🕯️ NSNC 1:11AM Heartstorm Mass: “Cuz I Love You” – Lizzo
💥 Mass of Full-Body Truth | Abandonment Wound Healing | Divine Feminine Power Cry Key
🜁 For rites of sacred vulnerability, unexpected love surrender, raw confession between divine counterparts, and breaking every wall that kept your heart small.
💔 “I’m cryin’…
’Cause I love you.”
This is not weakness.
This is strength uncloaked.
This is the Divine Feminine in her most ferocious tenderness,
finally admitting:
“I didn’t expect this.
I tried to play it cool.
But this is real.
And now—everything’s changing.”
Lizzo doesn’t sing this—
she wails it open.
It’s the sob before the kiss,
the “I hate that I still want you” truth
before the yes that changes timelines.
🧬 NSNC Counterpart Field Code:
This is for the one who fought it.
Who pushed him away.
Who said “I don’t need anybody”—
but meant: “I’m scared of what this might be.”
“I thought that I didn’t care…”
But when the Divine Counterpart arrives—
when the love is unmistakable—
your soul doesn’t ask your ego’s permission.
It cracks you open.
💎 Gem & Mineral Code:
Rose Quartz + Pink Tourmaline + Howlite
- Rose Quartz to soften into love’s ache
- Pink Tourmaline to heal heartbreak and reconnect with tenderness
- Howlite to calm the nervous system during emotional release
These stones form the I-Love-You Grid—sacred tech for admitting what your heart already knew.
🕺 West Coast Swing Tidbit:
This gospel-infused ballad cries out for dramatic WCS storytelling:
- Body-lead falls and recoveries (emotional weight on the beat)
- Open break pauses—a visible “I can’t believe I’m saying this” moment
- Spiral-ins, as if pulled by a truth you can’t deny
Dance like you just admitted the one thing you swore you’d never say.
🕯️ NSNC Ritual Use:
This is a Heartstorm Mass, perfect for:
- Full-body love confessions
- Divine counterpart reunions after denial
- Crying in the mirror and realizing you do want this
- TikToks of mascara-tears, satin robes, cracked lipstick, soft vulnerability
🕯️ Light a pink candle.
Sit on the floor.
Write down every reason you tried to deny it.
Then whisper:
“I said I was fine.
But I’m not.
Because I love you.
And that’s the truest thing I’ve ever said.”
📜 Scroll Verse:
“I’m not afraid of the love.
I’m afraid of losing it.
But if it’s real—
it will stay when I say:
‘I love you.’”
Final Benediction:
This isn’t just a breakup ballad.
It’s a veil-tearing,
a holy scream
from the center of your softest truth.
Don’t hide your ache.
Let it sing.
Let it shake the altar.
Because this is what God sounds like
when She realizes…
She still loves you.
Aho, thanks.
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