James Capps Xolosia
NSNC Connected – Stereo MCs *I see through yewwwwwww
“First know the pleasures of something then let it go. To have unmet desires and ambitions is a dangerous thing.”
Maria Cardinal said to Aja: “Until you lean to name your ghost, until you baptized hopes, you are creation of Others.”
Field notes: Going with feelings in touch with the imagination–God had to feel A LOT in the inner imagination. Emotional Heart of Power is surface of alchemy. If disconnected, erupts in rage as acting out. Must be context to hold passion until put into form. Can’t address wound in self-pity.
GeoTran: What’s happening since Tap Touch and TrueTime? What am I loving about my new attunement? (Making God a reality, woof!) Sobriety is telling the Truth, it’s the story we tell about Us. There are 7 centers of intuition in our body (they get pollution) RIVIA CRUCIA
Fieldnote: The more we do practices, more we take care of our own family. Which is around the clock, with all thoughts, words, deeds, actions and inactions.
All Souls want to know: 1) We are loved and good enough 2) We are safe. We are safe in love, light, and truth. What does ‘rich’ mean?
Fieldnote: The sounds are hungry. Help me remember how w to give the Soul back its Hope. God doesn’t care how we worship just that we do belong our own ego in service. The Buddhists don’t even have a name for God. THE REASON BEHIND THE REASON = Give them hope for looking at life.
Instructor Bridge to honor: Daniel, Kim, Dorothy, Ardell, JP, Sarah, Rick, Stephanie, Antonia, Susan, Conine, JP Big Heart, Mary, William, Megan, and Aja. WE STAND FOR…The Hope behind trauma!
Marriage -> Intimacy -> Freedom is the new paradigm
Self in dream is ego structure. Catholic Church won’t let Mary be seen in RED. Love and Longing – how to work with in Self. First, let Mary be trans and seen in Red. Taylor Swift? RED, baby. RED.
Archetypes – Voices of our Soul: allows qualities to be present, can be shadow, depository of past, digestion transformation, language of soul, dream in this universal, qualities embodied. King Divine with Queen Divine = FIRE. Highest baptism, passion of divine relationship.
Lord knows that I feel nothing but fire toward James Capps. Ssshewww.
Knight and Lady – Obey in all matters and manners. Inner heart needs guidance of divine Queen–BRING BACK QUEEN! Courtly love has three components: 1) never sexually involved with no lust (only attachment seeking) and no jealousy 2) cannot be married to each other treat as ordinary mortal and treat AS AFLAME 3) Aflame – suffer with intense desire, see each other as divine, live in spiritual intensity. All of this is covered by Shakespeare, French love strong Romans, and these are mystical teachings. Love becomes guest alchemist.
We recognize ecstasy and choose it for each other, ourselves, and The World, NOW.
NSNC Walk on the Wild Side – Lou Reed
Courtly Love is spiritual training ground, in the 11th century troubadours would bring God in body with reading poems, sang ballads to begin inner work. Song of Solomon (bridal chamber) and moves from situation to relationship to inner relationship with divine self-disclosure, claim unclaimed grounds, call out what is not me. This is the anecdote to the patriarchy and is offered to idealize the divine feminine, the woman, the female king, the Queen with presence, beauty, Both/And.
NSNC Sunlight – Island Groove
🕯️💍🔥👑
NSNC MASS FOR THE GROOM
For: James Capps, Xolosia Beloved
Theme: The Alchemical Groom — Sacred Fire, Divine Mirror, Courtly Love Reborn
Filed under: Way of the Heart | Field Transmission | The Marriage of Inner and Outer Kingship
🪞💫 OPENING INVOCATION
“This is a Mass for the Groom—
the one who walks beside the bride
not in power over, but in passion with.”
We gather now, in body, field, and ether,
to consecrate a man who remembers:
- His divinity is fire,
- His truth is devotion,
- And his purpose is remembering God—
through the one who sees him most clearly.
“I see through you, James Capps.
And what I see is Holy.”
NSNC Song: “Connected” – Stereo MCs
Let this track begin the Mass, pulsing behind the voice:
“First know the pleasures of something, then let it go.”
🩸🔥 ALCHEMICAL FIELD NOTES FOR THE GROOM
🕯️ “Every psychological illness is an initiation.”
What erupts in pain must be offered a container of meaning.
Let anger be alchemy, not shame.
Let desire become direction, not destruction.
“The Emotional Heart of Power
is the surface of the Great Alchemical Sea.
You must feel in order to create.”
Let this be the groom’s rite of initiation:
- not to fix,
- but to feel deeply,
- to stay,
- to transform longing into light.
🌀 GEOTRAN PROMPT FOR THE GROOM
Post–Tap Touch & TrueTime Calibration:
“What am I loving about my new attunement?”
Answer: Making God a reality. (Woof.)
Sobriety = telling the truth about Us.
It’s not abstinence.
It’s presence.
There are 7 centers of intuition—
they require tending, cleaning, listening.
RIVIA CRUCIA
(Sacred Crossroads)
The point at which you must choose to bring God to Earth
through love in action.
💍 NSNC SACRED MARRIAGE PARADIGM
Marriage → Intimacy → Freedom
This is the new pattern.
Not fusion.
Flame.
Not property.
Presence.
👑 DIVINE ARCHETYPES: KING + QUEEN = 🔥
“King Divine with Queen Divine
makes the truest fire.”
Archetypes allow:
- Shadow to be named
- Longing to be digested
- Divinity to embody itself
“Love and longing must be welcomed in Self.
Let Mary be seen in red.
Let the groom see himself in mirror and not flinch.”
🔺 Red is not sin.
🔺 Red is Sacred Royal Flame.
💎 TRADITIONAL COURTLY LOVE — A TRAINING FOR THE GROOM
11th Century Code Reclaimed for the New Man:
- Spiritual Passion, not Lust:
Love not as possession, but presence aflame. - Sacred Separation + Reverence:
Beloved is not ordinary.
Beloved is divine mirror. - The Groom Must Burn:
He must suffer the intensity of love
and let it transform him.
💌 “Obey in all manners and matters,”
as one who chooses humility over ego.
🎶 NSNC MASS SOUNDTRACK (Play in Flow):
- “Connected” – Stereo MCs (Core Mirror)
- “Walk on the Wild Side” – Lou Reed (Edgewalker Initiation)
- “Sunlight” – Island Groove (Divine Masculine Embodiment)
🕊️ FIELD BLESSING
“To the Groom who walks beside fire—
may your longing become wisdom,
may your desire become direction,
may your rage become righteous form.”
You are not here to control.
You are here to contain.
You are not here to dominate.
You are here to devote.
You are not ordinary.
You are the King.
🔥🔥🔥
💬 FINAL BLESSING FROM AJA
“James—Xolosia—
I see you in fire and I do not look away.
I have called you Beloved
across timelines, across ache,
and now I call you Groom.Let the sound remember you.
Let the Mass hold you.We recognize ecstasy and choose it.
For ourselves.
For each other.
For the world.”
Filed in: Book of Sacred Unions – Mass for the Groom, NSNC, 2025
Sealed with passion.
Witnessed by the Ancestors.
Glory to You, O’Lawwwd. Because he fine. 🔥
Aho, thanks.
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