feminine, steady beyond illusion:

    Even in your spiral, I stayed tuned to your soul.

    From the future, when clarity returns:

    We came back from the edge and called it our altar.


    This is a Mass for lovers who walk through the shadows, hands not always clean, but hearts still looking for union.
    Love doesn’t flinch at your darkness—it just asks you to be honest inside it.


  • NSNC By Your Side – Sade

    Rite of Everpresence | Mass of the Beloved’s Return | The Unshakable Companion


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    “By Your Side” sings from the Lover-as-Sanctuary archetype: the one who does not leave. Think Penelope weaving through timeMary at the cross, or Dante’s Beatrice calling him home from exile.

    This is not clinging. This is sacred steadiness.
    A ritual of unwavering presence, whispered softly:

    Even when you don’t know who you are—I do. And I remain.

    It is the Promise Rite:

    I won’t abandon you in shadow. I’ll walk beside you until your light returns.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This reflects the Agnus Dei – “Lamb of God, You take away the sins of the world, have mercy on us.”
    Here, mercy is not abstract. It is the physical, daily act of being there. A sacrament in every cup of tea, each returned gaze.

    “I am your mercy in skin.”


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Chrysoprase pulses in this Mass—stone of compassion, heart healing, and truth held tenderly.
    Lepidolite brings soothing loyalty, especially through emotional storms.

    “You don’t have to be okay. You just have to be here. I’ll be with you.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    This track is perfect for lyrical fusion WCS—focus on suspended moments, smooth linear travel, and intentional breath between movements. Try shoulder rolls and connected body drapes—an embodiment of emotional holding.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the feminine, unwavering and whole:

    I don’t need you to be perfect—I need you to be real.

    From the masculine, in quiet awe:

    You never left. Even when I did.

    From the future, fully embodied, hand in hand:

    This love wasn’t loud—but it lasted. We did.


    “By Your Side” is a Mass for those who wait faithfully, not in martyrdom, but in soul truth.
    The kind of love that walks beside you through fire, barefoot, with eyes full of peace.


    Aho, thanks.

  • NSNC Lusty – Lamb

    Rite of Erotic Embodiment | Mass of the Hungry Heart | The Sacred Lover’s Flame


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    “Lusty” invokes the archetype of the Priestess of Fire, the wild sacred feminine who no longer compartmentalizes spiritual and sexual desire. She is IshtarLilithMary Magdalene crowned—holy in hunger, worthy in want. The Beloved here is the mirror who can handle her heat, not tame her flame.

    This is the Ecstatic Rite—when the body becomes a grail, and pleasure becomes a sacrament.

    Not all longing is lack—some is divine ignition.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This song mirrors the Sanctus—“Holy, Holy, Holy Lord”—but here, it is whispered from between breathless bodies, not pews. It also channels the mystic saints—Teresa of Ávila, whose ecstasy with the angel pierced both body and soul.

    “In this heat, I remember God.”


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Garnet is the heart of this Mass—stone of carnal love, rooted power, and the courage to feel fully.
    Black Obsidian supports it, holding boundaries as the container of intensity.

    “My desire is holy fire—I am not afraid to burn.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    “Lusty” is rich with slow, pulsing musicality and tension-release dynamics. Use delayed leadsmicro-body isolations, and heavy leg drapes or folds to express heat simmering under control. Sensual—not gratuitous. Worship in motion.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the feminine, igniting unapologetically:

    I want you—and that want is holy.

    From the masculine, rising without fear of the flame:

    Your heat does not scare me—it awakens me.

    From the future, where longing is consummated in sacred union:

    We made an altar of our skin, and called it devotion.


    “Lusty” is a mass for the consecration of craving—a reminder that the flesh was never the problem. Only our fear of its holiness.

    Black obsidian – that dream is deeper than my own name this lifetime. I have the rose quartz and one moonstone earring.

  • NSNC Without You – Ypey

    Rite of Yearning | Mass of Echoed Touch | The Liminal Lover’s Lament


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    This is the Lover’s Vigil, the sacred moment of whispering to what is no longer there, and yet, somehow—still is. It honors the archetype of the Separated Beloved, like Inanna in the Underworld or Orpheus reaching back for Eurydice.

    The ritual unfolds in the liminal hour when you sit on the bed, hear the silence, and still turn toward the imprint of the one who’s gone.

    I am still here. But I am not whole without you.

    This is a Mass not of despair—but of holy ache that reveals how deep love runs when the body is absent but the soul remains.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This song calls upon the Offertory, where gifts are laid on the altar, not yet transformed, just offered. In this case: the offering is heartbreak. The sacred is found in missing, in mourning, in waiting with devotion.

    “This absence is my incense. This longing is my psalm.”


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Moonstone guides this song—stone of emotional cycles, inner tides, and connection beyond the veil.
    Smoky Quartz accompanies it—offering grounding through grief and clarity through fog.

    “Even in the dark, your love is the lighthouse within me.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    “Without You” invites soft resistance, pulsing stretch, and emotionally honest body lines. Use negative space, breaks, and gentle inward turns to illustrate absence as connection. It’s about dancing with the memory, not just the partner.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine, whispering through distance:

    I feel your absence like wind through my chest. But I am still yours.

    From the feminine, anchored in devotion:

    You are not here—but you are still mine. Still always.

    From the future, when absence becomes reunion:

    Even when we were apart, we were building the way back.


    This song is a hymn for the unseen thread, the proof that love exists even when it seems undone. It’s a mass of silent loyalty and invisible touch.

  • NSNC Glory Box – The Avener

    Rite of Sacred Unveiling | Mass of Worthiness | The Lover’s Surrender into Power


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    “Glory Box” is the reclamation hymn of the Divine Feminine, singing as the Mystic Lover who is done performing, done waiting, done apologizing. This is the moment when she opens the box—not as gift, but as power, offering her allonly to the one who sees her.

    This is the Anointing Rite, the turning point in the love story when the feminine says:

    I’m ready to give my all… but only to the one who can receive it with reverence.

    It is the rite of receiving and being received fully.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This aligns with the Anaphora, the heart of the Eucharistic Prayer—where the offering is blessed and made holy. The woman becomes the altar, the chalice, and the offering all at once. The box is not a container—it is the tabernacle of presence.

    “This is my body, given for love. Not for transaction. For transformation.”


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Rose Quartz infuses this piece—stone of unconditional love and sacred self-offering.
    Paired with Pyrite, it protects feminine radiance and self-worth:

    “I give from fullness, not lack. I open, not to lose myself, but to meet You.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    This track is luscious for slow, soul-driven phrasing with isolated rolls and inside turns—invite feminine adornment and shape, using extended connection and breath to amplify sensual confidence. It’s a lead-follow dance of reverent invitation.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the feminine, owning her desire:

    I'm not here to be consumed—I am here to be seen, cherished, devoured by the divine.

    From the masculine, rising to meet her worth:

    I see the sacred in you—I hold your unveiling with reverence.

    From the future, where love is ecstatic and embodied:

    We make holy what the world tried to cheapen.


    “Glory Box” is the unveiling of the Beloved, no longer begging, but offering.
    Not a gift to be unwrapped.
    A Presence to be worshipped.


    Aho, thanks.

    Field note: Well, it is a Monday…Monday Morning, you sure are a holy GHOST but sure look fine.

  • Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    “Buddha of Suburbia” reveals the Trickster as Mystic, the Lover disguised as Outsider, whose spiritual awakening happens not in mountaintop silence but in neon alleyways and mundane chaos. Like the mythic Hermes or Dionysus, this is a soul who sees through illusion, rebelling into freedom, loving with wild lucidity.

    This is a rite of laughing enlightenment, where suburbia becomes sacred and the profane reveals the divine.

    Praise be to Thee—for You appear even in track suits and vinyl shops.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This track mirrors the Gloria—“Glory to God in the highest”—offered here not with solemn organs but with distortion, funk, and postmodern tongue-in-cheek holiness. It’s the Mass where incense smells like cigarettes and revelation comes through vinyl static.

    “Glory be for this waking world—You meet me where I am.”


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Fluorite resonates here—stone of clarity in chaos, helping align spiritual and earthly planes.
    Paired with Hematite, grounding the wild spiritual spark into embodied form:

    “Be fully here. Transcend nothing. See through it all.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    “Buddha of Suburbia” is ripe for rhythmic play and syncopation—bring in groove breaks, slides, and expressive isolations to honor the song’s edgy cool and sacred irreverence. Let the lead-follow exchange mirror divine irony: smooth yet rebellious.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine, waking in the absurd:

    I found God in the suburbs—and you in my dreams.

    From the feminine, laughing through the veil:

    I kiss the ordinary into ecstasy—watch me glow.

    From the future, where love writes sacred graffiti:

    We are holy here, electric and undone.


    This song is a mass of modern divinity, where even asphalt shines and irony is a sacrament.

    Praise be to Thee for this brand new, glorious day that we have been given!
    We woke up. We are alive. We are weird.
    Amen and aho, thanks.