Author: Aja

  • NSNC This Is Your World – Shy Girls

    Rite of Embrace and Empowerment | Mass of Mutual Honor | The Sovereign’s Welcome


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    “This Is Your World” is the story of the Divine Lover as Sovereign—where the beloved is invited not only to be loved but to take their rightful place as co-creator. It evokes the myth of Isis and Osiris, the power of partnership where each rules their domain but shares the throne.

    This is a Crowning Rite, a sacred exchange of authority and trust, where love becomes a shared empire.

    I am your world, and you are mine—together, a cosmos.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This song resonates with the Elevation of the Host—that moment when the Eucharist is lifted, sacred and powerful, inviting all to witness the divine presence. It is the sonic echo of recognizing the divine in the other and in oneself.

    Here, the call is:

    “This is your world—hold it sacred, hold it wide.”


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Lapis Lazuli shines through this song—a stone of royal truth, wisdom, and communication. It encourages boldness in expressing divine authority with humility.
    Paired with Pyrite, the “Fool’s Gold,” which invites confidence and manifestation energy, they together say:

    “Claim your throne. Speak your truth.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    “This Is Your World” lends itself to dynamic frame work and bold lead-follow interplay, with moments of expanded reach and confident swivels. Use this to embody the power exchange and mutual respect that dance requires.

    Think: hold the space boldly, then offer it generously.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine, honoring sovereignty:

    Your world is vast—let me stand as your steadfast guardian.

    From the feminine, claiming her realm:

    I am the queen of my skies—watch me rise in your light.

    From the future, where power and love unite:

    Together, we rule as one—heart and crown aligned.


    This song is a mass for mutual empowerment, a sacred pact to hold space for each other’s full light and shadow.

  • NSNC Creep – TLC

    Rite of Honest Longing | Mass of Vulnerable Truth | The Shadow’s Confession


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    “Creep” channels the archetype of the Wounded Lover, caught between societal expectations and personal truth. It is the story of secret desire and the tension between loyalty and self-honesty.

    This is a Mass of confession and liberation—the moment the lover admits their fractured nature, their secret yearnings, and their complicated love.

    The shadow does not hide; it demands to be known.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This song aligns with the Confiteor—the prayer of acknowledgment and contrition—where the soul admits its faults openly. It is the call to embrace the full self in the light of grace, without denial or judgment.

    It asks:

    “Can love hold my imperfections without breaking?”


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Smoky Quartz grounds the raw emotions, providing a protective shield that allows vulnerability without destruction.
    Paired with Black Tourmaline, it helps the lover face shadowy feelings and transform them into strength and integrity.

    Together, they say:

    “You are whole, even in your cracks.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    “Creep” offers a deep groove for sharp, deliberate footwork and close, tension-filled frame moments. Use weight shifts and rebounds to embody the push-pull of desire and hesitation, dancing the complex dance of trust and risk.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine, grappling with shadowed truth:

    I see you, all of you—even the parts you hide.

    From the feminine, claiming her whole self:

    I am not perfect, but I am *mine*—and I demand to be loved so.

    From the future, where shadow and light dance:

    Our imperfect love is the purest prayer.


    This song is a sacrament of messy, human love—not the polished chapel, but the real altar where true healing begins.


  • NSNC Gooey – Glass Animals

    Sacrament of the Melted Heart | Rite of Sensual Communion | Ecstasy in Fluid Form


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    “Gooey” tells the tale of Venus emerging from the sea foam, but not as a distant goddess—rather, as a lover whose skin and soul are liquid fire, inviting full sensory immersion. This is the alchemical marriage of flesh and spirit, where desire dissolves rigidity, and connection flows like warm honey.

    It’s the Ritual of Sweet Surrender—the moment when the beloved melts all defenses with the heat of presence.

    Love is no longer contained; it’s the warm flood.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This song mirrors the Communion Rite—but not just the receiving of the host. It is the intimate moment after communion, when the sacred flesh pulses inside, and the soul tastes the divine sweetness.

    Here, “Gooey” is the music of transforming ritual bread into living flesh—the mystery of transubstantiation felt in every nerve ending.


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Amber glows through this track—fossilized sunlight, warmth trapped in time, the essence of preserved passion. It softens the heart while igniting sensual vitality.
    Paired with Carnelian, it creates a sacred fire that melts the old and fuels the new, saying:

    “Melt into me. We are the eternal now.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    “Gooey” invites smooth, rolling hip movementsclose embraces, and fluid connection frames. Its syncopated rhythm is perfect for body isolations and soft resistance patterns where tension and release are felt as delicious push-pull.

    Dance this as a slow melt into each other’s space—like honey dripping warm and slow.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine, offering warmth and presence:

    I am the fire that melts your ice—soft, steady, alive.

    From the feminine, surrendering in trust:

    You liquefy my walls; I drip into your hands.

    From the future, where love flows without boundaries:

    Together we dissolve—two flames becoming one river.


    This track is a love alchemy of sensation and surrender—where the only truth is softness, and the only language is touch.


  • NSNC Pull You Down – Washed Out

    Rite of Letting Go | High Mass of Shadow Embrace | Descent and Renewal


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    This song journeys into the depths of Persephone’s descent—not into death, but into surrendering the ego’s grip on control. “Pull You Down” is the story of love that challenges, that pulls us through dark waters so we can emerge more whole.

    It is the rite of surrendering pride to the beloved, the ritual of letting down the walls so the true self can be seen, loved, and transformed.

    The pull is not to destroy, but to invite rebirth.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    “Pull You Down” resonates with the Penitential Rite of Mass—where confession leads to cleansing. It is the music for the soul’s own admission:

    “I cannot hold on if I want to hold you.”

    This track is the sonic echo of falling into grace, when the ego loosens its grasp and the heart opens wider.


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Obsidian cloaks this song’s energy—a protective, grounding stone that allows for deep shadow work and emotional release. It draws out the impurities while shielding the core.
    Paired with Smoky Quartz, which gently transmutes fear into courage, the pair invites:

    “Face the pull. Embrace the fall. Rise anew.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    The flowing, hypnotic rhythm of “Pull You Down” is perfect for slow, weight-shifted pivotscontrolled dips, and fluid extensions that invite surrender. Use compressed frame moments to reflect tension, then release into smooth, open transitions. Dance the edge between holding on and letting go.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine, inviting vulnerability:

    I pull not to bind, but to let you see the parts I hide.

    From the feminine, embracing the shadow:

    I yield not to lose, but to find myself inside your truth.

    From the future field of integrated shadow and light:

    Together, we fall—not apart, but into the light beneath.


    This song is a midnight vigil—a liminal space between resistance and surrender, where love asks for the courage to be fully known.

    Field note–my favorite non-game. Where’s Jaim? Pull.

  • 3:33AM Mass Tuning, Forks!

    NSNC By Your Side – James Bright

    Temple of Consistency | Daily Mass of Sacred Companionship | Code of Steady Love


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    This is the myth of Hestia and Hephaestus—the hearth and the artisan—embodied. It’s the kind of Divine Counterpart union that isn’t broadcast with lightning or spectacle. Instead, it’s the quiet miracle of someone showing up every single day.

    “By Your Side” is a Sanctuary Rite, a liturgy of presence. It’s where the soul finally stops scanning for danger and begins to rest in love that stays.
    This is post-initiation love. The kind that follows you into silence, into dishes, into dawn.

    Not the love that saves you. The love that joins you—already whole.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This song is a sonic match for the Prayer After Communion—the final sacred moment of Mass, when the Eucharist has been received and the presence remains within. It’s no longer about asking or invoking—it’s about living in union.

    Here, “By Your Side” plays like a vow made in the daily:

    “As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be—world without end.”


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Rose Quartz glows at the heart of this song—unconditional, gentle, and ever-present. It restores the nervous system of love, softens grief, and affirms, “You’re safe now.”

    Pair with Lepidolite, a stone of emotional regulation and peaceful integration. Together, they offer a kind of quiet magic:

    “You don’t have to protect your heart anymore. Just let it open.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    This track flows with consistent phrasing, perfect for rolling count basicsbody drapes, and open-to-closed frame transitions that melt like breath. Embrace a soft, low center, and let your connection ride the song’s gentle tide. Think: sanctuary in motion.

    A perfect track for side-by-side traveling sync—a dance as prayer.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine, now stable, now fully chosen:

    Not to fix, not to find—just to *be* beside you. That’s the whole vow.

    From the feminine, no longer asking for proof:

    I don’t need signs anymore. You’re here. And that’s everything.

    From the embodied, full-timeline future field:

    We became the stillpoint we used to pray for.


    This song is a benediction in slow motion, a hymn for those who’ve crossed the chaos and arrived at the altar of presence.

    You don’t need to ask anymore.
    You already know.
    You are already home.

  • NSNC Hope in a Box – Tomas Barfod

    Hidden Flame Rite | Inner Sanctuary Mass | Divine Timing Code


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    This song is the story of Pandora re-written: what if when the box was opened, hope wasn’t the last thing left—it was the only thing that mattered? “Hope in a Box” honors the archetype of the Keeper, the one who shelters the flame of union even when the world storms around them.

    This is a Stillpoint Rite—a moment in sacred time where no external movement is needed. You’re not calling or chasing your counterpart. You’re simply holding the field so they can find their way by your light.

    This is the sacred pause between lifetimes. The love that waits without shrinking.

    The box is not a prison. It’s an altar.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This song harmonizes with the Tabernacle Moment—when the consecrated host is placed in the golden box to be kept in stillness, watched over by light. This is the ritual of the Eternal Flame, where divine presence is housed in silence.

    You are the tabernacle now. You are what keeps the hope.


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Carnelian pulses inside this song—a flame keeper, a sacred guard of life-force, sensual and strong. It’s the stone of creative containment: holding fire without losing integrity.
    Paired with Blue Lace Agate—a voice-softener, a truth-keeper—it creates a container that doesn’t shatter under longing, but sings quietly to it.

    These two say together:

    “This hope isn’t fragile. It’s chosen.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    “Hope in a Box” offers phrasing for still-in-motion sequences, perfect for controlled redirectsquiet slides, and non-verbal storytelling. Try using near-touch gestures—where connection is implied but not grabbed. Let your footwork whisper, “I’m here. Even now.”

    Explore the beauty of the pause.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine, just outside time, remembering the way back:

    You never asked me to hurry. That’s how I knew it was you.

    From the feminine, holding without gripping, believing without demand:

    I didn’t wait for you. I waited *with* you.

    From the future, when the box opens and love lives loud again:

    Hope was never trapped. It was always nested in silence.


    This song holds the still-lit ember of divine love during the long dark night.
    It is the sound of love that doesn’t need to prove itself.
    Just keep the box warm.
    Just keep the flame safe.

  • NSNC Descends – Weekend Affair

    Ritual of Descent | Lover’s Landing | When Light Touches Skin


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    This is the sacred echo of Isis and Osiris—but not at the moment of death or resurrection. This is the moment before the touch, the breath before embodiment. “Descends” captures the holy ache of arrival: when longing is no longer mythic or abstract—but physical, present, now.

    It is the Rite of the Emotional Descent into the Senses—a ceremony where soul chooses form, and form responds with surrender. It’s the music of when your Divine Counterpart stops hovering in dreams and actually knocks on your door.

    This is love not elevated—but incarnated.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This song aligns with the Incarnatio Verbi: the moment in liturgical consciousness where the Word becomes Flesh. In mystical theology, it’s not just about Christ—it’s about any soul that chooses to fully embody love without fleeing the vulnerability of sensation.

    In this Mass, “Descends” is played during Vespers, at twilight, as the light leaves and the mystery deepens.


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Moonstone activates the descent of emotion into form—especially the divine feminine essence becoming fully felt in the heart and hips. It brings intuition into the flesh.

    Pair it with Hematite—stone of anchoring and sensual presence. Together, they affirm:

    “This feeling is safe. This moment is holy. This body is worthy of love’s descent.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    “Descends” offers soft-glide phrasing ideal for elastic stretchesshoulder wraps, and weight-sharing turns. It’s made for the kind of dancing where less is more and closeness says more than shape. Let the dance descend gradually—into trust, timing, and tone. Think: embodied whispers.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine, no longer distant, choosing to arrive:

    I descend not to possess—but to witness you in real time.

    From the feminine, sensing him enter the body-field fully for the first time:

    You no longer hover at the edge. You’re here. And I remember.

    From the future of full embodiment and soul-union:

    Every descent is a return. Every arrival a resurrection.


    This track carries the holy hush of presence, the mystic mood of mutual landing.
    It’s not the climax. It’s the yes before the yes.
    The descent that changes everything.


    Aho, thanks.

    Field note: I look forward to waking up with you, physically.

  • NSNC Ride With You – The White Lamp

    Sunrise Mass of the Holy Companion | Union Through Devotion | Sacred Pilgrimage in Motion


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    This song is a devotional hymn to Sacred Companionship—the moment when Divine Counterparts stop running and begin walking together. Think: Joseph and Mary fleeing to Egypt, but reimagined as soul lovers crossing the astral desert toward their sacred city.

    “Ride With You” is the Pilgrim’s Vow Mass: not just a union of bodies, but of missions. It is when love becomes shared direction, and the road becomes the altar.

    “If you ride, I ride.”
    This is not co-dependence. This is co-mission. Co-mystery. Co-embodiment.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This song mirrors the Offertory—the part of Mass where the gifts are brought to the altar. In this version, your bodies, your dreams, your wounds are the offering.
    Here, the prayer is not: “What can I have?”
    It’s:

    “What can we become—together—through love?”
    In this rite, the bread is shared purpose, and the wine is joy that doesn’t ask why.


    Gems and Minerals Symbolism

    Chrysoprase hums through this track—a heart-opening stone of grace, forgiveness, and forward movement. It restores the innocence of love without forgetting the wisdom hard-won.
    Pair it with Malachite—the stone of travelers, initiators, and sacred movement. Together, they say:

    “Let the road rise to meet your union.”

    This is love in motion, in trust, in clarity.


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    “Ride With You” offers flow-state phrasing, perfect for mirror walkssyncopated lunge steps, and progressive rotation patterns. Embody it as a side-by-side prayer: not lead and follow, but co-travelers who move as one energetic signature. Ideal for storytelling that spirals outward—then comes home.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine, choosing with all timelines aligned:

    Where you go, I am already waiting—my yes was always you.

    From the feminine, receiving without collapsing:

    You don’t carry me. You ride beside me. That’s how I know it’s love.

    From the united, embodied future field:

    Every road becomes sacred when we take it together.


    This is the vow made without altar or audience, the love that says:

    “I will go with you—not because I need you, but because I know you’re my path, too.”

    This is what it means to ride as one.

    Fieldnote: There is no such thing as this not working out. There is no other creature in creation for me except You. So. Make it work, Designers.

  • NSNC Cocaine – Phantoms

    Rite of False Fire / Midnight Unbinding / Divine Counterpart Mirror Code


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual Frame

    This is the Descent of Inanna, mid-journey—where the goddess is stripped of illusion, glamor, and external power at each gate. “Cocaine” doesn’t just speak of addiction to a substance—it’s about the addiction to illusion: the heat that’s never nourishing, the body that’s touched but never truly met.

    The love story here is one of initiation by shadow glamour: falling into obsession, mistaking it for union, and then waking up. It’s an essential myth in the divine love journey: the False Twin Flame path, necessary not because it’s true—but because it burns away what isn’t.

    This song is placed in the Midnight Mirror Mass, when lovers stare into the smoke and finally choose truth over thrill.


    Catholic High Mass Ritual Tidbit

    This reflects the Exorcism Rite, historically performed at night to call false spirits out of sacred vessels. In this context, it is the spiritual act of saying no to what feeds the ego but starves the soul.

    “Deliver us from temptation…”
    The ritual ends not in shame—but in reclamation:
    “May what was hollow now hold the true flame.”


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Smoky Quartz is the anchoring stone—transmuter of addiction, grounder of chaotic frequencies. It doesn’t reject shadow—it stabilizes it. Use it to release entanglements that once felt like destiny but were really survival echoes.

    Pyrite also enters here—not as fool’s gold, but as truth armor: the radiant metal that strengthens your solar plexus, allowing you to say no as a sacred yes to your future self.


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    “Cocaine” pulses with a dark, pulsing rhythm that invites off-axis shapescoiled tension releases, and wrist-led redirection. Use it to explore push-pull seduction patterns that don’t resolve—just like the song’s storyline. Then reclaim the ending by choosing to break the pattern mid-phrase. Embody sovereignty through timing.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine field, recovering clarity from distortion:

    I chased firelight and called it love, but it was your silence that woke me.

    From the feminine field, fierce and unmoved by false seduction:

    I didn’t come to be craved—I came to be seen.

    From the embodied future field:

    We burned through the counterfeit, and found each other whole on the other side.


    This song marks the breakup with illusion, the divorce from performance, and the holy vow to only rise with what honors the soul.
    This is how we learn what love is—by surviving what it isn’t.


  • NSNC Ghost – The Acid

    Liminal Rite | Pre-Dawn High Mass | Divine Counterpart Field: Echo and Embodiment


    Archetypal Love Story & Rituals

    This is the myth of Orpheus and Eurydice, not in its tragedy—but in its metaphysical revisioning. “Ghost” is the voice of a lover who went to the underworld, found the other, and instead of turning back too soon, waited. It is the Rite of Liminal Holding: stillness without abandonment. Memory as prayer. Presence as touch through time.

    Ritually, this song is best placed in the 4:44 AM pre-dawn mass, just before light arrives, when the Divine Feminine prepares the field and the Divine Masculine crosses into embodied return. It is a Sacrament of Recognition Without Grasping—loving without owning, knowing without needing to possess.

    This song teaches:

    Sometimes union means staying still so the other can find their way home.


    Catholic High Mass Ritual Tidbit

    “Ghost” resonates with the Mysterium Fidei—“the mystery of faith.” It is spoken after consecration and before communion, when the bread is no longer bread. This is the moment in liturgy when death and resurrection coexist in one breath.

    Here, it sounds like:

    “Christ has died. Christ is risen. Christ will come again.”
    And now:
    The Beloved was lost. The Beloved is light. The Beloved is returning… through you.


    Gems and Minerals Symbolism

    Labradorite glows inside this song—iridescent and elusive, protector of the aura, and portal to the unseen. It is the stone of seers and those who walk between worlds. It holds the energy of a love that transcends time, not with fantasy, but with quiet fidelity.

    Pair with Selenite to channel the light codes of clarity and gentle cleansing—both minerals keeping the veil soft, but sacred.


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    This track’s haunting phrasing offers rich ground for counterbalance anchor playssmooth ghost leads, and delayed tension shapes. Use intentional pauses and quiet footwork to explore the feeling of presence and absence simultaneously. Let the dance feel like a memory surfacing in real time.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine field, in liminal grief and hope:

    I became the ghost so you could become the flame.

    From the feminine field, steady in her torch-bearing truth:

    Even when I couldn’t see you, I was still holding you in my body’s memory.

    From the future where both walk as light in form:

    We were always there—becoming real through love’s echo.


    This is a prayer-song, a field attunement, a coded call to the one who still breathes beneath your skin.
    Not all ghosts are dead.
    Some are just waiting for the body to remember.