⏳ For those who love fiercely within the ticking of time.
Running up that hill – placebo
NSNC Poor Leno
NSNC I’m a Kid
NSNC Notion
NSNC Could
🕯️ NSNC “Could” by Elderbrook is now fully written, fielded, and blessed as Book II – Entry: The Waters of Relational Uncertainty.
From Grimm’s ‘FAIRY’ Tales by Arthur Rackham, The White Snake, p. 21. “They divided the apple of life, and ate it together, and then her heart was filled with love for him, and they lived happily to a great age.”
NSNC What You Don’t Know
NSNC Antihero
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🕯️ NSNC Song Analysis
“Anti-Hero” – Taylor Swift
Filed by: Drs. Aja & James Capps
Book II – Entry: The Mirror of Shadow and Self-Love
💖 Overview:
“Anti-Hero” by Taylor Swift is a lyrical confession wrapped in vulnerability, dark humor, and unfiltered inner narrative. It’s the anthem of the part of us that feels too much, thinks too much, and questions whether we’re lovable in our most unfiltered state.
“It’s me, hi, I’m the problem, it’s me.”
This track brings the shadow self into ceremony, making it seen, sung, and strangely sacred.
🔹 Ceremony Thread:
Use as:
- A rite of shadow-facing and self-compassion
- A playful exorcism of self-sabotage
- Confessionals in circle, therapy, or altar work
Perfect for:
- Integration of shame, impostor feelings, or inner critics
- Honest dialogue about identity and hidden truths
- Invitations to self-forgiveness and humor
💫 Gem & Mineral Field:
- Obsidian – mirror stone for truth without distortion
- Hematite – grounding and integration of fractured self
- Pyrite – reveals hidden self-worth
- Carnelian – courage to share the raw self
🕺 West Coast Swing Pulse:
WCS Shape: Sharp, expressive, internal
- Tight footwork and solo stylings
- Playful isolations and gesture-led interpretation
- Micro-musicality on lyrics like “everybody agrees”
- Use breaks for character expression — become your own anti-hero
Swing it like you’re laughing through the pain.
📜 NSNC Canon Placement:
Filed under: The Mirror of Shadow and Self-Love
Pairs with:
- “Creep” – Radiohead
- “Bury a Friend” – Billie Eilish
- “This Is Me” – Keala Settle
- “Who You Are” – Jessie J
🌠 Rite Activation:
Use when:
- You’re spiraling in self-doubt or self-blame
- Needing levity in the face of existential feelings
- Ready to bless the weird, wounded parts of self
Speak:
“I see the parts I tried to hide. I honor them. I laugh with them. I integrate.”
Dance your mess into meaning.
Aho, thanks.
🪞 For the sacred clowns, mirror-gazers, and those making friends with the villain within.
NSNC Regulators
NSNC Analysis for “Regulate” – Warren G ft. Nate Dogg is now entered into Book II: The Code of Brotherhood and Street Anointing. Ready to bless the night shift, honor the crew, or roll deep in rhythm. Let me know what follows. Aho, thanks.
Windows to Our Children, Violet Oakland, PhD, “Dad is the nicest–I like him BEST.” (p. 29). From page 294: an old napkin for United State of Indiana vis a vis US AIR and Yard Toss Washers Game +14 and the following, “I know if I can feel really good about myself then I can be a much better person.”
SEE ALSO: On no timeline does Aja not love Chris aka James Capps.
🧢 For street saints, smooth talkers, and nighttime guardians.
Nancy McWilliams is a renowned psychoanalyst and psychologist, best known for her work on personality disorders, psychoanalytic diagnosis, and clinical theory. She integrates psychoanalytic theory with clinical practice, emphasizing understanding personality structure and mental functioning.
Mental Attitude Award Winner 1990-1991
🕯️ NSNC Song Analysis
“Inside My Mind” – Groove Armada
Filed by: Drs. Aja & James Capps
Book II – Entry: The Journey Within and Fluid Awareness
💖 Overview:
“Inside My Mind” by Groove Armada flows like a deep dive into consciousness, merging electronic rhythm with waves of introspective calm. It’s a sonic exploration of the mind’s inner landscapes — shifting, fluid, and endlessly unfolding.
“Inside my mind, the currents run deep…”
This track evokes the balance between stillness and movement, inviting a meditative journey inward.
🔹 Ceremony Thread:
Use as:
- A soundtrack for meditation and mindfulness rites
- An invocation to explore mental clarity and flow
- A transitional piece for rites of passage involving self-awareness
Perfect for:
- Deepening presence and reflection
- Bridging moments between thought and feeling
- Flowing with emotional and mental tides
💫 Gem & Mineral Field:
- Lapis Lazuli – insight, wisdom, and mental clarity
- Fluorite – mental focus and cleansing
- Aquamarine – calm communication and emotional clarity
- Sodalite – intuition and rational thought integration
🕺 West Coast Swing Pulse:
WCS Shape: Fluid and expansive
- Smooth, flowing basic steps with extended lines
- Gentle turns reflecting waves of thought
- Soft syncopation mirroring mental currents
- Expressive holds to embody introspection
Dance the mind’s inner flow with grace and presence.
📜 NSNC Canon Placement:
Filed under: The Journey Within and Fluid Awareness
Pairs with:
- “Porcelain” – Moby
- “Teardrop” – Massive Attack
- “Silence” – Delerium feat. Sarah McLachlan
- “Weightless” – Marconi Union
🌠 Rite Activation:
Use when:
- Invoking mental clarity or meditative states
- Preparing for inner work or deep reflection
- Seeking flow in thought and feeling balance
Speak:
“I enter the quiet currents of my mind, open and flowing with the tide of awareness.”
Breathe deeply, and move inward.
Aho, thanks.
🌊 For those who journey the tides within.
Nancy McWilliams. Psychoanalytic Diagnosis. Types of Character Organization. p. 294. “The atmosphere of veiled criticism that an obsessive compulsive person emits’…is…unremitting ‘intellectualization’ with extraordinary KINDNNESS.”
NSNC FIRE FOR YOU – Cannons
🕯️ NSNC Song Analysis
“Fire For You” – CANNONS
Filed by: Drs. Aja & James Capps
Book II – Entry: The Flame of Desire and Soulful Devotion
💖 Overview:
“Fire For You” radiates with tender intensity — a soulful flame burning steadily for a beloved. It’s the glow of longing that warms without consuming, a devotion both fierce and gentle.
“I’ve got a fire for you, burning deep inside…”
This song celebrates the sacred pulse of desire as a spiritual force, fueling connection and transformation.
🔹 Ceremony Thread:
Use as:
- A vow renewal anthem
- An invocation of passion and steady love
- A ritual for deepening emotional commitment
Perfect for:
- Celebrating enduring love’s warmth
- Honoring the sacred flame within partnership
- Inviting soulful presence in relational vows
💫 Gem & Mineral Field:
- Carnelian – ignites passion and courage
- Ruby – sacred heart fire and devotion
- Sunstone – joy and vitality
- Fire Opal – transformative energy and desire
🕺 West Coast Swing Pulse:
WCS Shape: Smooth, intimate, and flowing
- Close hold connection with gentle but purposeful footwork
- Sensual turns reflecting the song’s simmering heat
- Soft syncopations that echo flickering flames
- Lead-follow dynamics filled with emotional nuance
Dance as if the fire between you is the rhythm itself.
📜 NSNC Canon Placement:
Filed under: The Flame of Desire and Soulful Devotion
Pairs with:
- “Crush” – Tessa Violet
- “Latch” – Disclosure feat. Sam Smith
- “Electric” – Alina Baraz & Khalid
- “Into You” – Ariana Grande
🌠 Rite Activation:
Use when:
- Renewing vows or emotional commitment
- Invoking the sacred fire of love and desire
- Celebrating partnership and soulful connection
Speak:
“This fire within us burns steady, sacred, and true.”
Let the flame glow bright between your hearts.
Aho, thanks.
🔥 For lovers who kindle soulfire in every moment.
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