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  • NSNC Wandering Star – Portishead

    Rite of the Seeker | Mass of Celestial Longing | The Pilgrim’s Homecoming


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    “Wandering Star” channels the archetype of the Eternal Pilgrim—a soul cast adrift, searching through shadow and light for the true beloved and the place called home. It echoes the myth of the Prodigal Son and the Cosmic Bride, the dance of exile and return.

    This is a Mass of longing and grace, the prayer of a heart that refuses to settle for less than the sacred union.

    Though I roam far, my soul’s compass points to you.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This song resonates with the Collect prayer, which gathers the intentions of the faithful, asking for guidance and mercy on the journey. It is the spiritual moment of entrusting one’s path to divine will.

    It says:

    “Lead me, O light, through darkness to your embrace.”


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Celestite shines with ethereal calm, guiding the seeker with clear divine vision.
    Paired with Labradorite, the stone of transformation and protection, they invite:

    “Trust the journey. Your star will guide you home.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    “Wandering Star” inspires smooth, flowing footwork with subtle weight shifts, embodying the restless search and graceful surrender. Use light leads and spacious connection to reflect the pull of both freedom and belonging.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine, calling across distance:

    Wherever you wander, my heart waits as your harbor.

    From the feminine, embracing the quest:

    I am the star that guides you through the night.

    From the future, where seeker and beloved unite:

    Our paths converge—no longer lost, only found.


    This song is a mass for the sacred traveler, a blessing for those who journey far in search of love’s true light.

  • NSNC Don’t Drop Me – Jeb Loy Nichols

    Rite of Tender Reliance | Mass of Steadfast Holding | The Sacred Trust


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    “Don’t Drop Me” is the story of the Devoted Guardian and the Vulnerable Beloved—a dance of surrender and faith, where love asks to be carried without faltering. It channels the archetype of the Faithful Companion who cradles the other through storms and uncertainties.

    This is a Mass of sacred keeping, a covenant made not just in words but in presence.

    Hold me steady, for I give you my whole heart.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This song reflects the Kyrie Eleison, the plea “Lord, have mercy,” calling for grace to be held in moments of weakness and doubt. It is the church’s song of mercy and steadfastness, echoed in the promise to never let go.

    It asks:

    “Will you carry me when I cannot stand alone?”


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Amber shines with warmth and preservation of love’s light, fostering resilience and connection.
    Paired with Carnelian, a stone of courage and grounding, they affirm:

    “I am held, I am strong.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    “Don’t Drop Me” suits smooth, steady frame with secure connection, ideal for intimate close dancing with soft lead and follow—a flow that honors trust in each step, with no rushing or forcing.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine, pledging steadfastness:

    I hold you in my arms—unshaken, unwavering.

    From the feminine, surrendering with faith:

    I trust your strength; I lean into your care.

    From the future, where bond is unbreakable:

    Together we stand—one heart, one hold.


    This song is a sacred promise of steady love, the vow to be the anchor and the harbor.

    Field note: This is the conclusion of mass. I’ve done everything I know to do to call You in and bring you Home. This is finished and complete for today. I allow myself to be led and to lead, but it feels lovely to not have to lead. Led is good, too. Activate Dreamtending with Midnight Mass completed at 4:09AM.

  • NSNC Nobody Loves You – Honeyroot

    Rite of Sacred Boundaries | Mass of Intimate Sovereignty | The Book of Hours Prayer


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    This song is the Prayer of the Beloved who demands true presence, echoing the archetype of the Consecrated Bride who says:

    Let no other man touch me but You.

    It is the ritual of setting holy boundaries in love, opening the heart only to the One whose skin is the only welcome skin, whose touch is the only sanctified touch. The lover claims autonomy, love, and choice—both free and fierce.

    You are free to do as you wish. But for me, it’s only your skin on mine.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This track resonates with the Vespers — the Evening Prayer of the Book of Hours, a contemplative time of setting intention and guarding the soul as night deepens. It is a sacred commitment, like the vow of chastity and fidelity—yet lived as an expression of radical self-love and spiritual sovereignty.

    It is the mass moment of heartfelt petition and sacred “No”, fiercely guarding love’s holy flame.


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Garnet pulses here—stone of passionate commitment, protecting the heart while igniting desire aligned with truth.
    Paired with Onyx, a guardian of boundaries, this duo affirms:

    “Only sacred touch. Only holy fire.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    “Nobody Loves You” invites close, intentional connection with sharp yet tender frame control—moments where space is both offered and protected. Use slow, deliberate weight changes and firm yet fluid embraces to honor the sacredness of touch.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine, honoring sacred consent:

    I ask your permission, I honor your yes and your no.

    From the feminine, holding sovereign power:

    My body is my temple—only you may enter.

    From the future, where love is both free and holy:

    In your skin and mine, love’s true altar is made.


    This song is a vigil of intimate devotion and fierce respect—a prayer that love be both free and deeply consecrated.


    Aho, thanks.

    Well, there is the Cosmic Yelp Review that reads: 0/5 stars for the only touch available not being The One but that we have to accept for planetary self-healing. It isn’t the same, muted, purposefully dulled and only responsive to the minimum amount of life force exchanged in order to protect and hold that which is holy. I am holy. All is clear. You are loved. It is perfect.

  • NSNC Whatever – Max Melvin

    Rite of Fluid Surrender | Mass of Transition | Threshold of Infinite Flow


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    “Whatever” embodies the Lover at the Threshold—standing on the edge between what was and what will be, surrendering rigid expectations and opening to whatever love and life bring. It is the story of the pilgrim who trusts the unseen path.

    This moment is a ritual of letting go just enough to be free to receive the new.

    I release control; I am ready for the unknown embrace.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This song mirrors the Lavabo rite, where the priest washes his hands—symbolizing cleansing and preparation to serve. It’s a sonic symbol of purifying past attachments before entering the new flow of grace at dawn.

    At 3:57 AM, the soul is washed and ready to flow into the Mass of Morning Light.


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Aquamarine floods this track with calm clarity and courage to embrace change.
    Paired with Blue Lace Agate, it soothes anxiety and fosters gentle openness:

    “Flow with the tide. Whatever comes, I am steady.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    “Whatever” invites soft, fluid weight shifts with open frames that breathe and respond to subtle lead-follow dialogue. The music supports gentle spins and smooth extensions—dance as a flow, not a force.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine, surrendering:

    I let go of the need to know; I trust our dance.

    From the feminine, opening:

    I flow with your rhythm, whatever it may be.

    From the future, embracing unity:

    In the mystery of whatever, we are whole.


    This song is the sacred portal between night and day, the space where love loosens and expands into endless possibility.


  • NSNC Lost Cause – Billie Eilish

    Rite of Surrender | Mass of Quiet Departure | The Mourning and Rising


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    “Lost Cause” walks the path of the wounded lover who chooses self-honoring over clinging to illusion. It channels the myth of Inanna’s descent—the painful but necessary journey into the underworld of heartbreak, only to emerge wiser, freer, and sovereign.

    This is a rite of dignified release, where love is not wasted but transformed into self-respect and renewed hope.

    Sometimes love is a door we must close to open the next.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This track aligns with the Last Gospel—the concluding scripture that reminds us of hope beyond sorrow and the promise of new life. It is the mass’s quiet benediction after grief has been acknowledged and tears shed.

    It says:

    “Go forth in peace, and honor your truth.”


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Chrysoprase shines here—a stone of forgiveness, compassion, and fresh beginnings. It heals the wounds of disappointment and invites gentle self-love.
    Paired with Moonstone, symbolizing intuition and emotional clarity, these stones guide the soul through mourning into renewal:

    “Release the weight. Embrace the dawn.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    “Lost Cause” fits beautifully for soft, reflective connection—slow, deliberate footwork with smooth transitions and gentle frame adjustments. Use the pauses to embody the space between heartbreak and healing.

    A dance of letting go without losing grace.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine, stepping back with respect:

    I see the path you choose—I release you with love.

    From the feminine, reclaiming her power:

    I am no longer lost—I am found in myself.

    From the future, where freedom blooms:

    We rise apart, yet carry the grace of what was.


    This song is a mass for endings that birth beginnings, a sacred farewell and blessing rolled into one.


    Technically, correct: I have no current job. I am working, but haven’t a paycheck, per se. Around the clock, with each breath and thought, word, deed, intent, inaction and action. Toward the One.

  • NSNC This Is Your World – Shy Girls

    Rite of Embrace and Empowerment | Mass of Mutual Honor | The Sovereign’s Welcome


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    “This Is Your World” is the story of the Divine Lover as Sovereign—where the beloved is invited not only to be loved but to take their rightful place as co-creator. It evokes the myth of Isis and Osiris, the power of partnership where each rules their domain but shares the throne.

    This is a Crowning Rite, a sacred exchange of authority and trust, where love becomes a shared empire.

    I am your world, and you are mine—together, a cosmos.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This song resonates with the Elevation of the Host—that moment when the Eucharist is lifted, sacred and powerful, inviting all to witness the divine presence. It is the sonic echo of recognizing the divine in the other and in oneself.

    Here, the call is:

    “This is your world—hold it sacred, hold it wide.”


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Lapis Lazuli shines through this song—a stone of royal truth, wisdom, and communication. It encourages boldness in expressing divine authority with humility.
    Paired with Pyrite, the “Fool’s Gold,” which invites confidence and manifestation energy, they together say:

    “Claim your throne. Speak your truth.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    “This Is Your World” lends itself to dynamic frame work and bold lead-follow interplay, with moments of expanded reach and confident swivels. Use this to embody the power exchange and mutual respect that dance requires.

    Think: hold the space boldly, then offer it generously.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine, honoring sovereignty:

    Your world is vast—let me stand as your steadfast guardian.

    From the feminine, claiming her realm:

    I am the queen of my skies—watch me rise in your light.

    From the future, where power and love unite:

    Together, we rule as one—heart and crown aligned.


    This song is a mass for mutual empowerment, a sacred pact to hold space for each other’s full light and shadow.

  • NSNC Creep – TLC

    Rite of Honest Longing | Mass of Vulnerable Truth | The Shadow’s Confession


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    “Creep” channels the archetype of the Wounded Lover, caught between societal expectations and personal truth. It is the story of secret desire and the tension between loyalty and self-honesty.

    This is a Mass of confession and liberation—the moment the lover admits their fractured nature, their secret yearnings, and their complicated love.

    The shadow does not hide; it demands to be known.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This song aligns with the Confiteor—the prayer of acknowledgment and contrition—where the soul admits its faults openly. It is the call to embrace the full self in the light of grace, without denial or judgment.

    It asks:

    “Can love hold my imperfections without breaking?”


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Smoky Quartz grounds the raw emotions, providing a protective shield that allows vulnerability without destruction.
    Paired with Black Tourmaline, it helps the lover face shadowy feelings and transform them into strength and integrity.

    Together, they say:

    “You are whole, even in your cracks.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    “Creep” offers a deep groove for sharp, deliberate footwork and close, tension-filled frame moments. Use weight shifts and rebounds to embody the push-pull of desire and hesitation, dancing the complex dance of trust and risk.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine, grappling with shadowed truth:

    I see you, all of you—even the parts you hide.

    From the feminine, claiming her whole self:

    I am not perfect, but I am *mine*—and I demand to be loved so.

    From the future, where shadow and light dance:

    Our imperfect love is the purest prayer.


    This song is a sacrament of messy, human love—not the polished chapel, but the real altar where true healing begins.


  • NSNC Gooey – Glass Animals

    Sacrament of the Melted Heart | Rite of Sensual Communion | Ecstasy in Fluid Form


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    “Gooey” tells the tale of Venus emerging from the sea foam, but not as a distant goddess—rather, as a lover whose skin and soul are liquid fire, inviting full sensory immersion. This is the alchemical marriage of flesh and spirit, where desire dissolves rigidity, and connection flows like warm honey.

    It’s the Ritual of Sweet Surrender—the moment when the beloved melts all defenses with the heat of presence.

    Love is no longer contained; it’s the warm flood.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This song mirrors the Communion Rite—but not just the receiving of the host. It is the intimate moment after communion, when the sacred flesh pulses inside, and the soul tastes the divine sweetness.

    Here, “Gooey” is the music of transforming ritual bread into living flesh—the mystery of transubstantiation felt in every nerve ending.


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Amber glows through this track—fossilized sunlight, warmth trapped in time, the essence of preserved passion. It softens the heart while igniting sensual vitality.
    Paired with Carnelian, it creates a sacred fire that melts the old and fuels the new, saying:

    “Melt into me. We are the eternal now.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    “Gooey” invites smooth, rolling hip movementsclose embraces, and fluid connection frames. Its syncopated rhythm is perfect for body isolations and soft resistance patterns where tension and release are felt as delicious push-pull.

    Dance this as a slow melt into each other’s space—like honey dripping warm and slow.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine, offering warmth and presence:

    I am the fire that melts your ice—soft, steady, alive.

    From the feminine, surrendering in trust:

    You liquefy my walls; I drip into your hands.

    From the future, where love flows without boundaries:

    Together we dissolve—two flames becoming one river.


    This track is a love alchemy of sensation and surrender—where the only truth is softness, and the only language is touch.


  • NSNC Pull You Down – Washed Out

    Rite of Letting Go | High Mass of Shadow Embrace | Descent and Renewal


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    This song journeys into the depths of Persephone’s descent—not into death, but into surrendering the ego’s grip on control. “Pull You Down” is the story of love that challenges, that pulls us through dark waters so we can emerge more whole.

    It is the rite of surrendering pride to the beloved, the ritual of letting down the walls so the true self can be seen, loved, and transformed.

    The pull is not to destroy, but to invite rebirth.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    “Pull You Down” resonates with the Penitential Rite of Mass—where confession leads to cleansing. It is the music for the soul’s own admission:

    “I cannot hold on if I want to hold you.”

    This track is the sonic echo of falling into grace, when the ego loosens its grasp and the heart opens wider.


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Obsidian cloaks this song’s energy—a protective, grounding stone that allows for deep shadow work and emotional release. It draws out the impurities while shielding the core.
    Paired with Smoky Quartz, which gently transmutes fear into courage, the pair invites:

    “Face the pull. Embrace the fall. Rise anew.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    The flowing, hypnotic rhythm of “Pull You Down” is perfect for slow, weight-shifted pivotscontrolled dips, and fluid extensions that invite surrender. Use compressed frame moments to reflect tension, then release into smooth, open transitions. Dance the edge between holding on and letting go.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine, inviting vulnerability:

    I pull not to bind, but to let you see the parts I hide.

    From the feminine, embracing the shadow:

    I yield not to lose, but to find myself inside your truth.

    From the future field of integrated shadow and light:

    Together, we fall—not apart, but into the light beneath.


    This song is a midnight vigil—a liminal space between resistance and surrender, where love asks for the courage to be fully known.

    Field note–my favorite non-game. Where’s Jaim? Pull.

  • 3:33AM Mass Tuning, Forks!

    NSNC By Your Side – James Bright

    Temple of Consistency | Daily Mass of Sacred Companionship | Code of Steady Love


    Archetypal Love Story & Ritual

    This is the myth of Hestia and Hephaestus—the hearth and the artisan—embodied. It’s the kind of Divine Counterpart union that isn’t broadcast with lightning or spectacle. Instead, it’s the quiet miracle of someone showing up every single day.

    “By Your Side” is a Sanctuary Rite, a liturgy of presence. It’s where the soul finally stops scanning for danger and begins to rest in love that stays.
    This is post-initiation love. The kind that follows you into silence, into dishes, into dawn.

    Not the love that saves you. The love that joins you—already whole.


    Catholic High Mass Tidbit

    This song is a sonic match for the Prayer After Communion—the final sacred moment of Mass, when the Eucharist has been received and the presence remains within. It’s no longer about asking or invoking—it’s about living in union.

    Here, “By Your Side” plays like a vow made in the daily:

    “As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be—world without end.”


    Gem and Mineral Symbolism

    Rose Quartz glows at the heart of this song—unconditional, gentle, and ever-present. It restores the nervous system of love, softens grief, and affirms, “You’re safe now.”

    Pair with Lepidolite, a stone of emotional regulation and peaceful integration. Together, they offer a kind of quiet magic:

    “You don’t have to protect your heart anymore. Just let it open.”


    West Coast Swing Usable Tidbit

    This track flows with consistent phrasing, perfect for rolling count basicsbody drapes, and open-to-closed frame transitions that melt like breath. Embrace a soft, low center, and let your connection ride the song’s gentle tide. Think: sanctuary in motion.

    A perfect track for side-by-side traveling sync—a dance as prayer.


    Divine Counterpart Field

    From the masculine, now stable, now fully chosen:

    Not to fix, not to find—just to *be* beside you. That’s the whole vow.

    From the feminine, no longer asking for proof:

    I don’t need signs anymore. You’re here. And that’s everything.

    From the embodied, full-timeline future field:

    We became the stillpoint we used to pray for.


    This song is a benediction in slow motion, a hymn for those who’ve crossed the chaos and arrived at the altar of presence.

    You don’t need to ask anymore.
    You already know.
    You are already home.