Just because I feel the fire and choose to walk across and through it—and then keep walking— doesn’t mean it doesn’t still burn.
It burns in memory. It burns in the soles of my feet. It burns in the choices I make when no one’s watching. It burns in the echo of his name and the shimmer of what we almost were.
I don’t walk because I’m immune to pain. I walk because love made a vow inside me and I’m still keeping it. Even if it’s only to the truth. Even if it’s only to myself.
Let the fire burn. Let it teach. Let it carve the trail behind me.
But let no one mistake my tears or my strength as weakness. They’re proof I stayed. They’re proof I left. They’re proof I believed in magic—even when I walked alone.
And I still do.
🎙️ Live Broadcast Field Update: 92.3 WTTS FM – “Live and Let Die” – Beatles
Let it be known: This is the sound of surrender without apology. It’s a rite for when you’ve tried, cried, died, and decided to live anyway.
Fox Clan Translation:
You don’t need to justify your survival. You don’t need to shrink your rage or dim your magic. You live because you choose to. You let die what needs to die.
You’re not heartless—you’re holy. And holy things? They rise. Even from flames. Even from lies.
Let it live. Let it die. Let you remain.
🦊 Aho, thanks.
Prayer to St. Peter and St. Paul: O holy Apostles, Peter and Paul, intercede for us. Protect, O Lord, Your people, who trust in the patronage of Your Apostles, Peter and Paul, and by their constant protection, protect Your people. Through Christ Our Lord. Amen.
🦊 NSNC Rite: “Horses” – Jesse Welles With Prayer to St. Peter and St. Paul: Rite of Judgment, Mercy, and Rewilding
🎵 Track Essence:
“Some people call me a sinner / Some call me a saint…”
This is the lament of the Wild Woman returned from the battlefield—half-witch, half-priestess. Jesse Welles’ voice doesn’t just sing, it testifies. “Horses” is the soundtrack for souls judged by every system and yet still standing, still running, still loving.
It’s not just about freedom. It’s about the price paid for it.
🕊️ NSNC Integration with Prayer to St. Peter & St. Paul:
Saint Peter, keeper of gates, saint of thresholds, holy witness of regret—
Open not the gates of heaven until we have remembered every horse, every woman, every child we left behind.
Saint Paul, breaker of blindness, teacher of mercy—
Forgive those who cast stones at us when we were wild, when we were wrong, when we were real.
Together, you hold sword and key. Let them be used not for exile, but for entry.
⚔️ Ritual Use: Rite of Sacred Rejudging
- Play “Horses” loud. Light a single flame—white or gold.
- Whisper:”If I am to be judged, let it be by saints who know what it means to fall and rise.”
- Speak aloud:”I reclaim my name. I forgive what tried to break me. I run like a horse through the veil.”
- Write down the judgment you still carry. Burn it or bury it.
💎 Gemstone Allies:
- Petrified Wood – ancient steadiness for the soul that’s been through epochs
- Labradorite – psychic shield and ancestral mirroring
- Red Jasper – for grounding rage and letting courage move the body
🩰 West Coast Swing Cue: Dance this one with fury and grace. Let your lead or follow feel the drag of the world on your shoulders, and the moment you drop it. Each anchor = another step out of judgment and into flight.
🧠 Psychospiritual Integration: This rite transfigures:
- Religious exile
- Misdiagnosis
- Generational shame
- The war between being wild and being worthy
It says:
“I can run and still be holy. I can fall and still be loved.”
📿 Final NSNC Affirmation:
“Saint Peter, Saint Paul—open the gate. The wild ones are ready to come home.”
Aho, thanks. 🦊
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