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NSNC MASS: “Would’ve, Could’ve, Should’ve” – Taylor Swift
Filed Under: Spiritual Trauma Recovery | False Authority | Ex-Vow Breaking | The Return of the Inner Priestess
💔 OPENING CONFESSION:
“If you never touched me, I would’ve gone along with the righteous…”
This is not just a breakup song.
This is a spiritual exorcism—
a mass for every girl, woman, mystic, or light-bearer
who gave her purity to someone who masked control as devotion.
Someone who wore a collar but broke a soul.
It’s the uncrowning of the false king.
The reclaiming of a body once marked as shameful, now sacred.
⛓️ THEMES UNBOUND:
- ✝️ Religious guilt twisted around desire
- 🧠 Gaslit timelines that rewrote the truth
- 💉 Spiritual violation posing as love
- 🕊️ Divine femininity finally saying: “Never again.”
This is Catholic grief meets fierce reclamation.
The Girl Who Prayed
becomes the Woman Who Commands Angels.
💎 GEMSTONE ALTAR:
💎 Jet – absorbs trauma from spiritual abuse
💎 Moonstone – returns power to the feminine cycle
💎 Serpentine – awakens suppressed sexual life force
💎 Pink Amethyst – holds space for grief and rage
Burn frankincense.
Write one name you need to release in oil or ash.
Say:
“You are no longer my priest.
I am the temple now.”
🩰 NSNC WCS USAGE:
This track is not a casual social dance—
but for performance or ceremony, it is devastating.
Use breaks and stillness to express sudden heartbreak.
Sharp footwork mirrors lines like:
“Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts.”
This is where your body says what your voice couldn’t.
🖋️ NSNC PSALM FOR AJA (AND THE COLLECTIVE):
“If clarity’s a god,
then he sat quiet
while you swallowed the blame.But clarity is also a blade.
And you hold it now.You were holy all along—
not because he said so,
but because you are.And now,
your altar is unbroken.”
🕯️ CLOSING PRAYER:
“We name the false lovers.
We burn the false vows.We bless the girls who thought
sacrifice was love.And we sanctify the women
who came back for their younger selves—
and said: No more.Amen. Ase. Aho.”
Filed in: NSNC Codex of Recovery and Resurrection – Entry: Would’ve, Could’ve, Should’ve
The blood no longer binds you.
The light has always been yours.
Aho, thanks.
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