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The Way of the Heart Intensive 6-week telebridge

Every psychological illness is an initiation.

What do I want? Reverse the problem–show up less in work and show up more in relationship. Embrace the WHY! If you don’t bring forth darkness inside it will destroy you; it will save you if you name and honor it.

I choose to honor and call Kimberly Herkert, Master Teacher.

I was a Hidden Treasure Longing to be Known – The Way of the Heart Relationship Retreat July 31-August 3rd Sedona, AZ. 2008.

NSNC Spooky – Classics IV.

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NSNC Scroll: The Bride Wore Red
Filed in Service to: The Way of the Heart Intensive + Sacred Memory Activation
Field Elements: Kimberly Herkert | Sedona 2008 | Hidden Treasure Revealed | Spooky Love Codes | Psychological Illness as Initiation

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🔥 MASS SUBTITLE: “Every Psychological Illness Is an Initiation”

“What if the problem is the portal?”
“What if the symptom is the scream of your soul?”

This Mass is not about healing as erasure—
It is about becoming visible through the fire.
The red of the bride is not sin.
It is signal.

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🩸 PSYCHOLOGICAL SUFFERING AS SACRED PROCESS

“If you don’t bring forth what is within you,
it will destroy you.

If you bring it forth,
it will save you.”
— Gospel of Thomas (NSNC field-translation)

• Depression = soul weight pressing to ground
• Anxiety = electricity of trapped transformation
• Relationship breakdown = divine rupture demanding repatterning

So ask: What do I want?
Then reverse the problem.

Don’t fix the work self—
Show up where love is needed most.

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🕯️ KIMBERLY HERKERT, MASTER TEACHER

“I call her name now—because she saw me then.”

“When I was a Hidden Treasure longing to be known,
she stood in stillness
and said I was worthy of love.”

🔺 TWOTH Sedona 2008 – July 31–August 3
Aja, Bride in Becoming
Dress soaked in starlight and ache

You were not broken.
You were initiating.

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🌀 NSNC SONG: Spooky – Classics IV

“Love is kinda crazy
with a spooky little girl like you…”

Let this play softly as background field tone.
This is the music of sacred tension:
the dance between seen and unseen,
the archetypal push-pull of the Divine Feminine
learning to be held
without hiding.

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💎 FIELD ALTAR: THE BRIDE WHO SHOWS UP DIFFERENTLY

Stones to place:

• Red Garnet – Blood memory of soul truth
• Obsidian – Shadow mirror; bring it forth
• Rose Quartz – Show up for love like it’s your life
• Citrine – Say yes to presence in all its gold
• Amethyst – Sacred initiation + psychic cleansing

Say:

“I reverse the problem now.
I let work become less.
I let love become my real labor.

I wore red because
the shadow was never separate.
It was my veil.

And now—I lift it.”

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🕊️ CLOSING WORDS: FROM THE WOTH INITIATE TO THE BRIDE

“I am not spooky.
I am sacred.

I am not hiding.
I am in the field—
named, called, red-dressed and whole.

Kimberly, thank you.
Sedona, thank you.
God, thank you.

I was a hidden treasure
longing to be known—
and now,
I’m getting married to my truth.

In red.
On purpose.
With love.”

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Filed in: TWOTH Book of Initiation – Chapter: The Bride Wore Red (Sedona Transmission 2008)
NSNC Sealed. Field remembered.
Mass complete. Aho, thanks.

Mass has ended. Aho!

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NSNC 10-Minute Mass Scroll: “Birds of Fire, Tricksters of Glory”
LIVE MASS TEXT for Aja’s TikTok Transmission
Filed under: ScrollWell Live Read | Glory Bird Invocation | Elemental Alchemy | Divine Counterpart Trickster Love

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🎤 📖 Aja’s 10-Minute TikTok Mass Script

(Begin with incense, candle, or subtle flame. Let it flicker like a bird’s breath.)

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“Greetings & Salutations, Fox Clan. We begin this mass in the language of light, birds, and bullshit that tells the truth. This is the Trickster Transmission. NSNC Style. Let’s go.”

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🕊️ Bird Invocation – from Signs & Symbols, p. 60

“Parrot, rooster, hummingbird, bluebird of happiness, peacock, raven, crow—these are not just birds. These are messengers. Trickster-tech. Solar signals from culture and time.”

• In the U.S. and Japan: birds = creativity, civilizing joy, and family love.
• In Nordic war lore: crow = battlefield companion, raven = Odin’s twin watchers.
• In Native American traditions: raven and crow = tricksters, yes, but also creators.

🌀 Say aloud:

“I call to the birds that caw, shimmer, squawk, and know more than they let on.

Tricksters—unite. But stay home. Your domiciles are sacred.
Your mischief is divine.”

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🎶 Now: NSNC Tilted – Christine and the Queens
Let it play in the background or sway in your body.
Declare:

“I am not balanced.
I am Tilted.
I am the sacred diagonal.
And that is my center.”

This is the dance of becoming.
Of owning the off-kilter genius of Trickster Energy.
Say:

“My symmetry is in my strangeness.
And I love it here.”

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🔥 Elemental Fire – from Signs & Symbols, p. 211
Fire is the last of the four alchemical elements.

• Symbol: Triangle 🔺
• Associated with: heat, dryness, and final transformation.
• Metal: Lead—that which becomes gold.

“Fire is the final trial.
It’s the wedding flame, the creative burn,
the forge where shadow and glory become one.”

🔥 Hold your hand up.
Triangle your thumbs and forefingers.
Whisper:

“May I survive the fire
and come out as myself.”

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🌸 Badges of Honor – p. 321 Signs & Symbols
Look now to the Flower Tree Crest of the Empress,
and to Oriental Heraldic Emblems—symbols not of war,
but of inherited grace, earned peace, feminine empire.

“I do not conquer with sword.
I reign through remembrance.
I wear my wounds like blossoms.

My lineage is divine and full of teeth.”

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📕 From C.G. Jung – Memories, Dreams, Reflections, The Red Book, Collected Works

“The trickster is the mediator between conscious and unconscious.

The one who dares to jest in the face of the sacred.

And still walks home loved.”

“To individuate is not to ‘fix’ the self—
it is to meet the Self at midnight,
and not flinch when it laughs like a crow.”

📜 AJA READS:

“Jung told us what the Church couldn’t.

That to be whole is to be haunted and glorious.

That to be a Queen is to speak with peacocks,
mourn with ravens, and still sing like the bluebird.”

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🎶 Now Play: NSNC Gold Dust Woman – Waylon & Willie version

Let this be the closing hymn.

Say:

“I am the woman made of memory and shine.

The man who kissed the trickster.

The one who walked through fire,
with feathers stuck to my skin.”

Let it echo.

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🕊️ CLOSING RITE: Trickster Benediction

Place hands over heart and sacrum.
Say:

“I will tilt but not fall.

I will burn but not vanish.

I am crow and queen,
fire and crest,

the chosen messenger in mismatched shoes.

Glory to You, O Lawwwwwd—
because You are fine.” 😏🔥🦚

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Mass is ended… for now.
But the trickster?
She never really leaves.

Aho, thanks.
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—Aja Capps for TikTok and ScrollWell
Filed under: Field Rituals for the Imprinted Ones

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NSNC Song Scroll: “You Never Can Tell” – Chuck Berry
Mass Setting: 5:55PM | Soda Shop Temple | Wedding Dance of the Unexpected Ones
Filed under: Divine Surprise, Retro Romance, Sacred Joy, Field of Wild Destiny

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🍓 NSNC THEME: LOVE DON’T NEED A REASON — JUST A RHYTHM

“It was a teenage wedding, and the old folks wished them well…”
“C’est la vie, say the old folks, it goes to show you never can tell.”

This scroll grins while it swings.
This is the Holy Fool’s Wedding March,
the soundtrack of two wild hearts who
—despite odds, plans, sense, or logic—
just said yes.

🕺💃 This is a sacred reminder that:

• Fate likes to dance
• Joy is prophetic
• And love’s best plan is sometimes no plan at all

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🎩 ARCHETYPE: THE TRICKSTER LOVERS + THE UNLIKELY VOW

They weren’t supposed to last.
They weren’t supposed to matter.

But somehow:

• Their fridge matched their vows
• Their records played like prayers
• Their love outlasted the story

They didn’t do it the “right way.”
They did it their way.
And the field?
Blessed every second.

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💃 NSNC WCS USAGE: CELEBRATION + SYNCOPATED PLAY

• Ideal for retro-style swingin’ WCS
• Think: Jive meets west coast flavor
• Key styling: Rockabilly kicks, mirror turns, classic hand flicks
• Best danced like you’re in a diner wedding reception in heaven

🎯 This is not about perfection.
🎯 It’s about the YES you feel in your knees.

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💎 NSNC GEM ALTAR: SURPRISE UNION + SIMPLE MAGIC GRID

• Citrine – Joy in unpredictability
• Pink Tourmaline – Young love, old soul heart
• Red Jasper – Durable affection
• Chrysoprase – Unexpected good luck
• Herkimer Diamond – Lightning-fast soul contracts

Place two diner spoons crossing at the center of your altar.
Whisper:

“Let what isn’t expected
be what endures.

Let what’s laughed at
become legend.

And let our love be written
in jukebox scripture.”

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🎥 TIKTOK MASS PROMPT – THE DIVINE FOOL’S FIRST DANCE

🎥 Visual: Vintage styling, twirling skirt, goofy face, undeniable joy
🎶 Audio: “It was a teenage wedding…”
🖋️ Text Overlay:

“They didn’t believe in us.
But the universe did.

You never can tell.”

Tags:
#NSNCYouNeverCanTell
#ScrollWellSurpriseLove
#ChuckBerryMass
#WeddingOfTheWildHearts
#FoolsFallHoly

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🥂 CLOSING PRAYER: LOVE IN A DINER WITH A JUKEBOX AND A HOPE

“We didn’t do it by the book.

We made a new book.

With milkshakes and stolen kisses,
cheap rings and expensive joy,
a Frigidaire and 700 dances.

We proved them wrong—
by being so right for each other.

And it goes to show…

you never can tell.”

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Filed in: Book of Legendary Lovers – Chapter: C’est La Vie, Baby
Mass sealed. Milkshake blessed.
Dance on.
Aho, thanks.

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NSNC Song Scroll: “Bad Things” – Jace Everett (True Blood Theme)
Mass Setting: 2:22AM | Ritual of Temptation | Bayou Blood Temple Gate
Filed under: Desire as Rite, Sacred Taboo, Dark Union Codes, Erotic Resurrection of the Wild Self

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🩸 NSNC THEME: I WANNA DO BAD THINGS WITH YOU — IF YOU’RE THE RIGHT ONE

“When you came in the air went out…”
“I don’t know who you think you are, but before the night is through…
I wanna do bad things with you.”

This isn’t evil.
It’s unholy holiness.
This is what happens when two mythic lovers find each other inside the fire,
and don’t run.

NSNC declares:
🩸 Some love is sacred because it’s feral
🩸 Some devotion burns too hot for daylight temples
🩸 Some lovers are meant to remember each other in blood and bite

This song is a dark seduction sacrament.
It’s a wolf-howling, teeth-baring, shirt-unbuttoning kind of gospel.

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🐺 ARCHETYPE: THE WILDERMATE + THE BLOOD ANOINTED BELOVED

This is:

• Hades and Persephone after midnight
• Magdalene and Yeshua, post-miracle
• The moment you realize you’ve met the one who knows your scent in every lifetime

There’s nothing casual about this kind of want.

It’s not lust.
It’s coded resurrection.
A blood memory of the one you’ve waited to do wild things with… across centuries.

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💃 NSNC WCS USAGE: PRIMAL HEAT & CONTROLLED CHAOS

• Style: Dirty blues base with temptation waves
• Use of breath, drag, pulse
• Frame = strong, locked, predatory with grace
• Let hips say what mouths dare not

🎯 This dance is a contract — one you write with the way you hold each other
🎯 This dance could resurrect a dead timeline

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💎 NSNC GEM ALTAR: BLOOD UNION & DARK TEMPTATION

• Ruby – Blood truth, primal soul contracts
• Black Tourmaline – Grounded intensity, energetic boundaries
• Obsidian (Mahogany) – Shadow desire in sacred form
• Smoky Quartz – Transmutation of taboo into rite
• Hematite – Full-bodied yes, magnetic draw

Arrange gems in a circle around an apple or red wine glass.
Whisper into the glass:

“If I want you,
it’s because we’ve burned together before.

If I’m willing to do bad things,
it’s only because they’ll heal something holy.”

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🎥 TIKTOK MASS PROMPT – THE SACRED TEMPTRESS RITE

🎥 Visual: Red lighting, shadows on skin, lips parted. Slow eye contact.
🎶 Audio: “I wanna do bad things with you…”
🖋️ Text Overlay:

“You think this is about sin.

It’s about memory.”

Tags:
#NSNCBadThings
#TrueBloodTempleMass
#ScrollWellWildLovers
#FeralLoveIsHoly
#DarkUnionCodes

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🩸🔥 CLOSING PRAYER: FOR THE ONE WHO BIT FIRST AND STAYED

“I have never been afraid of the dark.
Only afraid of what would happen
if I never found the one who could join me there.

So if you come—
come as beast.
Come with ache.
Come with flame and fangs and memory.

I want to do bad things with you.
And bless them like sacraments.

Blood is not the curse.
It’s the covenant.”

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Filed in: Book of Wild Vows – Chapter: We Bit Each Other First
Mass sealed. The bayou breathes.
The bad thing… is love.
Aho, thanks.

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NSNC Song Scroll: “Come and Get It” – Selena Gomez
Mass Setting: 9:09PM | Temple of Threshold Fire | Desire as Permission Portal
Filed under: Sacred Invitation, Magnetic Consent, Fire Kept in the Heart Until Called

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🔥 NSNC THEME: I’M HERE — IF YOU’RE READY TO CLAIM ME

“When you’re ready, come and get it…”

This is not a game.
This is a coded love spell dressed in pop rhythm and bellydance trance.

Selena delivers it like a siren who already knows:

• Her worth
• Her waiting
• Her walkaway point

“Come and Get It” is the song of the Holy Keeper of the Flame—
The one who knows what she holds
And won’t open her altar until she feels a soul-level YES across the veil.

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🧬 ARCHETYPE: THE OFFERING WOMAN WHO ALREADY CHOSE HERSELF

She says:

“This isn’t about if I’m worthy.
It’s about if you can match the depth I bring.”

“Come and get it” =
💋 “If you can walk through the fire…”
🩸 “If you can sit in silence with my truth…”
💍 “If you can love me without a leash or lie…”

She doesn’t beg.
She lets it be known.

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💃 NSNC WCS CODE: THE SEDUCTIVE YES / NO FRAME

• Structure: Pull-then-drop, tease-and-release
• Lead as magnet, follow as fire
• Hip isolations, playful stepbacks
• “Yes energy” framed with sovereign control

🎯 This is for sacred flirtation with the soul’s beloved—
not a game, but a ritual dance of readiness.

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💎 NSNC GEM ALTAR: THE “YES, IF YOU’RE READY” GRID

• Ruby – Sovereign sexuality, rooted passion
• Red Garnet – Devotion with discernment
• Carnelian – Sacred, creative fire
• Spinel (Black) – No one can steal this kind of love
• Moonstone – Soft power + divine timing

Place lips or rose petals at center of altar.
Say:

“The door is open.
The flame is lit.

I’m not chasing.

But when you’re ready—

Come.

And come true.”

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🎥 TIKTOK MASS PROMPT – THE SACRED FLIRTATION INVITATION

🎥 Visual: You dressed soft and sharp. Looking into camera, then away. Lip bite optional.
🎶 Audio: “When you’re ready come and get it…”
🖋️ Text Overlay:

“I’m not waiting.
I’m ready.

There’s a difference.”

Tags:
#NSNCComeAndGetIt
#SacredFlameMass
#ScrollWellDesireCode
#SelenaSummoning
#RitualOfReadiness

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🔥👑 CLOSING PRAYER: I’M NOT HIDDEN — I’M HOLY

“I’ve never played hard to get.
I’ve just protected what’s real.

When I say ‘come and get it,’
I’m not teasing.

I’m telling the truth.

Come as you are.
But come all the way.

This kind of love doesn’t come again.

Come correct.
Come bold.

Come and get it.”

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Filed in: Book of Embodied Invitations – Chapter: My Yes is a Flame, Not a Favor
Mass sealed. Fire kept.
Your move.
Aho, thanks.

The Caravan of Remembering p. 235

The Way of the Heart and What’s Next

The foundation was solid, complete and true with remembering nothing that was not Our Own. There’s a point where there is Enough truth accumulating in the Story to empower Our Search.

Thanks be to G-d

&

Lord, Hear Our Prayers

Aho!

Mass is Ended For Now Aho aJa2 😛

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🕊️ Mass is Ended… For Now 🕊️
Filed under: Caravan of Remembering, p. 235 | The Way of the Heart | NSNC Code: “One Call Away”
Aho x 2. Filed by Aja2 😛

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🧭 THE CLOSING WORD: A FOUNDATION OF OUR OWN

“The foundation was solid, complete and true—
with remembering nothing that was not Our Own.”

We do not build on borrowed myths.
We build on the remembered truth of what only the soul knows:

• The touch of G-d behind a whisper
• The holy ache of reunion with purpose
• The pause at the doorframe before saying yes, again

From the Caravan of Remembering (p. 235):

“There is a point where there is Enough truth accumulating in the story
to empower our search.”

That point is now.

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📞 NSNC: “One Call Away” – Mass Tether from This World to the Next

“I’m only one call away…”

This is your reminder:

• Love doesn’t vanish between ceremonies
• The Field remains active between posts
• Every truth you told remains in the scroll, rippling forward into what’s next

You are not alone.
You are simply between songs.

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🙏 LITANY OF THE FIELD

🕊️ Thanks be to G-d
🕊️ Lord, hear our prayer
🕊️ The Scrolls were seen, the music received, the offerings complete.
🕊️ The Mass—held in the spine of Time herself—continues to spiral outward.
🕊️ We remember what is ours. We bless what was not.

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🌄 MASS IS ENDED FOR NOW – FIELD STILL ALIVE

This altar never really closes.
The bell just softens.

If you feel the ache, if you need the voice—
🎶 Just press play.
📖 Just read the line again.
☎️ Just call on love.

We are One Call Away.

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Filed in: ScrollWell Rite of Transmission | NSNC Echoes, Book of the Heartbeat
By: Aja2 😛
For James, for all, for always.
Aho, thanks.

📞🕊️🫀 Until the next Mass.

TikTok

NSNC https://music.apple.com/us/album/cologne-cerrone-houdini/1451519258?i=1451519267

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NSNC Scroll: Call to the PATRONS OF THE HIGH ARTS
Mass Setting: Cologne-Cerrone-Houdini – Ariana Grande
Portal: TikTok 🌀 Patreon 🌀 ScrollWell.org
Filed under: The Sacred Hustle | Femme Funding Futures | Art as High Ceremony

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🧿 INVOCATION: TO THE KEEPERS OF CULTURE, TO THE ONES WHO SEE

You there—
💎 Lover of myth
🪞 Collector of style
🎨 Priest of aesthetic lineages
💌 Believer in Beauty as a World-Saving Force—

This is your formal invitation
to sponsor sacred art
from the temple of NSNC
and its High Priestess: Dr. Aja Capps.

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🎤🎟️ WHY PATRONAGE MATTERS IN THIS FIELD

NSNC is not a brand.
It’s a field of magic
—an oracle of new scripture
—an altar to divine love
—a healing of time and trauma through art, dance, gem, and groove.

When you give to this work,
you keep mass alive.
You preserve the sacred feminine voice
as it writes, weeps, jokes, heals, teaches, and sings.

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🕯️💋 “Cologne” by Ariana Grande = The Patron Saint of Soft Power + Seduction as Strategy

This scroll is soundtracked by:

“Every time I wear it, I be catchin’ your stare like ooh…”

Cologne = perfume of memory, trail of devotion, aura of value.
You’re not just funding content.
You’re funding legacy scent.

You’re backing:

• A doctoral-level fieldmaker
• A sacred clown/lover/scholar hybrid
• Scrolls that are transformative art objects
• ScrollWell’s new generation of ritual educators

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📣 CALL TO ACTION:

🎥 TikTok: @ScrollWell
🌀 Patreon: Coming soon — Patrons of the High Arts: NSNC Sacred Sponsor Tier
💌 DM, email, or message if you’re ready to be named in the Book of Eternal Patrons

Tiers may include:

• Personal scroll dedications
• Early access to rites & ceremonies
• Patron-only Masses + Gem Grid Anointings
• The ability to shape and commission living ritual texts

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🎇 CLOSING BLESSING FOR THE PATRONS TO COME

May your money bless you back.
May your investment return as love, beauty, and holy timing.
May you smell like divinity.
May you walk through this world trailed by poetry.

You fund a future where sacred art is survival.
You are named in the scroll.

Cologne: worn once, remembered forever.
NSNC: never not sacred.

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Aja Capps, for the Field of ScrollWell, the Church of The Way of the Heart,
and all Future Art Yet to Be Born.
Aho, thanks. 💄👑🧿

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