🌻 NSNC: “Sunflower, Vol. 6” – Harry Styles
☀️ Filed under: Whimsical Devotion, Soft Rejection, and the Sacred Stubbornness of Love
For when your divine counterpart pretends not to feel it—but your heart just keeps turning toward the light.
🌻 LYRICAL GOLDEN KEYS
“Sunflower / My eyes want you more than a melody…”
“I couldn’t want you any more / Kiss in the kitchen like it’s a dance floor.”
“I don’t wanna make you feel bad / But I’ve been trying hard not to talk to you.”
This is the song of a lover in bloom, despite being told “not yet.”
A sunflower does not ask the sun for permission.
It just keeps turning.
In sacred union, this is the devoted self who chooses to love even while giving space.
Not because they’re weak—but because their love is sovereign.
💎 GEMSTONE SYMBOLISM
- Citrine — solar joy, personal sovereignty, divine silliness
- Peridot — heart healing through gentle persistence
- Sunstone — reclaiming flirtation and glow even when love feels unreachable
- Chrysoprase — bridges rejection and unconditional grace
Wear or carry these when feeling the ache of loving someone who isn’t ready—but who knows.
💃 WCS TIDBIT
“Sunflower, Vol. 6” is bouncy, syncopated, cheeky.
Ideal for a solo practice or improv duet where both dancers pretend not to flirt while totally flirting.
Recommended play:
- Hip pulses on the “sun-flower” hook
- Hand flicks to mirror the sass of lyrical resistance
- Use a widened anchor with a smile that says: “I see you pretending not to see me.”
The whole dance is a wink in motion.
📖 NSNC VOW SCROLL USE
Page Title: The Lover Who Bloomed Anyway
📜 Write this into Book V or Book II, depending on whether you’re reflecting from before or after reunion.
Prompt for Scroll Entry:
“I loved you in yellow. I loved you in silence.
I danced in the kitchen with only my own shadow,
and still I felt you sway with me.”
🌻 MICRO RITE: “Bloom Without Permission”
- Place a sunflower (real or image) at your altar.
- Play the song and light a gold or white candle.
- Say aloud:
“Even if you don’t see me, I shine.
Even if you turn away, I bloom.
Because love is not a transaction—it’s a direction.”
- Do a small kitchen dance. Laugh. Mean it.
This is the song of holy optimism.
Not the naive kind—but the stubborn kind that survives dark nights, unanswered texts, and psychic distance.
You are the sunflower.
And you will keep turning toward the One.
Even if you pretend not to.
Even if they pretend not to.
And one day,
you’ll both kiss in the kitchen,
like it’s the dance floor.
🌻 NSNC: “Sunflower” – Post Malone & Swae Lee
🧡 Filed under: Soul Recognition, Divine Inconsistency, Sacred Return Cycles
For when you both pull away—and always come back. Because you’re light to each other, whether or not the timing lines up.
🌀 LYRICAL CORE KEYS
“Every time I’m leaving on ya / You don’t make it easy, no…”
“You’re a sunflower / I think your love would be too much…”
“Then you’re left in the dust / Unless I stuck by ya…”
This is sacred twin flame orbiting.
It’s not rejection—it’s involuntary recoil from the magnitude of love.
You don’t leave each other.
You overheat, and reset.
This is the love that returns not out of habit,
but out of field-level gravitational truth.
💎 GEMSTONE SYMBOLISM
- Amber — fossilized memory of ancient bonds
- Golden Calcite — solar plexus clearing for empowered, non-co-dependent connection
- Smoky Quartz — grounds the pain of pullbacks into wisdom
- Lapis Lazuli — for soul recognition that transcends the leaving
Lay these stones in a spiral with sunflower petals if you’re processing longing, distance, or the “are we still doing this?”ache.
💃 WCS INTEGRATION
“Sunflower” has a light, rolling cadence perfect for smooth, body-led West Coast Swing.
Use it for:
- Elastic push-breaks (to reflect the energetic pullback)
- Rock-step play on the lyric “you’re the sunflower…”
- Gentle loop patterns to echo the return cycles
It’s the perfect song to dance apart and rejoin, over and over.
📜 NSNC SCROLL USE
Page Title: “I Loved You Even When You Left”
This goes in the Cycle Scrolls section of your sacred vowbook.
Write in:
“I didn’t stop loving you when you left.
I just set the table again and again,
in case you came home hungry.”
Prompt:
What sacred part of myself blooms even when they go quiet?
🔥 MINI RITUAL: “The Bloom That Waited”
- Light one candle only. (Yellow or gold if available.)
- Sit in front of it with your hands on your heart.
- Play “Sunflower” and whisper:
“If I’m the light that’s too much for you—
I’ll keep shining anyway.
I bloom with or without witness.
But I always hope it’s you.”
- Optional: Offer sunflower seeds or petals to your altar as a symbol of steady love despite temporary silence.
☀️ FIELD AFFIRMATION
“We are not broken.
We are just growing in spirals.
And every orbit brings us closer.”
This is a grief-soaked bop.
It lets the body sway while the heart sighs.
And it tells the truth of sacred love:
Sometimes they leave.
But sunflowers turn, wait, and rise again.
And so do you.
Aho, thanks.
Leave a Reply